If I Ever ...

We always wish ... If I ever .... But we never think about it once it happens again ...then we wish if I ever again ...

Nah, I am done ... To the future..

When it does not work, get it fixed ASAP.

Kontinjen Malaysia masuk perbarisan Sukan Olimpik Tokyo 202

 Video kontinjen Malaysia baris masuk ke Tokyo 2020 ... cantik costume ...

Malaysia Boleh!!!

If This Is Easy, What Would It Look Like?

 Something struck me today and helped me to realize ... the video belows ...

Errol is right .. I think too much ...

aku mesti ringkaskan cara ... untuk bergerak maju ke hadapan ....

the video

How It Works

 How it works? Awak perlu buat. You gotta do. It has been tiring for the past few weeks with my work. The grind I guess ... I know I can do better, but cannot complain much.

The future ... still samar2 and am moving there ... whether I like it or not ... ;)

sunset at Bandar Sri Bangi

Plan .. The Plan ..

The plan ... follow the plan ... if not, time will pass by ...

listen to dem lyrics 

Time - Hootie & The Blowfish

Looking Back, It is Ok ....

 Malam tadi, join kejap majlis tahlil budak2 Jasin SPM 90 for a few covid-19 patients.

Saw some of the faces on that Meet, I got awashed a bit on nostalgia, but that is it. Abis je bacaan Yasin tu, I left. It is difficult to classify/clarify my Jasin years ... took me a while to really put it behind, and I must admit my 20s were really screwed up due to Jasin experience. In the end, it was my choice kan. So, I chose to leave after the Yasin, didn't want to chit-chat, etc.

Making peace with the past is really important. If not, it is like a ball of chain, dragging you to continuously behind. You don't have to like it. Just accept it.

Oleh itu, aku bersyukur. Bersyukur yang aku masih aku, dapat berjalan terus. Aku ada masa sekarang dan masa hadapan untuk dinikmati dan diusahai. 

gambar malam Aidiladha 2021

You Gotta Be ...

 To be what you want to be, you actually gotta be ... do the action, not just kecek je ...

yep, sounds about right ..

Untuk Jadi X, Buat X

Change is Coming ....

 When change is coming, then you need to change as well ... if not, it would be so blur ..

I am gaining wisdom ... wisdom is when you acknowledge what you have learnt, for what it is .. no fantasy/bs ... 

I have the present to set the future ... whatever I do know, will determine the future ...

Dah bosar den ye ....

I Will Be There ....

 This parenthood thing is so challenging. For real :P I will be there for my family ... sebahagian tanggungjawab sebagai seorang ketua keluarga.

These coming years will be challenging, and I am facing it. Bring it on :D

terang masa depan 

Mungkin Tidak ...

 Mungkin apa sekarang yang den buat tidak bermanfaat? maybe I need to choose another way .. pilih jalan yang lain ... destinasi sama .. but another method.

Syukur I am still okay during this pandemic ni. Hearing the stories out there is scary ... :/

yes ... life goes on ..

Keep Banging Da Head

 Kau tahu kan bila hentak kepala kt dinding dan harap benda lain berlaku adalah GILA.

Yep, it happened to me earlier today. 

When am I gonna learn? *sigh* It does not work, find / work another way

15 Tahun Dah :D

 Yep, hari ini hari ulangtahun kahwin  ke 15 den dan Linda. Syukur2 sangat ... so far so good, with 3 kids ... alright la kan ... 14 July 2006 tarikh nikah kami.. selepas Asar di rumah Linda di Bandar Baru Bangi

Kisah lama: Saya lambat ke majlis nikah, sebab terlupa bawa sampin, so terpaksa pi balik Templer untuk ambik balik. Saya yang last sampai ke rumah ... ahli rombongan lain dah sampai .. sampai tu, Mariati, my old friend, siap sapu bedak kt muka sebelum masuk ke rumah Linda. Hahahaha ...

Oh well ...

Happy Anniversary ke 15 awak ....

Lagu masa majlis perkahwinan belah saya di Templer

Day 2 of Android 12 Update

 Today I think I spent more time on repairing/figuring to work with the new update on my hp than work :P 

entah how many times, it kept reboot ...  dah le kedai telcos are all closed ...

Oh well ... it is what it is ... have to work with it ...

simply class

PS/ Covid daily count is 11K .. yippee :P

Apa Android Update Terbaru Ajar Den

 Aduh ... proses yg sepatutnya ringkas menghabiskan berjam2 den , sampai kacau semua kerja lain  ... had to factory reset the hp a few times, .... and reinstall a few apps dan paling best ... lupa nak backup my WhatsApp rupanya ... abis .. so WA mmg start dari fresh balik ... aiyoo ...

Upgrade my Redmi 9 from Android 11 to Android 12 ... rupanya update2 ni things can happen ... lupa nak check my backup settings ... on the other hand ... a reboot perhaps ...

Lesson learnt ... before upgrade, check backup settings!

just live your life

Tiada Pasti 100%

 Nowadays, bila buat apa2, aku tidak menunggu lagi untuk semua pasti/perfect .. sebab it is never perfect. Teruskan sahaja, selepas merancang, kalau tidak ... ia akan menjadi rancangan sahaja tak abis2 ..

Yep, I can't wait another minute ...

I Can't Wait Another Minute -live at Apollo-

One More Night

 Give me just one more night ... lagu sedap Phil Collins ... in the end, if it was not meant to be ... no matter how many nights you have ... it is not meant to be ...

Wisdom In Full Bloom I have .... I hope ...

The Live Version

PS/ dah check my memories?

Cara Lepas Benda Lama

 Tadi, baru je den buang dua baju tshirt lama .. sayang tapi dah berlubang2 ... old sentimental things ... jadi apa Ome buat? Ambil gambar benda2 tu, peluk kali terakhir dan campak ke plastik sampah.

Rasanya tu cara terbaik untuk let go benda2 lama ... so kita boleh terima benda baru ...

Dah belajar something new.

2 baju tersebut - beli kat Pertama Kompleks zaman bujang dulu utk Raya

Focus ... Focus

 Focus .. means cutting and narrowing things to do ... am learning about this all the time ...

I love the way you ... me

 Change is hard ... but it has to be done .... it is for the future.

Today was a significant change .. I left 2 WA group that consists of my relatives coz cannot tahan the words being passed around ... goodness grief ... mahu ingat baik2 saja ... if they want to keep in touch with me, they know how to find me.

Gotta take of meself especially the otak.

Def Leppard videos from Hysteria

Happy Birthday Mama :)

 Hari ni birthday Mama yang ke 71. Rindu tak dapat pergi celebrate dengan beliau sebab PKPD ni :/