Penat.
Saturday, November 20, 2021
Friday, November 19, 2021
Destroy Everything U Touch
So many questions about now and future running in my mind. I kept thinking about what Mars said last week. I have been risk averse without realizing it. Maybe, it is because of the future ... hmm ....
Thursday, November 18, 2021
It Is Nearly Time
Wow, a week left and it will all be over :P next Thursday 25/11 is the last class day of INTI KL for me.
My favorite INTI t-shirt
One thing for sure. This is the chip I will throw away, to borrow Seth Godin words.
Wednesday, November 17, 2021
The Anger Is Back
I have the anger inside of me. It is always there ... hardened by years of shame and abuse .. a burning fire with layers of ice around it to make sure it does not surface.
When it appears, I am focused. It puts into a state of intensity that I cannot explain. I did my best to ignore, then pacify it. Now, I do not. I simply accept it as it is the only way of controlling it.
Felt it again today, triggered by a few personal things.