In the end, ko nak pergi ke mana kan ... itu yg selama ni yg aku jarang fikir ... aku belajar macam2 cara .. tapi bila tanya penghujungnya ... hmm, tidak pasti, samar2, berubah2...
so aku ubah ... aku rangka apa yang aku nak ... apa framework yg diperlukan? keep it simple, back 2 basics .. yes?
oklah kan ...
Apa yang saya buat sekarang akan memberi kesan kepada masa hadapan. So gotta do the now work. Question remains ... where are you going kan?
2022 ... the work changes but the effort will not stop ....
When the water overflows and the floor gets wet, tak perlu merungut ... tutup paip, guna kain2 buruk untuk lap sehingga kering, dan basuh kain2 buruk tersebut ....
Action, Not Words, Resolve the Matter ....
Let's do the change one at a time ... too much thinking will end up where I started ... back to basics ..
Yep, back to basics ....
Did a few things here and there ... but, the thought of how Ajie is doing does float in my mind here n there ... as always, my mind is reflecting on my future ... and today's FX issue, does make reflect back on my biz .... future is my future ...
Today, my bro Ajie who had been admitted a few days for being Covid + at Hospital Tengku Bainun Ipoh , has been transferred to ICU for full oxygen blast.
Well ... what is the pain? Reflect on it, Decide What To Do It, Execute It, see the result, analyze it and make adjustments ... repeat ...
Wisdom ... all about wisdom ...
Am questioning a lot of the business stuff I am doing right now ... where am I going? Gotta do a lot of soul searching ... especially with fx ... maybe am banging my head against the wall ... since 2007 tu ...
Sept October November December -- 2021 --- these are the crucial months for the new direction ...
Keep on Grinding
Business-wise ..maybe am have been wrong ... all this while since 2007 ...
again the question in the back of my mind, where do I want to go? and what I am doing is getting me there ...
"Without developing a clear vision of the future we desire, of the values we want to adopt, of the identities we want to shed or step into—we are forever doomed to repeat the failures of our past. "
-Mark Manson- via Twitter
Today has been a reflecting day for me. Hmm, now and future ... work, biz trade, ... in the end, where do I want to end up ... haven't done a real look at this for a while ...
Today's BSG Mental Model session woke me up a bit ... a business rethink is in order as well ...
other than that .... gotta roll with it ...
Today, I did ok .. practising focus on the work that needs to be done. Gotta admit the monkey in the mind was there at all times ... but so far so good, in taming the monkey, and doing what I need to do.
Gotta keep grinding.
Hari ni sambil going along ... doing a reflection of the past ... and yg bagus is bila I feel envy.. I ask myself ... reflect ... and it is obvious ... what they are doing now is what I could have been ... *sigh* .. yep that is it ... itulah barah yg selama ini dalam diri ...
I spent the present looking back and sacrificed the future most of the time ... I can do better ... I must do better .. I will do better...
Where Do U Want To Be ... and more importantly, bagaimana nak sampai ke sana?
Tu yg what was missing ...
Keep it simple, you will have good days and bad days ... keep the faith, trust the system.
BS - Bodoh Sombong
Sebab aku tak reflect the pain that I went through. In denial. So no progress. Terkejut oleh realisasi ini bila join hari pertama BSG oleh Bukhari Ramli.
Pain + Reflection = Progress
I screwed up big time today at work. An error from last sem came to roost. *sigh* it is really time to go.. it was another sign that the end of my academia career at INTI should be now, not later.
The sooner I leave, the sooner I can start my new beginning? Hmm.. see la how next few days is ... but whatever it is, I am at peace with what's coming ...
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