What's Up ?

1) Her
The past few days, I thought of doing some work n personal stuff, but as most things, it mainly focused on her :P ...

It's been nearly two months and jeez, some times it's like a dream. :D It has it's up and downs ... to be honest, it's more to do with me .. once a while, I think a bit too much, and the demons knock in to say hello. To her credit, she has been patient and understanding about the whole thing ... she always say that I think too much though :P ..

There are some stuff abt her that I am discovering,... but underneath all of it, there lies a warm loving person who simply accepts me as I am , and in turn, makes me want to be a better man. :-)

Last Saturday was cool, .. I introduced her to my family, and syukur, depa bagi thumbs up :D ... mama kata "Sejoli" ... hehe.. my papa was like , " oh well, u slipped on a banana peel at last, u were this close to safety .. " .. my anak buahs know that she is my awek ( Apik cakap "awek", Coci cakap "kakak Uncle Ome" ) ...

Thing is .. this is real right ? ... if it ain't, well I don't want to wake up from this dream ...

* Work n study rants later ...:P

Gong Xi Fa Cai n Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharran n KL Day :D

-- kawe ke KB dari esok ke Sabtu .. ada member kahwin ! .. ada can kecek mek kelate .. adoii, jgn la cubit awak ! :D

A Promise I Make - Dakota Moon -

Girl, you're every breath I take
Oh baby,
Your love rules every move I make
Oh baby,
And I know that you can't read my mind
And baby, maybe I

CHORUS
Don't say it as often as I should But I really want it to be heard
When I say I love you that's for good
You have my word
That day after day after all
I will always be true
That's a promise I make to you

You, you take this heart of mine
And make it better
I need you to
Come and walk with me through this life
Forever
And I know these words are long over due
And baby, maybe I

CHORUS

I may hold you
I may need you
I may want to

CHORUS

....

I am French :D

Your Inner European is French!

Smart and sophisticated. You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so.

Who's Your Inner European?

Soul Survivor

Been busy lately ... work is really piling up !

"Soul Survivor" - Young Jeezy (feat. Akon)

[Intro:]
Convict
Akon and Young Jeezy
Tryin' to take it easy
Only way to go
And So...

[Chorus (Akon):]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

[Verse 1 (Young Jeezy):]
(Let's get it) Tonight I can't sleep--we livin' in Hell (Yeah)
First they, give us the work then they throw us in jail (Ayy)
Road Trip ya--I'm trafficing in the white
Please Lord don't let me go to jail tonight (Yeah)
Who Me?? I'm a Soul Survivor
Ask about 'em in the street, the boy Jeez a rida (Jeez a rida)
A hundred grand on my wrist, yeah life sucks
Fuck the club, dawg, I rather count a million bucks (Ayy)

[Chorus (Akon):]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

[Verse 2 (Young Jeezy):]
Another day, another dolla (dolla)-same block, same nigga, same part, same green
I guess we got the same dreams (Ayy)
Or is it the same nightmares (nightmares)
We let the doves do it for us -- we don't cry tears (That's right)
Real niggaz don't budge
When Mail Man got his time he shot birds at the judge (Yeah)
I'm knee deep in the game
So when it's time to re-up, I'm knee deep in the cane (Damn)
Real talk, Look, I'm tellin' you mayne (tellin' you mayne)
If you get jammed up don't mention my name
Forgive me Lord--I know I aint livin' right
Gotta feed the block, niggaz starvin', they got appitites (Ayy)
And this is er'day, it never gets old (Old)
Thought I was a juvenile stuck to the G-Code (Yeah)
This aint a rap song, nigga this is my life (this is my life)
And if the hood was a battlefield then I'd earn stripes (Yeah)

[Chorus (Akon):]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

[Verse 3 (Young Jeezy):]
Gotta watch er' move 'cuz them eyes be on you (eyes be on you)
Gotta drive real cool when them pies be on you (pies be on you)
Just because we stack paper and we ball outrageous (ball outrageous)
Them alphabet boys gotta us under survalence (Ayy)
(Like animals) They lock us in cages
The same nigga that's a star when you put 'em on stages
I aint cheat--played the hand I was dealt
Tried to tax the grand pearl when I got it myself
(Let's Get It) No nuts, no glory (no glory)
My biography, you damn right, the true story (Yeah)
Set the city on fire, and I didn't even try (try)
Run these streets all day, I can sleep when I die (Ayy)

[Bridge (Akon):]
'Cuz if you lookin' for me you you can find me
On the block disobeyin' the law
Real G--thoroughbred from the streets
Pants saggin' with my gun in my draws
Just to keep on movin' now
Just to keep on movin' now
Just to keep on movin' now
Just to keep on movin' now

[Chorus (Akon) 2x:]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

----
I can sleep when I die ... hmm, that sounds apt right now ..

Tagged + Musings

1) Tagged

I was tagged by cookie a few weeks ago, so .. now got time to do it :D .. here it goes ...

1) What were you doing ten years ago?

Just started working as a training officer, ajar students use MS Office software .. at Bangsar ..

What were you doing one year ago?

Working in PJ, doing a job I absolutely hated :D ... the only I stayed was because the RM was good ... realized that the job was not I wanted to do ..

Five snacks you enjoy
1. Kacang Ngan Yin
2. Sour Cream n Onion Pringles
3. Kacang goreng .. anything kacang la ..
4. Twisties cheese
5. Popcorn wayang

Five songs to which you know all the lyrics off your head right now:
1. Nanti - Innuendo ...
2. Please Dont Go Girl - NKOTB
3. Shape Of My Heart - BSB
4. Baby I'm Yours - Shai
5.


Five things you would do if you were a millionaire:


Five bad habits
1. Think too much
2. Get insecure at times
3. Procrastinate :D


Five things you like doing:
1. Read my readings yg tak habis2
2. Play Championship Manager
3. Travel here n there ..outside KL la..
4. Spend time with her
5.

Five things you would never wear, buy, or get new again:
1. Any clothes in Pink
2.


Five favorite toys: ( susah sikit ni )
1. My computer
2... 5

2/2/06 Note : Maaf la cookie, masa I did this thing, I was kinda blur ( byk empty spaces ) .. it was a few days ago, but to preserve it in its originality, am posting it now like I did it masa tu

Geisha + ??

1) Geisha

Saw this movie with her yesterday at The Mines. Interesting and engrossing I would say. I would say that Michelle Yeoh's performance was good, as she gave another side of her acting skills, instead of the usual terbang2 martial arts stuff. And of course, Zhang Ziyi performance is mesmerizing :-) .. but not as mesmerizing as her ;-p

2) A quote from With Honors

Simon Wilder: Women. Ain't they perfect?
Monty: Not always.
Simon Wilder: Yes, they are, they're perfect. Don't matter if they're skinny, fat, blond or blue. If a woman is willing to give you her love, Harvard, it's the greatest gift in the world. Makes you taller, makes you smarter, makes your teeth shine. Boy, oh, boy, women are perfect.

Hmm .. after yesterday, I think she is ....

3) For her ..

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman? - Bryan Adams -

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

Chorus

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

.. have I ? or am I learning to do so ..
*wink*

Pride + Come What May

1) Pride

I saw Pride and Prejudice earlier today afternoon at GSC Mid Valley. My verdict .. a superb date movie. :-) I went with her and it was our first date movie :D We had a wonderful time ...

2) After Pride

After the movie, had a drink at San Fran .. she asked about yesterday's episode .. I told her about it .. bared my soul a bit ..:-)

Boy : " yeah .. that's it .. so bagaimana ? U nak lari ke ?"
Girl smiles and shakes her head
Boy : " so you're staying ? "
Girl smiles and nods ...
Boy kisses girl's hand and says silently " Thank you "
Girl " I really like you "
Boy stunned for a few secs ...
Girl " At least u cerita ni, I understand u better "
Boy smiles

Dedicated to her

Come What May - Air Supply -

When she looks at me
I know the girl sees things
Nobody else can see
All of the secret tears inside
And all the craziness I hide
She looks into my soul
And reads me like nobody can
And she doesn't judge the man
She just takes me as I am

Chorus:
Come what may, she believes
And that faith is something
I've never known before
Come what may, she loves me
And that love has helped me open a door
Making me love myself a little more

When I turn away
She knows those are the times
There's nothing to say

Nothing that anyone can do
And so she lets me live it through
And when I'm in my darkest hours of uncertainty
She just simply lets me be
And goes right on loving me

And when it seems my dreams
Have all slipped through my fingers
When they just can't be found
I turn around and there they are
Shining in her eyes


later, amigos

Rain + Demons

Part 1

KL ( office )- B : Motor .. rain ..
B - KL Sentral : Komuter
KL Sentral - B : Komuter
B - KL ( apt ): Motor

Why do u do it ? So that u can ride with her sampai dia balik rumah, as she was working late that night. Even though u were a bit wet due to the weather, u were willing to do so .. to hold her tender hands n feel the warmth ..

Part 2

On the last part of Part 1, the demons paid a visit .. " Kan prinsip kau tak nak menyusahkan orang ... kan kau menyusahkan dia sekrg .." it played on and on, like a broken record and it bothered me till this morning ... masa breakfast, I told her and she reassured me that everything was alright .. " Don't think too much, dear .. "

I feel a bit better now ... I know I am still recovering and leaving the emo baggage of the past.

Thank you, L, for understanding ....

10 Jan 2006

This year's first Raya Korban which fell on 10th Jan 2006, would be remembered fondly in my memory :D ..

1) Touch

From this movie

"Doctor Marcia Fieldstone: Tell me what was so special about your wife?
Sam Baldwin: Well, how long is your program? Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... only to no home I'd ever known... I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car and I knew. It was like... magic. "

I know how it feels now .. dang, it feels good :D

2) This Far

" ..u know what .. I wonder how we ever come this far .. "
" tah lah , awak .. ok je .. "
" yeah .. " * both smile *

How soon is soon and how fast is fast ? .. I used to blab about this but now, .. I don't know ... hmm..maybe this would help..

From this movie, there is a scene where the secretary said that we live on based what we know, .. hmm.. or something like that ...

.. as advised by my best friend, just follow the flow ...:D

Both movies are recommended, especially the second one .. freaking hilarious and sweet :D

1) + 2) = below ...

Baby I’m-a Want You - Bread -

Baby, i’m-a want you
Baby, i’m-a need you
You the only one I care enough to hurt about
Maybe i’m-a crazy
But I just can’t live without...

Your lovin’ and affection
Givin’ me direction
Like a guiding light to help me through a darkest hour
Lately I’m a-prayin’
That you’ll always be a-stayin’ beside me

Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Feeling all the while and never really knowing why...

Lately I’m a-prayin’
That you’ll always be a-stayin’ beside me.

Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Then you came along and made me laugh
And made me cry...
You taught me why...

Baby, i’m-a want you
Baby, i’m-a need you

Oh, it took so long to find you, baby

Baby, i’m-a want you
Baby, i’m-a need you

.. :-) ...

13 Jan - update title ..tq to Voice :P

Love Thang

I got this from cookie. Dang :D Patut me n her kamceng cepat2 :D .. acat, jgn mare eh ...hehe

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

Ada Apa dengan cinta ? ..sudah terjawab dehh .... ;-p

O.N.E

" .. so I call u girl la .. "
" ..jd I call u boy ? "
" err.. yeah .. "
" ok "
" ...I jadi yr boy, u jadi my girl .. "
*smiles*

* boy n girl
-------

girl : " ...enam bulan.."
boy : " yeah "
*silence*
boy : " u okay ke ? "
girl : *geleng2 kepala * " tak okay "
boy : " .. itu dulu la .. "
*silence*
boy : " dengan u it's different "
*girl looks at boy*
*boy takes girl right hand, genggam-s and kisses it*
boy : " dont worry, it's good "
girl smiles

lesson : boy, don't talk too much abt the past. Let it go. Nasib baik girl faham ..lucky boy.

-------

The scenes were recorded at Chilis KLCC on boy n girl's one month anniversary :D

++ boy need to go for a "forget the past, look for the future" therapy ..

Post Holiday Belus

U know u had a good vacation, when u wished it didn't end, and was too short :D

Today, tak minat nak kerja n malas ...bad boy ! :D On the other end, breakfast was good, even though it was short. And yes, it was with her.

My bike is on the mend, temporarily riding a motorised 'Penny Farthing'.. what a bone shaker it is ...

I am humming this song and looking for the mp3

Baby I'm Yours - Cher -

baby i'm yours
and i'll be yours
until the stars fall from the sky
yours until the rivers all run dry
your the one until i die

baby i'm yours
and i'll be yours
until the sun no longer shines
yours until the poets run out of rhyme
your the one until the end of time

i'm gonna stay right here
by your side
do my best to keep you satisfied
nothing in the world can drive me away
cuz everyday you'll hear me say
baby i'm yours

i'm gonna stay right here
by your side
do my best to keep you satisfied
nothing in the world can drive me away
cuz everyday you'll hear me say
baby i'm yours

and i'll be yours
until two and two is three
yours until the mountain crumbles to the sea
your the one until eternity

baby i'm yours
until the stars fall from the sky
baby i'm yours
til the rivers all run dry
baby i'm yours


--- later ;-)

2005 + 2006 Post

Hmm, for the past day, I have been thinking what to write for my 2005 review post. Cewah, kata nak buat mega review konon :D

Work / Career

This year has been the year where my career got a few shocks n adjustments but became clearer. I went from one big firm to another ..doing the same thing, realizing in the end, that I hated it. When that came out, there was relief and when I left, I knew that I made the right decision.

Now, I am doing something that I like doing it. More challenging, more tai-chi, but at least, it is something that I enjoy doing .. so far :-p .. I think I'm going to pursue this line la ... even though, the RM is less, but it is enjoyable. It is true folks .. when u love what you are doing, it does not become a chore ..it becomes a pleasure..

for 2006, I hope to continue and explore this arena, plus another endeavor which is still in 'pusing2 dalam kepala' stage

Personal

This one got so many subplots :D hehehe ..

Family - what can I say, is I appreciate my family more, esp. my parents .. I guess I am now mellowing and letting go of the past ..

Self - I have finally accepted that whatever it is, I can choose and responsibe for my choice and its consequences. Better peace of mind. ;-)

Love - I realized I kept repeating the same mistakes. And when I just opened my mind and just chilled, she came. Tq to my sister for the advice that she gave me, before I met her. It is a new experience and I am enjoying it :D

Financial - an improvement but will do better ;-)

Friends - I have made many new friends, through blogging especially, and offline.

Studies

Thank God for the assistance and strength He gave me to do it this year. The two semesters were very challenging, and syukur I did quite ok. I have one semester left and then graduation around July 2006. All the sweat and pain was worth it. Lesson learnt : The fruits of hard earned labor and commitment is very2 sweet indeed.

Overall

It might be strange to say this, but 2005 has been the year that I kind of like woke up and start focusing on what I want in life. Yeah, baru sedar ye ... I am still evolving, yet I can see and feel confident about the future ... I think that it really began, when I told myself to be responsible for myself .. in the end, it's all about your choice kan :-)

A special shout out to some of my online blog friends ;-) cookie,acat
Inn, Rafthah. Thank you for letting me be a part of your online lives, and vice versa.

Inn - for her inspiring words :-)
Acat n Cookie - for keeping my faith in love :D
Rafthah - the alter ego I can only wish to be ;-)


My song for this post .. one of my favorite inspiring songs ..

Lift Me Up - Geri Halliwell -

Watch the first light, kiss the new world
It's a wonder, baby like you and I.
All the colours of the rainbow.
Going somewhere, baby like you and I.
It's going to be allright.
But when my sky clouds over...

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

Like the seasons ever changing.
Everlasting, baby like you and I.
It's going to be allright.
But when my sky clouds over...

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

No matter where we run.
Who knows what we will become.
Is there a world we know.
Where life will naturally.

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

----

See ya in 2006 :D

PS / I will be in Kuantan this weekend. Nampak gue di sana, jgn malu2 tegur ya :P

Stuff + Suddenly

Well, 2005 is about to end eh .. what a year it has been :D .. takpe2, the 2005 Review post will come up later ...

Work is good so far ... normal la stuff here n there ... but, I am enjoying it :D

I know, I know I have been cheesy lately ... ;-p .. I am not like spreading the love.. but, well .. yeah, I am :D .. I am learning new stuff almost everyday. Sometimes, u have read and know about about it, but when u have gone through it, baru la u understand it

Last Tuesday at Chilli's MV

Her : Awak perasan tak yang saya ada XXX ( very2 minor physical quirk )
Me : Yeah
Her : Awak tak kata apa2 pun. My mom suruh tanya pada you, kalau u notice tak
Me : Oh, I noticed it since we first met, but I didn't want to say anything sebab I accept you as what you are. Itu je ..
Her : *smiles*
Me : *in my head : Ambooiii Ome, bijaknya kau berkata .... :p "

Acceptance, now gue faham ....

Suddenly - Olivia Newton John n Cliff Richard -

She walks in and I'm suddenly a hero
I'm taken in my hopes begin to rise
Look at me can't you tell I'd be so
Thrilled to see the message in your eyes
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you

How can I feel you're all that matters
I'd rely on anything you say
I'll take care that no illusions shatter
If you dare to say what you should say
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you

Why do I feel so alive when you're near
There's no way any hurt can get thru
Longing to spend every moment of the day with you

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you


.... ada ada dengan cinta ? ;-) ...

SRK

She likes his movies.

Me : " Kalau saya jadi Shah Rukh Khan, awak jadi Preity Zinta. Amacam ? "
She " Ok jugak :) "

Hmm, visions of dancing around trees and rolling in the fields at the Alps :D

aiyaaa .... tujhe dekha toyee janassalam .... pyar hota hai deewana salaam ... lalalala

What Ome Is ...

;-) Ok tak ?...

Listen Lah

Layan je la ye ... ;-)


Dengarkanlah - Amy Mastura n Glenn -

L : Kasih ku
Hanya kau sahaja di hati ku
Hanya kau satu yang ku rindu
Setiap waktu tak pernah rasa jemu

P : Saat kau tiba
Terasa sungguh bahagia
Jalinan indah mesra bersama mu
Seindah cinta yang pertama

* :
P/L : Dengarkanlah bicara cinta ku
Aku ingin selalu di sisi mu
Dengarkanlah bicara rindu ku
Pinta hati ini yang ingin bersama mu selamanya

L: Senyum tawa mu
Terbawa selalu dalam mimpi
P: Hingga tak mampu untuk ku lupakan
Kau sering di dalam ingatan

( Ulang Rangkap * )

L : Biar di mana berada
Simpankan saja di dalam hati kita
P : Rasa percaya
Detik indah akan tiba menyatu akhirnya

( Ulang Rangkap * )

... hmm .... hmmm ... I owe a few people some apologies la :D ...

Secret Recipe Witness

Secret Recipe Mid Valley was a witness to a some sort of pengakuan masa dinner :D

*She says that I make her laugh.. must have been a clown in my previous life.
* She said , ".. 'kawan' with a twinkle in the eye ;-).." if ppl ask her from now on .. ada ke like that ?
* Met a friend who asked who she was .. I said "..in the middle between friend n girl-friend .. " ;-)
* Her parents ( esp. mom ) is old - skool. .. I also kena go like that la ...aiyoo

To quote Hitch, " ..in case, you don't go to high school, hitting is a good thing .. " ... hehehe :D

Like I told her, I don't know what's going on, but I am enjoying :D ...


"Sunshine" - Gabrielle -

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came I saw

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try
I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were my

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I said a truth
You wink at me
You're there for me

Sunshine (oh yeah)
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star

(Sunshine) Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..



Hmmm ... follow the flow la .. :-)

Baby, Saya Awak Punya

A friend messaged me this earlier this morning ...

" Have faith on the one you love and take it as slow or as fast. There are no rules "

Following the flow, .. hmm.. everything is so new ;-)

Baby I'm Yours - Shai -

Understand girl that my heart is in your hands.
And I'm cautious. Of falling in love again.
So please don't hurt me, I'm scared.
Don't desert me, I'm afraid.
Of being a fool. Again.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Realize girl that my faith is kind of torn.
Watch you step girl, Because my heart is weak and worn.
So won't you please be careful, I'm fragile.
I can't imagine the damage,
I have to handle. If you hurt me one more time,
Please by mine.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Baby, I've been through a whole lot of relationships,
Whole lot of broken promises,
but now I'm ready for a real one sweet heart.
Yes I am.
You don't have to worry baby.
Don't you every go away.

Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

..

I am walking ever so gingerly as my heart is tender .... too many past disappointments .. *sigh*

Angel of Gue

Sometimes, when you least expect it, it appears ... and you're wondering like how it ever happened ...

Inspired by this post, whose author is a good friend and an inspiration of positivity :-)

"Angel Of Mine" - Monica -

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow

I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine


ps/ not a boy but a leng loi, for me :D

update 11.00 am - Breakfast was very good :D

Rock Witcha

Playing in my head right now ... ;-)

Rock Witcha - Bobby Brown -

Now that you are here with me
Baby, let's do it right
Lady, you know just what I need
I want to hold you oh so tight
Baby, just touch me anywhere
Cutie, you turn me on
I like to run my fingers through your hair
So come on and stay with me all night

c/o

I wanna rock witcha baby
All night long
I wanna roll witcha lady
Feelin' so strong
I wanna rock witcha baby
All night long
Rockin, rollin, rollin, rock
Makin' sweet lovin
Don't ever stop

How bout a little music now
Let's hear some marvin gaye
Let me rub your shoulders down
Let's dance the night away

Feel your heart beating next to mine
Baby, I'l make you feel nice
I think I can tell what's on your mind
I know I can make it right ...


aiyaa ... what's happening ???