Taboo + Wrath

1) taboo

it's early morning n i tak balik lagi .. feeling a bit melancholic .. and then heard the song below ...

sweetest taboo -sade-

If I tell you
If I tell you now
Will you keep on
Will you keep on loving me
If I tell you
If I tell you how I feel
Will you keep bringing out the best in me
You give me, you give me the sweetest taboo
You give me, you're giving me the sweetest taboo
Too good for me

There's a quiet storm
And it never felt like this before
There's a quiet storm
That is you
There's a quiet storm
And it never felt this hot before
Giving me something that's taboo
(Sometimes I think you're just too good for me)

You give me the sweetest taboo
That's why I'm in love with you
You give me the sweetest taboo
Sometimes I think you're just too good for me

I'd do anything for you, I'd stand out in the rain
Anything you want me to do, don't let it slip away

There's a quiet storm
And it never felt like this before
There'a a quiet storm
I think it's you
There'a a quiet storm
And I never felt this hot before
Giving me something that's taboo

You give me the sweetest taboo
That's why I'm in love with you
You give me, you're giving me the sweetest taboo
Too good for me

You've got the biggest heart
Sometimes I think you're just too good for me
Every day is Christmas, and every night is new years eve

Will you keep on loving me
Will you keep on, will you keep on
Bringing out the best in me

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ingat tak the video ? she sang in a studio, while outside was raining .. I think I saw it masa I was still in primary school. She has a silky smooth voice .. and though not as a big as she should have been, she has her own niche ..

2) Wrath

When I think about this movie, my favorite scene has to be near the end .. when the killer recited to the young detective what his sin was -- Envy n Wrath ...

I think we have that in all of us ... envy what others have n we don't .. better job, car, blings2, etc. I can remember as early as I was 7 or 8, feeling a bit like that ... in my 20s especially, as my peers were moving on up .. and I was stuck. IN the end, I found the cure. No, not her :P ... it was 'redha' ... acceptance of what was going on and the recognition that what happened in the past, happens. It's easy to say let go, but doing it is another thing. The choices that we make echo through eternity :D ..

My life is getting better ... the insecurities are still there .. the demons still linger ... but it's getting better and positive .. you have to be positive, believe in yourself .. and be wary of old habits that might derail you again. Again, as I have written in the past, it's all about choice.

Dang, it's already 6.00 am ! Gotta go ..

This will be an interesting weekend ... :-_