Well ....

 Well ... what is the pain? Reflect on it, Decide What To Do It, Execute It, see the result, analyze it and make adjustments ... repeat ...

Wisdom ... all about wisdom ...

 

from Ray Dalio Principles

r.e.f.l.e.c.t.i.o.n part 3

 Am questioning a lot of the business stuff I am doing right now ...  where am I going? Gotta do a lot of soul searching ... especially with fx ... maybe am banging my head against the wall ... since 2007 tu ...

Sept October November December -- 2021 --- these are the crucial months for the new direction ...

Keep on Grinding 

No 4 and final INTI working t-shirt

r.e.f.l.e.c.t.i.o.n part 2

 Business-wise ..maybe am have been wrong ... all this while since 2007 ... 

again the question in the back of my mind, where do I want to go? and what I am doing is getting me there ...

"Without developing a clear vision of the future we desire, of the values we want to adopt, of the identities we want to shed or step into—we are forever doomed to repeat the failures of our past. "

-Mark Manson- via Twitter

hari ke 3 with Inti shirt

r.e.f.l.e.c.t.i.o.n

Today has been a reflecting day for me. Hmm, now and future ... work, biz trade, ... in the end, where do I want to end up ... haven't done a real look at this for a while ...   

Today's BSG Mental Model session woke me up a bit ... a business rethink is in order as well ...

other than that .... gotta roll with it ...

 

 

day 2 pakai baju INTI .. 2 more to go ...

 

It has been a good day

 Today, I did ok .. practising focus on the work that needs to be done. Gotta admit the monkey in the mind was there at all times ... but so far so good, in taming the monkey, and doing what I need to do.

Gotta keep grinding.

wearing my blue INTI shirt 

Tulislah ... Where Do U Want To Be ....

 Hari ni sambil going along ... doing a reflection of the past ...  and yg bagus is bila I feel envy.. I ask myself ... reflect ... and it is obvious ... what they are doing now is what I could have been ... *sigh* .. yep that is it ... itulah barah yg selama ini dalam diri ...

I spent the present looking back and sacrificed the future most of the time ... I can do better ... I must do better .. I will do better...

Where Do U Want To Be ... and more importantly, bagaimana nak sampai ke sana?

Tu yg what was missing ... 

me with pussycat headphones :D

A New Reflection

As am reflecting on stuff these past few days, I see a couple of things in a new light. One for certain is am not sure what is the path that am really going. Ask me about five years from now and I am like... Giving you vague answers. I don't know the answer, and now it's clear. I have been on autopilot for a long while coz I keep looking at the past, and thinking about every obstacle ten miles down the road. Copied that from Good Will Hunting :p 

It is ok. When you know that you don't know, then it's possible to search for the answers.

Ogos 20 2021 Book

 I feel for the guy. His time will time, as karma has it.

Keep it simple ....

 Keep it simple, you will have good days and bad days ... keep the faith, trust the system.

 

drawn by Farah today 19/8/21

 

The Fifth Horsemen Is ...

Syukur2, it is getting better n clearer my next path. Consistent and persistent and reflection and focus, plus help from the Almighty. 

A nice joke which is too true nowadays 

Aku Tahu Mengapa Aku BS

 BS - Bodoh Sombong

Sebab aku tak reflect the pain that I went through. In denial. So no progress. Terkejut oleh realisasi ini bila join hari pertama BSG oleh Bukhari Ramli.

Pain + Reflection = Progress

Principles

I Screwed Up N It Was A Sign ...

 I screwed up big time today at work. An error from last sem came to roost. *sigh* it is really time to go.. it was another sign that the end of my academia career at INTI should be now, not later.

The sooner I leave, the sooner I can start my new beginning? Hmm.. see la how next few days is ... but whatever it is, I am at peace with what's coming ...

a  taste of things to come? gambar hiasan sahaja

Here We Go

 The beginning of the end for my work life with INTI. Let's do the best and go out with a bang ;)

Funny, I always said that INTI would be my last academia job. Looks like it is coming true ;) 

I miss this place ... Tanah Rata, Cameron Highlands ... InsyaAllah, Jan 2022!

The Countdown Begins

Oh well... my last sem is up. Just get it over and be done with it. You can do it.

up the Reds :D #YNWA

Ada Sinar di Penghujung ...

 When you do the work and grind, and do a lot of reflection ... light will appear .. syukur2 ... now keep working on it I must ....

Yeah, 2022 will be different ... I gotta work till I get there ....

celebrate Messi goes to PSG :)

PS/- am not lompat ke PSG just because Messi joined PSG ... been a fan since the Rai  - Opel days ... Ronaldinho and Pauleta used to play for PSG ok ...

Have you ever ....

Gotta get more sleep ... Am not that young any more ... Adoii .. wisdom, this is all wisdom.

My book reading plan ....

Gila Adalah ...

 Gila adalah melakukan perkara yang sama berulang kali dan berharap hasil lain. Learnt that today. Final semester bermula minggu depan ... whopee :P

Oh really .... 

Apa Nak Jadi ...

 Apa nak jadi ... jadilah ... sometimes, u gotta do it and let the chips fall ... u control what u can control.

mood malam 

Selamat Tahun Baru Maal Hijrah 1443

 Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1443 

InsyaAllah, tahun yang betul2 hijrah ...

Mental Picture

 When doing something without a clear and focused mental picture, it will not occur or it does not get accomplished much. That is what happened these past 2 days - Sabtu dan Ahad.

I am gaining wisdom.

ya loh

ps/ one of my last memories while on US soil (1995) was watching GMA with him performing this song accompanied by a piano. This song was Jon's last Top 40 hit single