Saturday, April 22, 2006

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta

From One Of My Favorite Movies ...



ada apa ya dengan cinta ?

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

PDA Post

18 april

april 14 was an important milestone. The countdown has begun ... dang ! .. she is in sabah, so we wouldn't see each other for a few weeks. Do I miss her ? of course, nasib baik ada sms n phone calls .. distance dos make the heart grow fonder :-)
I saw Gubra a few days ago. It is worth watching .. thee is somethg different abt yasmin ahmad's works. Ada style ...
My paper is screwed.. tambah lagi one sem. Work is really tiring l .. was exhausted from the stuff of last week. Only my passion for helping ppl still makes me stay .. that n her ...

later..

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Wish I + Wiki

1) Wish I

Life has been hectic la .. especially kerja :P .. anyway, right now I want to be here, sebab she is there, ... for a while .. uwaaa

Just like the song below ... like her songs rite now ..

JEM "Wish I"

Baby, you're sailing today
Baby, you're sailing away
Sugar, wish I could go too
But honey you know
I'm happy for you

Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too

Baby, your ship has come in
Baby, adventures will begin
Sugar, don't you worry 'bout me
Coz honey you know
Want you to be happy

Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too

But if you find that you don't like it
That the people there aren't inviting
Or that city life is too frightening
Won't you come home
But if you find that you don't like it
That the people there aren't inviting
Or that city life is too frightening
Won't you come home
Please come home

Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too
Wish I, I wish I, I wish I
Wish I was going too

2) I am now a Wiki addict. It is godsent for an info junkie like me ... kan Inn kan :P

Monday, April 10, 2006

She Will Be Loved

Lama tak tulis .. been busy with mcm2 :-) Nanti cite sikit2 ;-p The song below is for my dear friend, Inn.



Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved



Later ...

Friday, March 31, 2006

Temani Aku ++

1) DPX II

There was once a DPX, soon there will be a DPX II ;-)

2) For Her

TEMANI AKU - Cokelat

Malam ini kuingin kau ada
Tanpa hadirmu ku tak biasa
Selalu kudambakan bayangmu
Bawa diriku bersamamu

Reff :

Oh .. bintangku .. indahmu
Datanglah padaku
Dan temani jiwaku
Yang sepi saat kau berlalu

Saat kutatap engkau disana
Hanya sesal bila kau tiada
Slalu kudambakan bayangmu
Bawa diriku bersamamu

3) Cookie

Cookie, my inspiration for item no 1), is currently feeling very down. Keep ya head up girl !

Monday, March 27, 2006

Langkah Pertama

1) Langkah Pertama

It is always the first step, that the journey begins ... hopefully, at the end of the journey, it will all work out. Last weekend, it began ... InsyaAllah, in the end, it will work out .. :-)

2)My Blog

To be honest, I always wanted to talk more than the regular jiwang stuff in my blog. When I read other people's writings, .. they seem to write more interesting stuff than mine. It occurred to me then, that in the end, your blog is what you want to write about. Write what you want to talk and be responsible for its content. Terima and appreciate the feedback, comments that you receive. Maybe good or bad, but at least ada feedback.

Whatever people call your blog, --- syok sendiri ke, main2 ke .. in the end, it is your blog. Please treat my blog with respect, as well as people treat yours. Kalau tak suka / minat, don't come again la .. ;-)

3) Blog Lagi

I like reading blogs. That I admit. I have blogs which I visit daily. Why ? .. interests and inspiration :D ... I credit a few blogs for maintaining my faith in the love ( u know who u r :P ) ..and now, I have found her. It is refreshing to read people writings ... especially those who share the same personal stuff that u r going through. U realize in the big picture, you are not alone.

:-) .. me gotta go..

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Been Busy Lately

Hey there peeps .. yeah, have not been posting for the past week. Busy with work and personal stuff ;-p

Actually, the past week, I have been evaluating some decisions I made recently. And, true enough, I changed about leaving my current gig .. why ? Well, hmmmm... the future is different now and .. I have to be responsible. Dang ! I am growing up !! Uwaaa .... :)

Anyway, from today till end of April, things will get a bit hectic n busy. There is a little thing called my final paper ! yg tak buat2 lagi ...my fault, I own up to it.

Time to be responsible for choices and life :D time to grow up ..

Me and her are getting along real fine ;-) Syukurlah...

Oh yeah, please visit this blog. The posts make for fine reading. I think I know who the author is , but ... takpe la, his words are good enough.

--------

ETERNAL FLAME (Bangles)

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
But is this burning an eternal flame

- eternal flame indeed, InsyaAllah :-)

Saturday, March 11, 2006

My Birthdate

Your Birthdate: June 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.
Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.
When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.
It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.

Your strength: Your warm heart

Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions

Your power color: Black

Your power symbol: Musical note

Your power month: February



--- Dang ! so dekat2 true ... ;-p

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Past To The Present Then The Future

15 years go .... ( waa that long ... )

In class, in a place at Shah Alam...

Lecturer : So how do you guys define love and marriage ?
Boy A : Love Then Marriage
Boy B : Marriage Then Love
Boy C : Love first a bit, get married and then develop the love la ..

Whole class : HHuuuuuuuuu ... jiwang karat mamat ni

What if Boy C's words actually came true ? Kata orang Melayu, mulut masin ... :-) ...jeng .. jeng

This Gift - 98 Degrees

The snow is falling, the city is white
Your eyes are shining like diamonds tonight
And we're all alone
There's no one home
You're finally in my arms again
The night is silent
and Christmas is here
I couldn't ask for more than having you near
Cuz I love you girl,
I always will
And now I know the moment is right

*Cuz I've been waiting to give this gift tonight
Im' down on my knees, there's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm going to give you (oh girl!) all my heart can give!!*

I thought I'd give you something shiny and new
I tried to find something worthy of you
But I realized, when I looked inside
There's some things that money can't buy!
Oh no!
I feel the magic, whenever you're near
I feel it even more this time of the year
Cuz I love you girl
I always will
And now I know the moment is right

*Cuz I've been waiting to give this gift tonight!
I'm down on my knees, there's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm going to give you all my heart can give!*

You know I'll always be true to you
And you know I'm the one you can turn to
Oh oh yeah
Any time, any place, or anywhere
you know that I'll always be there!

*Cuz I've been waiting to give this gift tonight
I'm down on my knees, there's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm going to give you all my heart can give*
*Repeat*


Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Euphoria, Sadness + Despair, Joy --> New Hope

Yesterday, at 7.30 pm, I received a great piece of news, abt me and her. So, was joy n euphoric for a while .. by 9 pm, it turned into despair. By end of the night, I was in tears. The tears, made me realize one thing, that I want her and nobody else.

So today was basically going through the motions...felt kinda empty u know .. luckily she and my best friend were around to lend me support.

The tables were turned later tonight .. thanks to my sister and dad. ;-) And it became joy .. syukur :D ..

So ladies and gents ... the lesson learnt is this ... kalau jodoh tu tak ke mana ... ;p

A new hope is reborn .... and my heart is healed :)


Mulanya Di Sini -Freedom-

( P: )
Tibanya di sini
Bagai terulang lagi
Kisah yang indah
Di antara kita berdua

( L: )
Sehingga di sini
Tiada berpaling lagi
Kita berteman
Seiring jalan dan sehaluan

( L: & P: )
( korus )
Sama sama menjejak mimpi
Sama sama mencari dan menanti
Segalanya direstui cinta sejati
Sama sama gunung didaki
Sama sama turun ke lembah sepi
Suka duka bersama dirasai

( P: )
Mulanya di sini
Ku kenali dirimu
Sehingga kini
Sehingga ke akhir waktu

( L: )
Akhirnya di sini
Ku kenali hatimu
Sehingga kini
Kita akan terus berlalu

( L: & P: )
( korus )
Sama sama menjejak mimpi
Sama sama mencari dan menanti
Segalanya direstui cinta sejati
Sama sama gunung didaki
Sama sama turun ke lembah sepi
Suka duka bersama dirasai

( L: )
Di hadapan kita ada jalan
Menuju di kejauhan ada sinar menanti
Di penghujung perjalanan ini

( P: )
Oh... sambil bernyanyi
Mendendang senandung yang syahdu
Riangnya hati dan indah duniaku

( L: & P: )
( korus )
Sama sama menjejak mimpi
Sama sama mencari dan menanti
Segalanya direstui cinta sejati
Sama sama gunung didaki
Sama sama turun ke lembah sepi
Suka duka bersama dirasai


.....

a new journey begins ....

Sunday, March 05, 2006

T.H.R.E.E

It has been three wonderful and interesting months ..

Three words were spoken tonight for the first time.

And officially, I am off from the singles market. :-)

Ta ;-) ...

The end of 2006 cannot come soon enough :D

Friday, March 03, 2006

Love Is + 30 sen + Grillz

1) Love Is ..

SMS
Me : " For me, it should be about joy, laughter and fun. As long as kita ingat n tunaikan peranan n tanggungjawab kita dlm hubungan ini. Kan ? "
Her : Rite! :).. "

2) 30 Sen

Fuel naik 30 sen per litre ... I am affected just a bit, as I naik a kapcai. The after effects see la lepas ni. The usual explanations came out, no need to elaborate here ... but, I really liked what the TPM said here..

My short, simple and sweet answer : Cakap Serupa Bikin. People Ain't Fools, Anymore ...

3) Grillz

Right now, I like to boogie to this song. Cool video too ;-)

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Aftermath :--> Stickwitu

The last few days, I have been spending time a bit with her .. usually after work la.. after the hiatus episode, I am now seeing her in a different light ... u know what peeps, .. I appreciate her more .. seeing her smile, laugh at my jokes, her tender touch .. makes me feel good and warm inside. Dang, is my heart melting or what ..

She likes this song below ...







Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu


Provided by VideoCodes4U.com


.. I hope to stick with her ...

A related post to this post ...

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Colors Of Love

Color Of Love Boyz II Men

I was lonely
I needed someone to see me through
I was at the end of my rope
I needed someone to cut me loose

And then an angel out of the blue
Gave me the sense that i might make it through
And somehow I survived with no rhyme or reason
And now I know I'll make it through the miracle of you

I know the color of love
And it lives inside of you
I know the color of truth
It's in the image of you
If it comes from the heart
Then you know that it's true
It will color your soul like a rainbow (Like a
rainbow)
And the color of love is in you

Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Love, love, love

Like a bridge
Over troubled, troubled water
You stood beside me, stood beside me
And your love did not falter

And then the angel, the angel in you
Gave me the strength to know that I will get through
And that's how I survived, ain't no other reason
And now I know I'll make it through the miracle of you

I know the color of love
And it lives inside of you
I know the color of truth
It's in the image of you
If it comes from the heart
Then you know that it's true
It will color your soul like a rainbow (Like a
rainbow)
And the color of love is in you (Is in you)

Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of (It's
the colors)
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
(Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...)
Love, love, love

So girl, I wanna thank you
I can't thank you enough
For showing me the meaning
The meaning of true love

When i was lost and so in need
You opened up your heart
When I needed you to comfort me
You opened up your arms

I couldn't face another day
You said, "Don't be afraid"
You showed my heart the,
Showed me the way

I know the color of love (Hey, hey, hey, hey, ho ho,
ho)
And it lives inside of you (It lives in you)
I know the color of truth (Oh...whoa...ho...)
It's in the image of you
If it comes from the heart (Comes from the heart)
Then you know that it's true
It will color your soul like a rainbow
And the color is in you

Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of (Oh)
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of (It's
the colors)
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Love, love, love

Oh...the color of you

....

Last night, she said " You nearly lost me ... " My heart dropped ...

On the matters of the heart, she is like silk .. strong yet soft n sensitive ..

.. the miseducation of Ome continues ...

Friday, February 24, 2006

Me N My Big Mouth

The hiatus is over. It was all my fault rupanya. Lain kali cakap, jgn jadi mcm kura2. Now have to win her back again.

Update: I love the advice given in this post, abt the matter. Really covers it. ;-)

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Hiatus

Me and her are on hiatus *sigh* .... it may have been a shooting star after all ...

Sunday, February 19, 2006

True ?

" When you know what you want, you know what you want "

from ...The Wedding Crashers

Hmmm ......

ps / I am leaving my current gig ..

Top 10 Reasons !!!



What do ya think ? ;-p

Friday, February 17, 2006

Never Forget

10 years ago, I was fresh out of uni , with hope n vigor :) The song below was like an anthem ..

NEVER FORGET - Take That -

Been on this path of life for so long, Feel I've walked a thousand miles
Sometimes strolled hand in hand with love, Everybody's been there
With danger on my mind I would stand on the line of hope, I knew I could make it
Once I knew the boundaries I looked into the clouds and saw,
My face in the moonlight
Just then I realised what a fool I could be
Just cause I look so high I don't have to see me
Finding a paradise wasn't easy but still
There's a road going down the other side of this hill

Never forget where you've come here from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this will be someone else's dream

Been safe from the arms of disappointment for so long,
Feel each day we've come too far
Yet each day seems to make much more, Sure is good to be here
I understand the meaning of "I can't explain this feeling", Now it feels so unreal
At night I see the hand that reminds me of the stand I make
The fact of reality

REPEAT CHORUS

We've come so far and we've reached so high
And we've looked each day and night in the eye
And we're still so young and we hope for more, But remember this
We're not invincible, we're not invincible, no
We're only people, we're only people
Hey we're not invincible, we're not invincible

So again I'll tell you
REPEAT CHORUS

...

and now, I feel it again :) ....

Sunday, February 12, 2006

:D ...

Sebenarnya, this past week, hati gue gundah gelana sikit ttg dia. Well, both of us are currently busy with stuff, so tak dpt jumpa.

It all began masa trip ke KB.. actually, I was happy to be going to KB, partly nak get off my mind n think abt stuff. Dia faham and told me to be careful aje. Di KB, ada masanya I wish she was there ... ;-) .. di KB also, I started to think whether me and her were going too fast .. and this feeling was ding-dong ...

Why ? I think it's because I am worried. Worried abt me n her ...

Later in the week, she told me about something that was related to the KB. I was stunned and a bit teed off. I apologized abt it later that night, in the sms. In reply, she said she didn't want to tell me, as she knew my reaction would be that way.

So, today, we had a dinner date...beli makan at a nearby pasar malam. After makan, had a long chat .. it was warm, friendly n lovely. And, she, as usual calmed my fears, and finally made me realize the issue, was that I didn't want to disappoint her, with all my failings ... she didn't say it, but she warmly assured me that it was all okay.

Awak, terima kasih kerana menerima insan ini.


BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES (Joshua Kadison)

You’re my piece of mind, in this crazy world
You’re every thing I've tried to find
Your love is a pearl
You’re my Mona Lisa
You’re my rainbow skies
And my only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...

The world will turn
And the seasons will change
And all the lessons we will learn
Will be beautiful and strange
We'll have our fell of tears
Our share of sight
My only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...

You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes

And there are lines upon my face
From a life time of smiles
When the time comes to embrace
For one long last wine
We can laugh about how time really flies
We won’t say goodbye
‘Cause true love never dies
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...

You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes

The passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes...

...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Destino

1) Last nite at Starbucks, I had a date with destiny. Destiny did not show up. Life goes on :D

2) I am going to be gila2 sibuk till end of April, sbb my final paper is due by end of April n I haven't started anything yet ! ..uwaa....

Told her abt no 2, and dia faham ;-)

3) I met an old schoolmate and a favorite blogger of mine ( blog la balik, girl ! :D ..u know who u are .. ). In KLCC, the past tends to catch up with you while destiny awaits ..;-)

One thing is for sure .. I still view the world through my idealistic eyes ! ;-) ... time to do some new mental models la ...


Try To Find Me
- Gorky Park -


When the rain is pouring down
And no one is around
All the doors are closed
You're a stranger in this town
Wandering around and you feel lost

CHORUS:
Please try to find me and I'll try to find you
You know I need you just like you need me
Please don't give up cause we're almost together
We've almost made it, hold on and you'll see

When nobody wants to hear
What you want to say
And you feel down when your hope has disappeared
Like a morning train
You can't slow down

CHORUS

I'm just like you,
Oh you know it's true
Don't give up my friend
This is not the end

CHORUS

Monday, February 06, 2006

Changes

The three days : Thursday - Saturday .. brought a few changes ..

was it too fast too soon ...

was hope given too soon ...

saw this movie on DVD a few times this past few days ...

*sigh* I am a bit screwed up ..

Thursday, February 02, 2006

What's Up ?

1) Her
The past few days, I thought of doing some work n personal stuff, but as most things, it mainly focused on her :P ...

It's been nearly two months and jeez, some times it's like a dream. :D It has it's up and downs ... to be honest, it's more to do with me .. once a while, I think a bit too much, and the demons knock in to say hello. To her credit, she has been patient and understanding about the whole thing ... she always say that I think too much though :P ..

There are some stuff abt her that I am discovering,... but underneath all of it, there lies a warm loving person who simply accepts me as I am , and in turn, makes me want to be a better man. :-)

Last Saturday was cool, .. I introduced her to my family, and syukur, depa bagi thumbs up :D ... mama kata "Sejoli" ... hehe.. my papa was like , " oh well, u slipped on a banana peel at last, u were this close to safety .. " .. my anak buahs know that she is my awek ( Apik cakap "awek", Coci cakap "kakak Uncle Ome" ) ...

Thing is .. this is real right ? ... if it ain't, well I don't want to wake up from this dream ...

* Work n study rants later ...:P

Gong Xi Fa Cai n Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharran n KL Day :D

-- kawe ke KB dari esok ke Sabtu .. ada member kahwin ! .. ada can kecek mek kelate .. adoii, jgn la cubit awak ! :D

A Promise I Make - Dakota Moon -

Girl, you're every breath I take
Oh baby,
Your love rules every move I make
Oh baby,
And I know that you can't read my mind
And baby, maybe I

CHORUS
Don't say it as often as I should But I really want it to be heard
When I say I love you that's for good
You have my word
That day after day after all
I will always be true
That's a promise I make to you

You, you take this heart of mine
And make it better
I need you to
Come and walk with me through this life
Forever
And I know these words are long over due
And baby, maybe I

CHORUS

I may hold you
I may need you
I may want to

CHORUS

....

I am French :D





Your Inner European is French!









Smart and sophisticated.

You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so.


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Soul Survivor

Been busy lately ... work is really piling up !

"Soul Survivor" - Young Jeezy (feat. Akon)

[Intro:]
Convict
Akon and Young Jeezy
Tryin' to take it easy
Only way to go
And So...

[Chorus (Akon):]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

[Verse 1 (Young Jeezy):]
(Let's get it) Tonight I can't sleep--we livin' in Hell (Yeah)
First they, give us the work then they throw us in jail (Ayy)
Road Trip ya--I'm trafficing in the white
Please Lord don't let me go to jail tonight (Yeah)
Who Me?? I'm a Soul Survivor
Ask about 'em in the street, the boy Jeez a rida (Jeez a rida)
A hundred grand on my wrist, yeah life sucks
Fuck the club, dawg, I rather count a million bucks (Ayy)

[Chorus (Akon):]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

[Verse 2 (Young Jeezy):]
Another day, another dolla (dolla)-same block, same nigga, same part, same green
I guess we got the same dreams (Ayy)
Or is it the same nightmares (nightmares)
We let the doves do it for us -- we don't cry tears (That's right)
Real niggaz don't budge
When Mail Man got his time he shot birds at the judge (Yeah)
I'm knee deep in the game
So when it's time to re-up, I'm knee deep in the cane (Damn)
Real talk, Look, I'm tellin' you mayne (tellin' you mayne)
If you get jammed up don't mention my name
Forgive me Lord--I know I aint livin' right
Gotta feed the block, niggaz starvin', they got appitites (Ayy)
And this is er'day, it never gets old (Old)
Thought I was a juvenile stuck to the G-Code (Yeah)
This aint a rap song, nigga this is my life (this is my life)
And if the hood was a battlefield then I'd earn stripes (Yeah)

[Chorus (Akon):]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

[Verse 3 (Young Jeezy):]
Gotta watch er' move 'cuz them eyes be on you (eyes be on you)
Gotta drive real cool when them pies be on you (pies be on you)
Just because we stack paper and we ball outrageous (ball outrageous)
Them alphabet boys gotta us under survalence (Ayy)
(Like animals) They lock us in cages
The same nigga that's a star when you put 'em on stages
I aint cheat--played the hand I was dealt
Tried to tax the grand pearl when I got it myself
(Let's Get It) No nuts, no glory (no glory)
My biography, you damn right, the true story (Yeah)
Set the city on fire, and I didn't even try (try)
Run these streets all day, I can sleep when I die (Ayy)

[Bridge (Akon):]
'Cuz if you lookin' for me you you can find me
On the block disobeyin' the law
Real G--thoroughbred from the streets
Pants saggin' with my gun in my draws
Just to keep on movin' now
Just to keep on movin' now
Just to keep on movin' now
Just to keep on movin' now

[Chorus (Akon) 2x:]
If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block
With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now)
'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah)
I'm just a Soul Survivor

'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop
Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now)
If you a rida (Yeah)
Or just a Soul Survivor

----
I can sleep when I die ... hmm, that sounds apt right now ..

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Tagged + Musings

1) Tagged

I was tagged by cookie a few weeks ago, so .. now got time to do it :D .. here it goes ...

1) What were you doing ten years ago?

Just started working as a training officer, ajar students use MS Office software .. at Bangsar ..

What were you doing one year ago?

Working in PJ, doing a job I absolutely hated :D ... the only I stayed was because the RM was good ... realized that the job was not I wanted to do ..

Five snacks you enjoy
1. Kacang Ngan Yin
2. Sour Cream n Onion Pringles
3. Kacang goreng .. anything kacang la ..
4. Twisties cheese
5. Popcorn wayang

Five songs to which you know all the lyrics off your head right now:
1. Nanti - Innuendo ...
2. Please Dont Go Girl - NKOTB
3. Shape Of My Heart - BSB
4. Baby I'm Yours - Shai
5.


Five things you would do if you were a millionaire:


Five bad habits
1. Think too much
2. Get insecure at times
3. Procrastinate :D


Five things you like doing:
1. Read my readings yg tak habis2
2. Play Championship Manager
3. Travel here n there ..outside KL la..
4. Spend time with her
5.

Five things you would never wear, buy, or get new again:
1. Any clothes in Pink
2.


Five favorite toys: ( susah sikit ni )
1. My computer
2... 5

2/2/06 Note : Maaf la cookie, masa I did this thing, I was kinda blur ( byk empty spaces ) .. it was a few days ago, but to preserve it in its originality, am posting it now like I did it masa tu

Monday, January 16, 2006

Geisha + ??

1) Geisha

Saw this movie with her yesterday at The Mines. Interesting and engrossing I would say. I would say that Michelle Yeoh's performance was good, as she gave another side of her acting skills, instead of the usual terbang2 martial arts stuff. And of course, Zhang Ziyi performance is mesmerizing :-) .. but not as mesmerizing as her ;-p

2) A quote from With Honors

Simon Wilder: Women. Ain't they perfect?
Monty: Not always.
Simon Wilder: Yes, they are, they're perfect. Don't matter if they're skinny, fat, blond or blue. If a woman is willing to give you her love, Harvard, it's the greatest gift in the world. Makes you taller, makes you smarter, makes your teeth shine. Boy, oh, boy, women are perfect.

Hmm .. after yesterday, I think she is ....

3) For her ..

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman? - Bryan Adams -

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

Chorus

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

.. have I ? or am I learning to do so ..
*wink*

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Pride + Come What May

1) Pride

I saw Pride and Prejudice earlier today afternoon at GSC Mid Valley. My verdict .. a superb date movie. :-) I went with her and it was our first date movie :D We had a wonderful time ...

2) After Pride

After the movie, had a drink at San Fran .. she asked about yesterday's episode .. I told her about it .. bared my soul a bit ..:-)

Boy : " yeah .. that's it .. so bagaimana ? U nak lari ke ?"
Girl smiles and shakes her head
Boy : " so you're staying ? "
Girl smiles and nods ...
Boy kisses girl's hand and says silently " Thank you "
Girl " I really like you "
Boy stunned for a few secs ...
Girl " At least u cerita ni, I understand u better "
Boy smiles

Dedicated to her

Come What May - Air Supply -

When she looks at me
I know the girl sees things
Nobody else can see
All of the secret tears inside
And all the craziness I hide
She looks into my soul
And reads me like nobody can
And she doesn't judge the man
She just takes me as I am

Chorus:
Come what may, she believes
And that faith is something
I've never known before
Come what may, she loves me
And that love has helped me open a door
Making me love myself a little more

When I turn away
She knows those are the times
There's nothing to say

Nothing that anyone can do
And so she lets me live it through
And when I'm in my darkest hours of uncertainty
She just simply lets me be
And goes right on loving me

And when it seems my dreams
Have all slipped through my fingers
When they just can't be found
I turn around and there they are
Shining in her eyes


later, amigos

Friday, January 13, 2006

Rain + Demons

Part 1

KL ( office )- B : Motor .. rain ..
B - KL Sentral : Komuter
KL Sentral - B : Komuter
B - KL ( apt ): Motor

Why do u do it ? So that u can ride with her sampai dia balik rumah, as she was working late that night. Even though u were a bit wet due to the weather, u were willing to do so .. to hold her tender hands n feel the warmth ..

Part 2

On the last part of Part 1, the demons paid a visit .. " Kan prinsip kau tak nak menyusahkan orang ... kan kau menyusahkan dia sekrg .." it played on and on, like a broken record and it bothered me till this morning ... masa breakfast, I told her and she reassured me that everything was alright .. " Don't think too much, dear .. "

I feel a bit better now ... I know I am still recovering and leaving the emo baggage of the past.

Thank you, L, for understanding ....

Thursday, January 12, 2006

10 Jan 2006

This year's first Raya Korban which fell on 10th Jan 2006, would be remembered fondly in my memory :D ..

1) Touch

From this movie

"Doctor Marcia Fieldstone: Tell me what was so special about your wife?
Sam Baldwin: Well, how long is your program? Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... only to no home I'd ever known... I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car and I knew. It was like... magic. "

I know how it feels now .. dang, it feels good :D

2) This Far

" ..u know what .. I wonder how we ever come this far .. "
" tah lah , awak .. ok je .. "
" yeah .. " * both smile *

How soon is soon and how fast is fast ? .. I used to blab about this but now, .. I don't know ... hmm..maybe this would help..

From this movie, there is a scene where the secretary said that we live on based what we know, .. hmm.. or something like that ...

.. as advised by my best friend, just follow the flow ...:D

Both movies are recommended, especially the second one .. freaking hilarious and sweet :D

1) + 2) = below ...

Baby I’m-a Want You - Bread -

Baby, i’m-a want you
Baby, i’m-a need you
You the only one I care enough to hurt about
Maybe i’m-a crazy
But I just can’t live without...

Your lovin’ and affection
Givin’ me direction
Like a guiding light to help me through a darkest hour
Lately I’m a-prayin’
That you’ll always be a-stayin’ beside me

Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Feeling all the while and never really knowing why...

Lately I’m a-prayin’
That you’ll always be a-stayin’ beside me.

Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Then you came along and made me laugh
And made me cry...
You taught me why...

Baby, i’m-a want you
Baby, i’m-a need you

Oh, it took so long to find you, baby

Baby, i’m-a want you
Baby, i’m-a need you

.. :-) ...

13 Jan - update title ..tq to Voice :P

Monday, January 09, 2006

Love Thang

I got this from cookie. Dang :D Patut me n her kamceng cepat2 :D .. acat, jgn mare eh ...hehe


Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present.
For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.

You attract others with your joy and passion.
Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.

Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.

You connect best with: Wood

Avoid: Water

You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly


Ada Apa dengan cinta ? ..sudah terjawab dehh .... ;-p

Friday, January 06, 2006

O.N.E

" .. so I call u girl la .. "
" ..jd I call u boy ? "
" err.. yeah .. "
" ok "
" ...I jadi yr boy, u jadi my girl .. "
*smiles*

* boy n girl
-------

girl : " ...enam bulan.."
boy : " yeah "
*silence*
boy : " u okay ke ? "
girl : *geleng2 kepala * " tak okay "
boy : " .. itu dulu la .. "
*silence*
boy : " dengan u it's different "
*girl looks at boy*
*boy takes girl right hand, genggam-s and kisses it*
boy : " dont worry, it's good "
girl smiles

lesson : boy, don't talk too much abt the past. Let it go. Nasib baik girl faham ..lucky boy.

-------

The scenes were recorded at Chilis KLCC on boy n girl's one month anniversary :D

++ boy need to go for a "forget the past, look for the future" therapy ..

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Post Holiday Belus

U know u had a good vacation, when u wished it didn't end, and was too short :D

Today, tak minat nak kerja n malas ...bad boy ! :D On the other end, breakfast was good, even though it was short. And yes, it was with her.

My bike is on the mend, temporarily riding a motorised 'Penny Farthing'.. what a bone shaker it is ...

I am humming this song and looking for the mp3

Baby I'm Yours - Cher -

baby i'm yours
and i'll be yours
until the stars fall from the sky
yours until the rivers all run dry
your the one until i die

baby i'm yours
and i'll be yours
until the sun no longer shines
yours until the poets run out of rhyme
your the one until the end of time

i'm gonna stay right here
by your side
do my best to keep you satisfied
nothing in the world can drive me away
cuz everyday you'll hear me say
baby i'm yours

i'm gonna stay right here
by your side
do my best to keep you satisfied
nothing in the world can drive me away
cuz everyday you'll hear me say
baby i'm yours

and i'll be yours
until two and two is three
yours until the mountain crumbles to the sea
your the one until eternity

baby i'm yours
until the stars fall from the sky
baby i'm yours
til the rivers all run dry
baby i'm yours


--- later ;-)

Friday, December 30, 2005

2005 + 2006 Post

Hmm, for the past day, I have been thinking what to write for my 2005 review post. Cewah, kata nak buat mega review konon :D

Work / Career

This year has been the year where my career got a few shocks n adjustments but became clearer. I went from one big firm to another ..doing the same thing, realizing in the end, that I hated it. When that came out, there was relief and when I left, I knew that I made the right decision.

Now, I am doing something that I like doing it. More challenging, more tai-chi, but at least, it is something that I enjoy doing .. so far :-p .. I think I'm going to pursue this line la ... even though, the RM is less, but it is enjoyable. It is true folks .. when u love what you are doing, it does not become a chore ..it becomes a pleasure..

for 2006, I hope to continue and explore this arena, plus another endeavor which is still in 'pusing2 dalam kepala' stage

Personal

This one got so many subplots :D hehehe ..

Family - what can I say, is I appreciate my family more, esp. my parents .. I guess I am now mellowing and letting go of the past ..

Self - I have finally accepted that whatever it is, I can choose and responsibe for my choice and its consequences. Better peace of mind. ;-)

Love - I realized I kept repeating the same mistakes. And when I just opened my mind and just chilled, she came. Tq to my sister for the advice that she gave me, before I met her. It is a new experience and I am enjoying it :D

Financial - an improvement but will do better ;-)

Friends - I have made many new friends, through blogging especially, and offline.

Studies

Thank God for the assistance and strength He gave me to do it this year. The two semesters were very challenging, and syukur I did quite ok. I have one semester left and then graduation around July 2006. All the sweat and pain was worth it. Lesson learnt : The fruits of hard earned labor and commitment is very2 sweet indeed.

Overall


It might be strange to say this, but 2005 has been the year that I kind of like woke up and start focusing on what I want in life. Yeah, baru sedar ye ... I am still evolving, yet I can see and feel confident about the future ... I think that it really began, when I told myself to be responsible for myself .. in the end, it's all about your choice kan :-)

A special shout out to some of my online blog friends ;-) cookie,acat
Inn, Rafthah. Thank you for letting me be a part of your online lives, and vice versa.

Inn - for her inspiring words :-)
Acat n Cookie - for keeping my faith in love :D
Rafthah - the alter ego I can only wish to be ;-)


My song for this post .. one of my favorite inspiring songs ..

Lift Me Up - Geri Halliwell -

Watch the first light, kiss the new world
It's a wonder, baby like you and I.
All the colours of the rainbow.
Going somewhere, baby like you and I.
It's going to be allright.
But when my sky clouds over...

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

Like the seasons ever changing.
Everlasting, baby like you and I.
It's going to be allright.
But when my sky clouds over...

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

No matter where we run.
Who knows what we will become.
Is there a world we know.
Where life will naturally.

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

----

See ya in 2006 :D

PS / I will be in Kuantan this weekend. Nampak gue di sana, jgn malu2 tegur ya :P

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Stuff + Suddenly

Well, 2005 is about to end eh .. what a year it has been :D .. takpe2, the 2005 Review post will come up later ...

Work is good so far ... normal la stuff here n there ... but, I am enjoying it :D

I know, I know I have been cheesy lately ... ;-p .. I am not like spreading the love.. but, well .. yeah, I am :D .. I am learning new stuff almost everyday. Sometimes, u have read and know about about it, but when u have gone through it, baru la u understand it

Last Tuesday at Chilli's MV

Her : Awak perasan tak yang saya ada XXX ( very2 minor physical quirk )
Me : Yeah
Her : Awak tak kata apa2 pun. My mom suruh tanya pada you, kalau u notice tak
Me : Oh, I noticed it since we first met, but I didn't want to say anything sebab I accept you as what you are. Itu je ..
Her : *smiles*
Me : *in my head : Ambooiii Ome, bijaknya kau berkata .... :p "

Acceptance, now gue faham ....

Suddenly - Olivia Newton John n Cliff Richard -

She walks in and I'm suddenly a hero
I'm taken in my hopes begin to rise
Look at me can't you tell I'd be so
Thrilled to see the message in your eyes
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you

How can I feel you're all that matters
I'd rely on anything you say
I'll take care that no illusions shatter
If you dare to say what you should say
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you

Why do I feel so alive when you're near
There's no way any hurt can get thru
Longing to spend every moment of the day with you

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you


.... ada ada dengan cinta ? ;-) ...

Friday, December 23, 2005

SRK

She likes his movies.

Me : " Kalau saya jadi Shah Rukh Khan, awak jadi Preity Zinta. Amacam ? "
She " Ok jugak :) "

Hmm, visions of dancing around trees and rolling in the fields at the Alps :D

aiyaaa .... tujhe dekha toyee janassalam .... pyar hota hai deewana salaam ... lalalala

Thursday, December 22, 2005

What Ome Is ...


One Made for Embraces


;-) Ok tak ?...

Listen Lah

Layan je la ye ... ;-)


Dengarkanlah - Amy Mastura n Glenn -

L : Kasih ku
Hanya kau sahaja di hati ku
Hanya kau satu yang ku rindu
Setiap waktu tak pernah rasa jemu

P : Saat kau tiba
Terasa sungguh bahagia
Jalinan indah mesra bersama mu
Seindah cinta yang pertama

* :
P/L : Dengarkanlah bicara cinta ku
Aku ingin selalu di sisi mu
Dengarkanlah bicara rindu ku
Pinta hati ini yang ingin bersama mu selamanya

L: Senyum tawa mu
Terbawa selalu dalam mimpi
P: Hingga tak mampu untuk ku lupakan
Kau sering di dalam ingatan

( Ulang Rangkap * )

L : Biar di mana berada
Simpankan saja di dalam hati kita
P : Rasa percaya
Detik indah akan tiba menyatu akhirnya

( Ulang Rangkap * )

... hmm .... hmmm ... I owe a few people some apologies la :D ...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Secret Recipe Witness

Secret Recipe Mid Valley was a witness to a some sort of pengakuan masa dinner :D

*She says that I make her laugh.. must have been a clown in my previous life.
* She said , ".. 'kawan' with a twinkle in the eye ;-).." if ppl ask her from now on .. ada ke like that ?
* Met a friend who asked who she was .. I said "..in the middle between friend n girl-friend .. " ;-)
* Her parents ( esp. mom ) is old - skool. .. I also kena go like that la ...aiyoo

To quote Hitch, " ..in case, you don't go to high school, hitting is a good thing .. " ... hehehe :D

Like I told her, I don't know what's going on, but I am enjoying :D ...


"Sunshine"
- Gabrielle -

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came I saw

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try
I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were my

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I said a truth
You wink at me
You're there for me

Sunshine (oh yeah)
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star

(Sunshine) Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..



Hmmm ... follow the flow la .. :-)

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Baby, Saya Awak Punya

A friend messaged me this earlier this morning ...

" Have faith on the one you love and take it as slow or as fast. There are no rules "

Following the flow, .. hmm.. everything is so new ;-)

Baby I'm Yours - Shai -

Understand girl that my heart is in your hands.
And I'm cautious. Of falling in love again.
So please don't hurt me, I'm scared.
Don't desert me, I'm afraid.
Of being a fool. Again.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Realize girl that my faith is kind of torn.
Watch you step girl, Because my heart is weak and worn.
So won't you please be careful, I'm fragile.
I can't imagine the damage,
I have to handle. If you hurt me one more time,
Please by mine.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Baby, I've been through a whole lot of relationships,
Whole lot of broken promises,
but now I'm ready for a real one sweet heart.
Yes I am.
You don't have to worry baby.
Don't you every go away.

Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

..

I am walking ever so gingerly as my heart is tender .... too many past disappointments .. *sigh*

Angel of Gue

Sometimes, when you least expect it, it appears ... and you're wondering like how it ever happened ...

Inspired by this post, whose author is a good friend and an inspiration of positivity :-)

"Angel Of Mine" - Monica -

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow

I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine


ps/ not a boy but a leng loi, for me :D

update 11.00 am - Breakfast was very good :D

Monday, December 19, 2005

Rock Witcha

Playing in my head right now ... ;-)

Rock Witcha - Bobby Brown -

Now that you are here with me
Baby, let's do it right
Lady, you know just what I need
I want to hold you oh so tight
Baby, just touch me anywhere
Cutie, you turn me on
I like to run my fingers through your hair
So come on and stay with me all night

c/o

I wanna rock witcha baby
All night long
I wanna roll witcha lady
Feelin' so strong
I wanna rock witcha baby
All night long
Rockin, rollin, rollin, rock
Makin' sweet lovin
Don't ever stop

How bout a little music now
Let's hear some marvin gaye
Let me rub your shoulders down
Let's dance the night away

Feel your heart beating next to mine
Baby, I'l make you feel nice
I think I can tell what's on your mind
I know I can make it right ...


aiyaa ... what's happening ???

So Much 2 Say Yet ...

The past few days have been intense .. and I am feeling a variety of new emotions :D ..some which is kind of new to me. I have been advised by my close friends, to follow the " flow ".

Dulu kutuk orang, sendiri kena, baru tahu ;-)

Hari ni, byk kali senyum sorang2 ;-) ..this is dangerous .. very dangerous kan :D

"Impulsive" - Wilson Phillips -

The secret of love
I thought I understood
The way it's supposed to be
I never imagined you could
Blow my theory apart
But now you're running away with my heart

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna think clear
Don't analyze
What I'm doing here
Wanna be impulsive
Reckless
And lose myself in your kiss

Arrows through hearts
Drawn on a misty window
You're taking me home in the rain
My heart, it's beating 'Don't say no'
My head keeps saying 'Take it slow'

[Chorus]

You're giving me a feeling
It's a sudden rush
Acting on the moment
Spontaneous, woh
Ooh this is not like me
To follow my heart so easily

I am reckless... Impulsive

I never imagined you could
Blow my theory apart
But now you're running away... with my heart... my heart

[Chorus]

You're giving me a feeling
It's a sudden rush
Acting on the moment
Spontaneous
Wanna be impulsive... reckless
And lose myself in your kiss... woh

Impulsive
I wanna be... impulsive
I'm gonna be impulsive... reckless
And lose myself, lose myself


Ada apa dengan cinta ? ;-p .. well, maybe I am figuring it out :D

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Found it !!

I have been looking for this mp3 high and low and I have found it :-)

That's What Love Can Do - BoyKrazy-

chorus:
That's what love can do
I don't wanna
Break your heart in two
And leave you cryin'
That's what love can do
Oh, no, I want you to know
I'm letting you go

You're just a fool
You say that I'm number one
And you'll always be true
How can this be
You say you've fallen in love
You don't know what it means
But look around and you will see
Broken promises and jealousy
Is that what you should want for us to be
One-time lovers turned enemies, but

chorus

All I can say
Is that I'm looking no further ahead than today
I'm too young for this game
On the road to forever
We don't know the way
So just forget about eternity
All the promises you just won't keep
Look down any street and you will see
I don't wanna bring you to your knees, but

chorus

So just forget about eternity
And all the promises you just won't keep
Look down any street, that's what you'll see
I don't wanna bring you to your knees, but

chorus

chorus to fade


Yes ;-) ada apa dengan cinta ya ? ;-)

pps / dia tanya .. " Awak merokok ke ? ", saya kata " Tak, tapi saya hisap ganja ".. dia terus gelak ... and I like that.

Monday, December 12, 2005

My Dil Goes Mmm

The last few days .. this song has been in my head :D

From Salaam Namaste reviewed here


My Dil Goes Mmmmm

Aati hain woh aaise chal ke jaise jannat mein rehti hain
dekhti hain sabko aaise jaise sabko woh sehti hain
par gusse mein jo aaye aur ankhein woh dikhlaye
ladte ladte galti se muskaaye
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

karti hu jab usse baatein lagta hain sone wala hain
soke jab jabbhi woh jaage lagta hain rone wala hain
par chupke se woh meri neend se mujhe jagaye
le baahon mein aur khud hi woh gir jaaye
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha woh na na karti hain
ha bada akadti hain
ha thodisi ziddi hain
ha akal se piddi hain
jaate hain sab daaye, baaye woh jaati hain
tedhi in baaton se mujhko satati hain
har waqt se pehle aanaa sunn na na koi bahana
par dekhna mera rasta rojana
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha picture mein rota hain
ha khulle muh sota hain
ha jara nalayak hain
ha pitne ke layak hain
jaane kya kehta hain jaane kya karta hain
sofe pe chadhta hain pardo se ladta hain
jab karne lage safaai samjho ke shaamat aayi
fir thak ke jab leta hain angdaai
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha thodi alag si hain
ha thodi galat si hain
ha thoda alag sa hain
ha thoda galat sa hain
aaisi bhi hogi woh aaisa na socha tha
aaisa hi hoga woh aaisa hi socha tha
kyo lagta hain yeh apna
yeh sach hain ya hain sapna
dar lagta hain kahi ho na jaaye jhuth
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

my dil goes mmmmmm....


:-)

Oh ye, coming up, a mega movies review :D ...

Thursday, December 08, 2005

The Three Quizzes + Su ....

I took these three online quizzes quite recently .. heheh .. what do ya think ?

1) Color Power

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest:

You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:

You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:

You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:

You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Having Fun?"



comment : Hmmm .... so true ;-p

2) Usia

You Are 26 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


comment : I say, it figues, and I do so agree .... jiwa muda kan kan .. :-)

3) Luck ,... ?

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.
You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.
Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.
Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.



comment : Yeah, it is true to a certain extent ...

---------

To my dear friend, Su : In the end, it is our choice. But, baggage will always be there in form of the past, but life has to go on ;-) Keep ya head up, my friend Su, for you are too beautiful to be dragged down.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

A post from the past

A blast from the past

When I read this post, I immediately thought of this paragraph that I read from a short romance story I found on a Net, during my college years. I cried bucketloads after the first read of the story, as I was at a low point at that time.

" That's when I began to understand what role I was going to play in the lives of all my female friends. I was always going to be the best friend, the surrogate big brother. They would take the flattery I offered in the spirit in which they thought it was intended, that of a friend who was 'required' to say such things. "

After reading the post, I was happy for the blogger, yet shed a tear of sadness for me.

..life goes on ..

Thursday, December 01, 2005

It's Getting Clearer

Something got cleared late last night. Something that was samar2 for me, became crystal clear semalam. I think it's true la .. when you made things clear for yourself, other things become clearer for you. :-)

Initially, I was a bit disappointed, but I am glad now... interesting what you can see at an art gallery helps you in making the choice.

Monday, November 28, 2005

Me, Melepas + Have U Ever,

1) Me

From this movie

Charles: Why am I always at, uh, weddings, and never actually getting married, Matt?
Matthew: It's probably 'cause you're a bit scruffy. Or it could also be 'cause you haven't met the right girl.
Charles: Ah, but you see, is that it? Maybe I have met the right girls. Maybe I meet the right girls all the time. Maybe it's me.


I was a pengapit this past weekend on the 1st wedding.. and this scene played a lot on that day, on my mind n the rest of the day ..

2) Melepas

Girl A : Hang ni choosy sangat la...
Me : Eh ye ke ... takde la
Girl B : Tu la .. yang jauh dikejar tak dapat, yg depan mata tak kejar pun .. bila sedar di depan mata tu ok, dia dah ada org punya .. melepas lagi kau ..
Me : *laugh out loud* ( ..dlm hati rasa adoiii pedasnya cili .. )


* at the 2nd wedding, talking to 2 lady friends ...

3) Have U Ever

I saw this show on MTV on Saturday night and when it featured Brandy, I remembered this song and how it hurts when I listen to it masa tengah jiwang ...

"Have You Ever?" - Brandy -

[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]

.. haiya ..jiwang eh ....

Saturday, November 26, 2005

From Yourself 2 Heaven

1) Open Yourself
The past week, something has been brewing up in my mind. It all began since the Afdlin Shauki show. My good friend who went along with me, commented something about me that got me my mind working on the matter for the past few days.

According to her, I am a great conversationalist ( yes ;-) I know I am charming ... hehehe ) ..but, what I talk about actually doesnt reveal much about what I am. ( ? ) ..." dah camtu, how la they want to get to know you and be interested in you .. " ... referring to my eternal 'woman problems.

Talking to my best friend yesterday, I actually asked him about his thoughts on what she said .. what he said in summary, after a long explanation is simply this .. you have to share yourself if you want to share your life with others... "

Hmm ... interesting point to think about ...

2 ) The Love Thang

I took the quiz below

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.


heheh ... all I can say is *wink*

3) Stress Ball

A few nights ago I went to a Promuda Toastmasters event. It was my second time, first being last year. A fellow blogger is the current President and one of the members is a blogger whom I think is a cool person. Essentially, it is an avenue for public speaking for those who want to improve. For me, that's cool plus the networking opportunities yg ada ...

One of the events is what they call Table Topics, where anyone present can speak off the cuff, with an idea given by the moderator. For that night, the speakers were given an item and was asked to tell why they bought the item for a loved one. So, I participated and picked out a yellow stress ball. Okay .. so I made up a story of buying for a loved one, as the person was stressed and I hoped that by giving him that, when the person squeezes it, the person remembers me .. sounds a bit sexual eh , even they were laughing, making sexual innuendos .. hehe .. borderline .. it was spontaneous ..in the end, my last line was this .. " life is a like a ball, you get rolled around, but in the end, you keep your shape " ... from the top of my head.. fikir2 balik .. I think it's true in a way .. the president kata it was my forrest gump quote :-)

4) Heaven

I saw this movie earlier tonight, with my best friend. It was okay la and kind of a sweet romantic comedy. At times, the David character wallows around .. n I knew how it felt, because I used to do that. In the past, when a lady rejects me, I would wallow ..asking myself ..why not me ? When my lady friends would ask me , where have all the good guys gone .. I would ponder why they never saw me more than a friend ..

Now, I have the choice to choose my response. Nowadays, I just let go if it does not work out or I feel like it's not going anywhere .. and if any lady asks me that question again .. I'll answer .. " You have not chosen a good one yet "

The power of choice :D

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

HP4, Sharp Nose n Karaoke

1) Harry Potter 4

Ok ok .. this is like the umpteenth review of Harry Potter that you have read ;-p but bear me la ye .. hehe .. I saw on Thursday at TGV 1 Utama ..:-) .. my rating - hmmm.. two thumbs up ..but a bit unsatisfied ... ;-p .. from what I know the Goblet of Fire was a thick one .. so making it into one movie was a daunting task. That's why I felt a bit unsatisfied I guess.. the important elements were in, but somehow ..some stuff were missing... anyway, .. please don't let that distract you from enjoying the movie. The movie itself shows Harry's 4th year .. yeah, the hormones have kicked in.. the teen scenes were brief but sweet ;-p .. I still think Harry n Hermione should do the jiggy but .. hey, I'm not JK :D .. the tone is darker following the last movie and there is death n violence .. so if u r bringing kids, beware ya .. they might be shocked especially, the last 30 minutes or so. I enjoyed Voldemort's intro or how he came in.. eww, the way Wormtail did it ... and Malfoy is a bad nigga anyway.

2) Sharp Nose

The last weekend was filled with open houses .. makan2 sampai semalam MC. heheh ... I met old friends, made new friends ... main2 dgn my anak buah ( yes, I hope to have my own kids one day mcm this post ;-p ) .. must be the clock ticking thing ....

Also, I learnt n finally understood this lesson, " Kalau hidung tak mancung, pipi jangan la tersorong - sorong " .. I think dulu I applied the lesson in the wrong situation n circumstances .. but now, I know. Have to let go ....

3) Karaoke

I like karaokeing .. melalak free .. heheh .. last few days, I had two chances to sing .. one with family n one with friends ... both opportunities, I found a new favorite song to sing .. my rule in karaokeing is simple .. to sing the song, you gotta have the feel for it ..

This is the song I sang with most feel ;-p

I Love The Way You Love Me -Boyzone-

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not here


And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane


But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me


And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times


Chorus

(Listen to me now)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

..later..

ps/ I saw Afdlin Shauki on Saturday with a good friend. Verdict : Hilarious !! :-)

Monday, November 21, 2005

Mcm2 Ada

Last weekend was a very good and interesting one. My next post will be full of stories ;-P ..now tak leh sbb takde masa ... but here is something cute that came in my mailbox ...do enjoy ;-)

HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY?

(written by kids)

(1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like

sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the

chips and dip coming.

-- Alan, age 10

2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to

marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who

you're stuck with.

-- Kristen, age 10

WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED?

(1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by

then.

-- Camille, age 10

2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get

married.

-- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age)

HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED?

(1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at

the same kids.

-- Derrick, age 8

WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON?

(1) Both don't want any more kids.

-- Lori, age 8

WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE?

(1) Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know

each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. --

Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a treasure)

(2) On the first date, they just tell each other lies and that Usually

gets them interested enough to go for a second date.

-- Martin, age 10

WHAT WOULD YOU DO ON A FIRST DATE THAT WAS TURNING SOUR?

(1) I'd run home and play dead. The next day I would call all the

newspapers and make sure they wrote about me in all the dead columns.

-- Craig, age 9

WHEN IS IT OKAY TO KISS SOMEONE?

(9) When they're rich.

-- Pam, age 7

(2) The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn't want to mess with

that.

- - Curt, age 7

(3 ) The rule goes like this: If you kiss someone, then you should marry

them and have kids with them. It's the right thing to do.

-- Howard, age 8

IS IT BETTER TO BE SINGLE OR MARRIED?

(1 ) I don't know which is better, but I'll tell you one thing. I'm never

going to have sex with my wife. I don't want to be all grossed out.

-- Theodore, age 8

(2 ) It's better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need

someone to clean up after them.

-- Anita, age 9 (bless you child)

HOW WOULD THE WORLD BE DIFFERENT IF PEOPLE DIDN'T GET MARRIED?

There sure would be a lot of kids to explain, wouldn't there?

-- Kelvin, age 8

And the #1 Favorite is........

HOW WOULD YOU MAKE A MARRIAGE WORK?

Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.

-- Ricky, age 10


cute kan ? ;-) ... esp the last one .. hehehe

ada apa dengan marriage ya ? .. ;-)

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Panic

Yesterday night something happened. I panicked and in a pretty major way.

I watched Harry Potter 4 at the TGV 1 Utama .. the 7.45 pm show ... I will review that flick later eh .. after the movie abis, I nak belah n then realized my wallet was gone ! .. cari la kejap at my seat .. tak jumpa .. panic set in .. tgk balik betul2 .. jumpa la wallet tersepit.. masa tu I was so bersyukur ...:-)

In fact, the shock didnt go away with the finding back of my wallet. I felt a bit dull .. hmm,... masa tu felt like going through the motions ...hmm. balik rumah .. tukar baju .. terus nak tido .. it felt odd. Suddenly, I felt empty inside and wished that someone was there to hug me and tell me that it's going to be alright. Woke up at 3 am .. felt better.. n then tido balik ..

Sometimes, at these moments .. it might be different situations for you, that we get an insight on what we are right now .. and to be honest, I was scared of what I felt. It was an empty feeling .... jeez, beneath all the layers that I put on.. am I a lonely soul , even though I tell myself that it's all okay ...

hmm ....

All The Way From New York - Wilson Phillips -

I’m gonna ask you for something, and it may sound like a lot.
I’ve never really asked you for anything, no.
We’ve always lived so far apart

Chorus:
Would you fly all the way from new york to see me?
Could you fly all the way to stand here next to me?
I didn’t think so
But here you are with me.

I was hanging on to nothing as a child.
And my brother, he used to slam into walls
Everyone called him wild
Yes it’s been a while since I’ve had a day,
Where I don’t wish away all the fear, all the fear
That’s why it’s so hard to ask

Thank you for coming.
You’ll never know what it means (ah..ah)
’cause no one ever cared enough about you
How were you supposed to know what I need
You’ll never know what it means
But thank you for coming.

hmmm.....

Friday, November 18, 2005

Marry Me

1) Marry Me ;-)

Inspired by this post, the song below immediately popped in my mind. Actually, ada cerita la dulu2 masa college. I had a major crush on this girl masa my first sem in college .. at the end of sem, I compiled a booklet that had a few songs including this one below ... hehehe .. hehe .. those days la kan ..


Will You Marry Me? -Paula Abdul-

Just girl to boy
I'd like to share this thought with you
Our love's a joy
Two one's have made inseparable two
Last night my heart spoke to me
And it said
You've found that lover-friend
So now I've finally got the courage
Just ask You Baby ooh

Chorus:
Will you, will you
Will you marry me boy
Will you, will you
Will you marry me
Will you, will you
Will you marry me boy
Will you, will
Will you, will you, will you
Come on baby now

I lay awake
So full with hope of things to come
For heaven's sake
I pray I'm not the only one
I never dreamed I'd be so bold
I'm standing here, my heart's been sold
So now I've finally got the courage
Just ask you baby ooh

Chorus

Think of love as wings
Not a ball and chain
And Your fear of things
Unnecessary
I only want to share your name
Share your name
Last night my heart spoke to me
And it said
You've found that lover-friend
So now I've finally got the courage
Just ask You Baby ooh

Chorus

Maybe sunday
Come on monday
Baby any time this week
Get an old house
Find a back Yard
Buy some flowers down street
Tell your mother
Tell your mother
Don't tell anyone at all
All we need is
Just the two of us
and ooh...


Ada apa dengan marriage ya ? ;-p

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Over N Over

1) I made a choice this morning. And it's over. I am not a victim and will move on. It was sweet when it lasted. :-)

A new day begins ..

2) I had a great dinner with a couple of friends. Ate, drank and talked n laughed abis ... not to mention some triple X in the end .. hehehe ... seronok bila you are with your good buddies. Your troubles seem to be a zillion miles away.

Later peeps...

Monday, November 14, 2005

Lost, Yeehaa + Back2Work

1) I saw the much acclaimed Lost In Translation DVD a few days ago. My verdict : A must watch though it might not be everyone's cup of tea. It is a mood film, in such that you have to get the melancholic mood of the film in order to enjoy it. The theme of loneliness and connected souls in Tokyo, between 2 Americans.

One thing that I agree with the flick and in general, it is that there is always someone that we connect with, in our life .. but sometimes, he or she might be the one that we expected to connect with.

An excellent review of the movie here.

The song below was featured in the movie .. a lovely track

Just Like Honey -The Jesus & Mary Chain -

Listen to the girl
As she takes on half the world
Moving up and so alive
In her honey dripping beehive
Beehive
It's good, so good, it's so good
So good

Walking back to you
Is the hardest thing that
I can do
That I can do for you
For you

I'll be your plastic toy
I'll be your plastic toy
For you

Eating up the scum
Is the hardest thing for
Me to do

Just like honey (x 17)


2) Yeehaaa .... I am done with my coursework semester ! ;-) .. no more classes on weekends !! ;-)

3) Today was my first day at work. Yeah, I joined back the rat race ;-p .. I am in Jalan Tun Razak, KL area .. kalau jumpa, say hi yeah ;-) ...

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Encik Halimunan

Inspired by this post, I would like to tell her that she is not alone. I know how it feels as I have been in similar situations. Cinta itu manis and mengasyikkan tetapi, bila ia menyakitkan, it really hurts ... no physical scars, but mental n emotional scars ...


Invisible Man -98 Degrees-

Oh, oh, oh, yeah

You can hardly wait to tell all your friends
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes your heart skip a beat
Everytime he walks by

And if you're feeling down
He'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when you're making love
He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


You probably spend hours on the phone
Talking 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter what the conversation
Just as long as he calls

Lost in a love so real, and so sincere
And you'll wipe away other's tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby

I see you all the time baby
Huh, the way you look at him
I wish it was me, sweetheart
Boy, I wish it was me
But I guess...

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby

Oh, oh, oh, oh baby
The invisible man
You don't see me girl
But I love you
Yes, I love you
The invisible man
Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah
The invisible man
Baby, baby, baby, yeah
The invisible man

...

How it feels like ?
* playing the sad song in the rain, with the guitar
* keeping the candle flickering alive in the storm

..more to come on this line ..

Salon + Mohabbatein

Hello amigos ..

In the midst of menyiapkan my assignments yg due this Sabtu ..( I feel a bit of a panic..here n there ..uwaaa ) .. I watched two movies .. cinema n vcd

Salon

I watched this flick at GSC 1 Utama. Conclusion : Hmmm..... underwhelmed. Susah la nak review this flick .. I guess I was expecting something like Gol N Gincu. There is something about this movie I cannot put a finger on. It had its moments..no doubt .. but at times, I felt like it was kind of fake acting, but I let you judge it for yourself.

Story-wise, what the main character, Luna, asks is something I can faham, as I am / have been in similar predicaments. There is a message on commitment here, but like I said, judge it for yourself. The other character, Ezra, also has his own problems in his pursue of the big L.

Other than that, watching Jojo Struys speak BM is a hoot, some of the dialogue were quite good ... ;-) The music is good though .. I'd probably reach for the soundtrack ..

I'd probably watch it again ..just to get it again.

Mohabbatein

People.. I give this Hindi movie two thumbs way up ;-) I have the vcd n the soundtrack .. definitely recommended :-)

I was watching in between doing the assignments .. and as usual, I was hooked again, especially in the song sequences ;-)

The story of Raj Aryan vs Narayan Shankar. The love stories of Samir-Sanjana, Kiran-Karan, Vicky-Ishka .. this film is about Love. :-) After watching this flick, if you don't feel the love ... aiyaa, you got heart of stone la .. ;-)

Below is the most popular song from the movie with translations

HUMKO HAMISE CHURA LO

Lyrics: --FEMALE--
Aaaa aaa aaa....
Humko humise chura lo,
dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo - 2
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart
Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go
Come close and put your arms around my neck


--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo,
dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart
Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go
Come close and put your arms around my neck


--FEMALE--
Humko humise chura lo
Steal me from myself

--MALE--
Dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
Hide me somewhere in your heart

--FEMALE--
Aaa aaa aa....la la la la la

--MALE--
Yeh dil dhadka do, zulfen bikhraa do
Sharmaake apna, aanchal lehraa do

Let the heart beat (faster) , spread your hair
Blush and let your shawl fly


--FEMALE--
Hum zulfen to bikhraa de, din mein raat na ho jaaye
Hum aanchal to lehraa de, par barsaat na ho jaaye

I would let my hair down , but it might make the day into night
I would spread my shawl but it might start raining


--MALE--
Hone do barsaatein, karni hain kuch baatein
Let it rain , we have to talk
Come near and embrace me


--FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Come close and put your arms around my neck

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart


--FEMALE--
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye

Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go


--MALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
Come close and put your arms around my neck

--FEMALE--
Humko humise chura lo
Steal me from myself

--MALE--
Dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
Hide me somewhere in your heart

-FEMALE--
Aa aa aaa aaa aa.....la la la la laa

--MALE--
Tumpe marte hain, hum mar jaayenge
Yeh sab kehte hain, hum kar jaayenge

I die for you , I might die in reality I say all this , I will do it

--FEMALE--
Chupki bhar sindoor se tum ab yeh maang zara bhar do
Kal kya ho kisne dekha, sab kuch aaj abhi kar do

Put this red dye of marriage in my hair parting
What will happen tomorrow who knows , do everything today


--MALE--
Hona ho sab raazi, dil raazi, rab raazi

Others may not be ready , but the heart is ready and God is willing.

--FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Come close and put your arms around my neck

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart


--FEMALE--
Oooo, humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart


--MALE--
Hum akele ho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go


-FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo - 2
Come close and put your arms around my neck

La la la...hmm hmm....

.. ada apa dengan cinta ya ? ;-p