If I Ever ...

We always wish ... If I ever .... But we never think about it once it happens again ...then we wish if I ever again ...

Nah, I am done ... To the future..

When it does not work, get it fixed ASAP.

Kontinjen Malaysia masuk perbarisan Sukan Olimpik Tokyo 202

 Video kontinjen Malaysia baris masuk ke Tokyo 2020 ... cantik costume ...

Malaysia Boleh!!!

If This Is Easy, What Would It Look Like?

 Something struck me today and helped me to realize ... the video belows ...

Errol is right .. I think too much ...

aku mesti ringkaskan cara ... untuk bergerak maju ke hadapan ....

the video

How It Works

 How it works? Awak perlu buat. You gotta do. It has been tiring for the past few weeks with my work. The grind I guess ... I know I can do better, but cannot complain much.

The future ... still samar2 and am moving there ... whether I like it or not ... ;)

sunset at Bandar Sri Bangi

Plan .. The Plan ..

The plan ... follow the plan ... if not, time will pass by ...

listen to dem lyrics 

Time - Hootie & The Blowfish

Looking Back, It is Ok ....

 Malam tadi, join kejap majlis tahlil budak2 Jasin SPM 90 for a few covid-19 patients.

Saw some of the faces on that Meet, I got awashed a bit on nostalgia, but that is it. Abis je bacaan Yasin tu, I left. It is difficult to classify/clarify my Jasin years ... took me a while to really put it behind, and I must admit my 20s were really screwed up due to Jasin experience. In the end, it was my choice kan. So, I chose to leave after the Yasin, didn't want to chit-chat, etc.

Making peace with the past is really important. If not, it is like a ball of chain, dragging you to continuously behind. You don't have to like it. Just accept it.

Oleh itu, aku bersyukur. Bersyukur yang aku masih aku, dapat berjalan terus. Aku ada masa sekarang dan masa hadapan untuk dinikmati dan diusahai. 

gambar malam Aidiladha 2021

You Gotta Be ...

 To be what you want to be, you actually gotta be ... do the action, not just kecek je ...

yep, sounds about right ..

Untuk Jadi X, Buat X

Change is Coming ....

 When change is coming, then you need to change as well ... if not, it would be so blur ..

I am gaining wisdom ... wisdom is when you acknowledge what you have learnt, for what it is .. no fantasy/bs ... 

I have the present to set the future ... whatever I do know, will determine the future ...

Dah bosar den ye ....