Free

1) Last Day N Future
... today was my last working day .. so from now on, I am unemployed .. wonder if I should start a tabung derma or something like that .. what I am gonna do for the next 1, 2 months while looking for another job, is to do some reflecting, perhaps... think about various stuff ..now that I actually have some free time ;-)
I am gonna do an east coast escapade ... get some real nasi kerabu ;-) n check out the east coast flava... cewah ;-)

2) Be Still My Heart !

Is it true ? .. it is not about changing, but accepting the person for what she is .. and telling her that you accept her the way she is ... dia caya ke tidak, when u say like this ..? ;-) hmmm....

This song was popular when I arrived in the States ... and it is kind of related a bit to what is going on right now .. ;-p ...

Baby I'm Yours
by Shai


Understand girl that my heart is in your hands.
And I'm cautious. Of falling in love again.
So please don't hurt me, I'm scared.
Don't desert me, I'm afraid.
Of being a fool. Again.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Realize girl that my faith is kind of torn.
Watch your step girl, Because my heart is weak and worn.
So won't you please be careful, I'm fragile.
I can't imagine the damage,
I have to handle. If you hurt me one more time,
Please be mine.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Baby, I've been through a whole lot of relationships,
Whole lot of broken promises,
but now I'm ready for a real one sweet heart.
Yes I am.
You don't have to worry baby.
Don't you every go away.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

later ....

Being Brave

I stepped out of my comfort zone yesterday, and it continued to today. Despite my fears, still haunted by the demons of my past, I was like giving a shot and see how it goes. The result ? I don't know .. maybe I'll never know .. or maybe I'll know soon .. I don't know .. but, I am giving a shot and hope my heart can take it ...

dedicated to her :-)

MAROON 5 "She Will Be Loved"

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

.. later ...

Wishing For ?

1) Mini Instropective

..the long weekend that I had .. gave me a chance to think about some stuff of my life currently...personal and work .. at times, I feel disenchanted with what is going on so far ... looking at other people's lives, ,I feel like they are having a better time than mine.... but, fikir2, what I have is better than some folks out there .. then came the lesson ... Be Happy, Syukur With What You Have .. Never Lose Desire For The Better ..

2) A Lot Like Love & The Smiths

Saw two movies these past few days ... both are recommended :-)

A Lot Like Love - I would say that the key to this movie's success is the chemistry betweem two leads, Oliver n Emily ... it's like a Gen X When Harry Met Sally wannabe ... I enjoyed it, there were some really good moments ... two of them .. one : when Oliver's bro told him to get up and face life, in sign language, at the beach .. Olly's just lost his business, and moved in back with his parents.. two : Olly sang Bn Jovi's I'll Be There For You for Emily at Emily's doorstep .. I know the movie is kinda corny at times ...hehe ..but, I liked it and may watch it again in the theatres..

Mr N Mrs Smith - it's a cool movie I admit .. again the chemistry between the leads made this movie pretty watchable .. I liked that both leads seemed to be having fun and not take themselves too seriously ;-) .. it was good popcorn movie stuff .. plus the song Making Love Out Of Nothing At All, will never be the same for me .. ;-)

3) A Marriage

A fellow blogger's bro got married and he is working same place as I am right now ( ( I am leaving soon though ... ). Met the guy and he is a cool chap. I have read her postings for the past 2 years plus and to sum her up .. she is cool, wacky, fun, great wife n mom ... her link is here. There is a link to the pics of her bro's wedding.


4) Last Week

It is my last week where I am working ... hmm, rasa tak sabar2 nak ciao pulak ..n go on my vacation / break / soul searching sessions .. ;-P

Later....