Saturday, August 07, 2021

Nobody's Diary

 So much to do ... so many things I want to do ... so many things I need to do ... aiyo, mcm2 dalam ini kepala :P ... gotta do the work!

mcm2 ...


Friday, August 06, 2021

Just Do It

 I just have to do it. It is scary, but you just gotta do it. :P We lie to ourselves, most of the time. Kita nak buat sesuatu yang hasilnya ada 100% pasti positif untuk kita. Tapi, kalau kita tidak tahu akhirnya, atau ia samar2 bagaimana? .. hmm... always a dilemma ... tp mahu berubah/beralih arah ... mesti ubah arah dulu kan?

kan ku serahkan segala kepada mu ...



Thursday, August 05, 2021

Trust Broken Can Never Be ....

 Ingatkan DITN preboard dah settle .. life goes on ... nope, that ICT stuff still happens ... Angry and mad? of course ... but, it sends me another signal ... just reinforce what I should do for the future. Pissed off yeah, but I dealt with it. Face it and move on ...

and now, you've become a part of me ...



Wednesday, August 04, 2021

One Down, One To Go

 Selesai satu sesi pre-board hari ni ... esok satu lagi. When it's over I can dance :P What I am sure is I gotta keep the faith in the future, by doing the work in the NOW. Focus on that.

random song for tonight



Tuesday, August 03, 2021

Brain Decompress Session

 Man ... I had one of those brain decompress episodes ... settled all the marking work and finally felt ... relieved and dumb ... hahaha ... bila dah penat bekerja dan settle semua .. u feel like what a semester it was .. it is my 2nd last sem or final :P at KL ... learnt a lot, stress a lot :P ... and the signals were all over this sem ... am going to do a specific reflection this week, after the whole Pre-Board thing ... generally, I did an okay job ... 7 subjects this sem .. so it wasn't all daisy and sunshine ..

2 of my old belts .. goodbye.


Sunday, August 01, 2021

Tanda - tanda Kecil

 Pernah baca buku Andrew Matthews dulu. Dia kata, "Life sends us small signals to remind us if we are doing wrong ... if you keep ignoring it, in the end  a big signal will be sent, when it will be too late to change " So far, I can say that this year, banyak signal2 kecil mcm ni telah muncul dan so far den dah ikut la .. bila ingat nak tukar fikiran tentang certain things, signal kecil muncul ... a reminder not to deviate ...

tu dia !!