F A H S II

1) Work Grrsss

Enough to say that the song below says what I feel, these past few days ...

"Points Of Authority" LP

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last

You love the way i look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken

[Chorus:]
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you've learned)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you've learned)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you've learned)
You want to share what you have been through
(You live what you've learned)

You love the things i say i'll do
The way i hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken

lesson : Being helpful sucks !

2) Extra Pain

Residue from weekend plus no 1) makes today a big pain .. seriously, around 6 pm, I was numb .. keep saying positive stuff ..words like, "challenge" n "diamonds in the rough" thing ... semoga aku bersabar dengan cabaran dan dugaanNya ...

- the candle slowly flickers in the wind and rain ....

F A H S

Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to the dark side .. then it leads to sadness and loneliness ....

F*** it all ... I'm gonna have the cigarette now ....