Found it !!

I have been looking for this mp3 high and low and I have found it :-)

That's What Love Can Do - BoyKrazy-

chorus:
That's what love can do
I don't wanna
Break your heart in two
And leave you cryin'
That's what love can do
Oh, no, I want you to know
I'm letting you go

You're just a fool
You say that I'm number one
And you'll always be true
How can this be
You say you've fallen in love
You don't know what it means
But look around and you will see
Broken promises and jealousy
Is that what you should want for us to be
One-time lovers turned enemies, but

chorus

All I can say
Is that I'm looking no further ahead than today
I'm too young for this game
On the road to forever
We don't know the way
So just forget about eternity
All the promises you just won't keep
Look down any street and you will see
I don't wanna bring you to your knees, but

chorus

So just forget about eternity
And all the promises you just won't keep
Look down any street, that's what you'll see
I don't wanna bring you to your knees, but

chorus

chorus to fade


Yes ;-) ada apa dengan cinta ya ? ;-)

pps / dia tanya .. " Awak merokok ke ? ", saya kata " Tak, tapi saya hisap ganja ".. dia terus gelak ... and I like that.

My Dil Goes Mmm

The last few days .. this song has been in my head :D

From Salaam Namaste reviewed here


My Dil Goes Mmmmm

Aati hain woh aaise chal ke jaise jannat mein rehti hain
dekhti hain sabko aaise jaise sabko woh sehti hain
par gusse mein jo aaye aur ankhein woh dikhlaye
ladte ladte galti se muskaaye
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

karti hu jab usse baatein lagta hain sone wala hain
soke jab jabbhi woh jaage lagta hain rone wala hain
par chupke se woh meri neend se mujhe jagaye
le baahon mein aur khud hi woh gir jaaye
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha woh na na karti hain
ha bada akadti hain
ha thodisi ziddi hain
ha akal se piddi hain
jaate hain sab daaye, baaye woh jaati hain
tedhi in baaton se mujhko satati hain
har waqt se pehle aanaa sunn na na koi bahana
par dekhna mera rasta rojana
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha picture mein rota hain
ha khulle muh sota hain
ha jara nalayak hain
ha pitne ke layak hain
jaane kya kehta hain jaane kya karta hain
sofe pe chadhta hain pardo se ladta hain
jab karne lage safaai samjho ke shaamat aayi
fir thak ke jab leta hain angdaai
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha thodi alag si hain
ha thodi galat si hain
ha thoda alag sa hain
ha thoda galat sa hain
aaisi bhi hogi woh aaisa na socha tha
aaisa hi hoga woh aaisa hi socha tha
kyo lagta hain yeh apna
yeh sach hain ya hain sapna
dar lagta hain kahi ho na jaaye jhuth
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

my dil goes mmmmmm....


:-)

Oh ye, coming up, a mega movies review :D ...

The Three Quizzes + Su ....

I took these three online quizzes quite recently .. heheh .. what do ya think ?

1) Color Power

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

What's Your Power Color?

comment : Hmmm .... so true ;-p

2) Usia

You Are 26 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

comment : I say, it figues, and I do so agree .... jiwa muda kan kan .. :-)

3) Luck ,... ?

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

comment : Yeah, it is true to a certain extent ...

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To my dear friend, Su : In the end, it is our choice. But, baggage will always be there in form of the past, but life has to go on ;-) Keep ya head up, my friend Su, for you are too beautiful to be dragged down.

A post from the past

A blast from the past

When I read this post, I immediately thought of this paragraph that I read from a short romance story I found on a Net, during my college years. I cried bucketloads after the first read of the story, as I was at a low point at that time.

" That's when I began to understand what role I was going to play in the lives of all my female friends. I was always going to be the best friend, the surrogate big brother. They would take the flattery I offered in the spirit in which they thought it was intended, that of a friend who was 'required' to say such things. "

After reading the post, I was happy for the blogger, yet shed a tear of sadness for me.

..life goes on ..

It's Getting Clearer

Something got cleared late last night. Something that was samar2 for me, became crystal clear semalam. I think it's true la .. when you made things clear for yourself, other things become clearer for you. :-)

Initially, I was a bit disappointed, but I am glad now... interesting what you can see at an art gallery helps you in making the choice.

Me, Melepas + Have U Ever,

1) Me

From this movie

Charles: Why am I always at, uh, weddings, and never actually getting married, Matt?
Matthew: It's probably 'cause you're a bit scruffy. Or it could also be 'cause you haven't met the right girl.
Charles: Ah, but you see, is that it? Maybe I have met the right girls. Maybe I meet the right girls all the time. Maybe it's me.

I was a pengapit this past weekend on the 1st wedding.. and this scene played a lot on that day, on my mind n the rest of the day ..

2) Melepas

Girl A : Hang ni choosy sangat la...
Me : Eh ye ke ... takde la
Girl B : Tu la .. yang jauh dikejar tak dapat, yg depan mata tak kejar pun .. bila sedar di depan mata tu ok, dia dah ada org punya .. melepas lagi kau ..
Me : *laugh out loud* ( ..dlm hati rasa adoiii pedasnya cili .. )

* at the 2nd wedding, talking to 2 lady friends ...

3) Have U Ever

I saw this show on MTV on Saturday night and when it featured Brandy, I remembered this song and how it hurts when I listen to it masa tengah jiwang ...

"Have You Ever?" - Brandy -

[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]

.. haiya ..jiwang eh ....

From Yourself 2 Heaven

1) Open Yourself
The past week, something has been brewing up in my mind. It all began since the Afdlin Shauki show. My good friend who went along with me, commented something about me that got me my mind working on the matter for the past few days.

According to her, I am a great conversationalist ( yes ;-) I know I am charming ... hehehe ) ..but, what I talk about actually doesnt reveal much about what I am. ( ? ) ..." dah camtu, how la they want to get to know you and be interested in you .. " ... referring to my eternal 'woman problems.

Talking to my best friend yesterday, I actually asked him about his thoughts on what she said .. what he said in summary, after a long explanation is simply this .. you have to share yourself if you want to share your life with others... "

Hmm ... interesting point to think about ...

2 ) The Love Thang

I took the quiz below

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

heheh ... all I can say is *wink*

3) Stress Ball

A few nights ago I went to a Promuda Toastmasters event. It was my second time, first being last year. A fellow blogger is the current President and one of the members is a blogger whom I think is a cool person. Essentially, it is an avenue for public speaking for those who want to improve. For me, that's cool plus the networking opportunities yg ada ...

One of the events is what they call Table Topics, where anyone present can speak off the cuff, with an idea given by the moderator. For that night, the speakers were given an item and was asked to tell why they bought the item for a loved one. So, I participated and picked out a yellow stress ball. Okay .. so I made up a story of buying for a loved one, as the person was stressed and I hoped that by giving him that, when the person squeezes it, the person remembers me .. sounds a bit sexual eh , even they were laughing, making sexual innuendos .. hehe .. borderline .. it was spontaneous ..in the end, my last line was this .. " life is a like a ball, you get rolled around, but in the end, you keep your shape " ... from the top of my head.. fikir2 balik .. I think it's true in a way .. the president kata it was my forrest gump quote :-)

4) Heaven

I saw this movie earlier tonight, with my best friend. It was okay la and kind of a sweet romantic comedy. At times, the David character wallows around .. n I knew how it felt, because I used to do that. In the past, when a lady rejects me, I would wallow ..asking myself ..why not me ? When my lady friends would ask me , where have all the good guys gone .. I would ponder why they never saw me more than a friend ..

Now, I have the choice to choose my response. Nowadays, I just let go if it does not work out or I feel like it's not going anywhere .. and if any lady asks me that question again .. I'll answer .. " You have not chosen a good one yet "

The power of choice :D

HP4, Sharp Nose n Karaoke

1) Harry Potter 4

Ok ok .. this is like the umpteenth review of Harry Potter that you have read ;-p but bear me la ye .. hehe .. I saw on Thursday at TGV 1 Utama ..:-) .. my rating - hmmm.. two thumbs up ..but a bit unsatisfied ... ;-p .. from what I know the Goblet of Fire was a thick one .. so making it into one movie was a daunting task. That's why I felt a bit unsatisfied I guess.. the important elements were in, but somehow ..some stuff were missing... anyway, .. please don't let that distract you from enjoying the movie. The movie itself shows Harry's 4th year .. yeah, the hormones have kicked in.. the teen scenes were brief but sweet ;-p .. I still think Harry n Hermione should do the jiggy but .. hey, I'm not JK :D .. the tone is darker following the last movie and there is death n violence .. so if u r bringing kids, beware ya .. they might be shocked especially, the last 30 minutes or so. I enjoyed Voldemort's intro or how he came in.. eww, the way Wormtail did it ... and Malfoy is a bad nigga anyway.

2) Sharp Nose

The last weekend was filled with open houses .. makan2 sampai semalam MC. heheh ... I met old friends, made new friends ... main2 dgn my anak buah ( yes, I hope to have my own kids one day mcm this post ;-p ) .. must be the clock ticking thing ....

Also, I learnt n finally understood this lesson, " Kalau hidung tak mancung, pipi jangan la tersorong - sorong " .. I think dulu I applied the lesson in the wrong situation n circumstances .. but now, I know. Have to let go ....

3) Karaoke

I like karaokeing .. melalak free .. heheh .. last few days, I had two chances to sing .. one with family n one with friends ... both opportunities, I found a new favorite song to sing .. my rule in karaokeing is simple .. to sing the song, you gotta have the feel for it ..

This is the song I sang with most feel ;-p

I Love The Way You Love Me -Boyzone-

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not here


And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane


But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me


And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times


Chorus

(Listen to me now)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

..later..

ps/ I saw Afdlin Shauki on Saturday with a good friend. Verdict : Hilarious !! :-)

Mcm2 Ada

Last weekend was a very good and interesting one. My next post will be full of stories ;-P ..now tak leh sbb takde masa ... but here is something cute that came in my mailbox ...do enjoy ;-)

HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY?

(written by kids)

(1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like

sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the

chips and dip coming.

-- Alan, age 10

2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to

marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who

you're stuck with.

-- Kristen, age 10

WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED?

(1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by

then.

-- Camille, age 10

2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get

married.

-- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age)

HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED?

(1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at

the same kids.

-- Derrick, age 8

WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON?

(1) Both don't want any more kids.

-- Lori, age 8

WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE?

(1) Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know

each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. --

Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a treasure)

(2) On the first date, they just tell each other lies and that Usually

gets them interested enough to go for a second date.

-- Martin, age 10

WHAT WOULD YOU DO ON A FIRST DATE THAT WAS TURNING SOUR?

(1) I'd run home and play dead. The next day I would call all the

newspapers and make sure they wrote about me in all the dead columns.

-- Craig, age 9

WHEN IS IT OKAY TO KISS SOMEONE?

(9) When they're rich.

-- Pam, age 7

(2) The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn't want to mess with

that.

- - Curt, age 7

(3 ) The rule goes like this: If you kiss someone, then you should marry

them and have kids with them. It's the right thing to do.

-- Howard, age 8

IS IT BETTER TO BE SINGLE OR MARRIED?

(1 ) I don't know which is better, but I'll tell you one thing. I'm never

going to have sex with my wife. I don't want to be all grossed out.

-- Theodore, age 8

(2 ) It's better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need

someone to clean up after them.

-- Anita, age 9 (bless you child)

HOW WOULD THE WORLD BE DIFFERENT IF PEOPLE DIDN'T GET MARRIED?

There sure would be a lot of kids to explain, wouldn't there?

-- Kelvin, age 8

And the #1 Favorite is........

HOW WOULD YOU MAKE A MARRIAGE WORK?

Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.

-- Ricky, age 10


cute kan ? ;-) ... esp the last one .. hehehe

ada apa dengan marriage ya ? .. ;-)

Panic

Yesterday night something happened. I panicked and in a pretty major way.

I watched Harry Potter 4 at the TGV 1 Utama .. the 7.45 pm show ... I will review that flick later eh .. after the movie abis, I nak belah n then realized my wallet was gone ! .. cari la kejap at my seat .. tak jumpa .. panic set in .. tgk balik betul2 .. jumpa la wallet tersepit.. masa tu I was so bersyukur ...:-)

In fact, the shock didnt go away with the finding back of my wallet. I felt a bit dull .. hmm,... masa tu felt like going through the motions ...hmm. balik rumah .. tukar baju .. terus nak tido .. it felt odd. Suddenly, I felt empty inside and wished that someone was there to hug me and tell me that it's going to be alright. Woke up at 3 am .. felt better.. n then tido balik ..

Sometimes, at these moments .. it might be different situations for you, that we get an insight on what we are right now .. and to be honest, I was scared of what I felt. It was an empty feeling .... jeez, beneath all the layers that I put on.. am I a lonely soul , even though I tell myself that it's all okay ...

hmm ....

All The Way From New York - Wilson Phillips -

I’m gonna ask you for something, and it may sound like a lot.
I’ve never really asked you for anything, no.
We’ve always lived so far apart

Chorus:
Would you fly all the way from new york to see me?
Could you fly all the way to stand here next to me?
I didn’t think so
But here you are with me.

I was hanging on to nothing as a child.
And my brother, he used to slam into walls
Everyone called him wild
Yes it’s been a while since I’ve had a day,
Where I don’t wish away all the fear, all the fear
That’s why it’s so hard to ask

Thank you for coming.
You’ll never know what it means (ah..ah)
’cause no one ever cared enough about you
How were you supposed to know what I need
You’ll never know what it means
But thank you for coming.

hmmm.....

Marry Me

1) Marry Me ;-)

Inspired by this post, the song below immediately popped in my mind. Actually, ada cerita la dulu2 masa college. I had a major crush on this girl masa my first sem in college .. at the end of sem, I compiled a booklet that had a few songs including this one below ... hehehe .. hehe .. those days la kan ..


Will You Marry Me? -Paula Abdul-

Just girl to boy
I'd like to share this thought with you
Our love's a joy
Two one's have made inseparable two
Last night my heart spoke to me
And it said
You've found that lover-friend
So now I've finally got the courage
Just ask You Baby ooh

Chorus:
Will you, will you
Will you marry me boy
Will you, will you
Will you marry me
Will you, will you
Will you marry me boy
Will you, will
Will you, will you, will you
Come on baby now

I lay awake
So full with hope of things to come
For heaven's sake
I pray I'm not the only one
I never dreamed I'd be so bold
I'm standing here, my heart's been sold
So now I've finally got the courage
Just ask you baby ooh

Chorus

Think of love as wings
Not a ball and chain
And Your fear of things
Unnecessary
I only want to share your name
Share your name
Last night my heart spoke to me
And it said
You've found that lover-friend
So now I've finally got the courage
Just ask You Baby ooh

Chorus

Maybe sunday
Come on monday
Baby any time this week
Get an old house
Find a back Yard
Buy some flowers down street
Tell your mother
Tell your mother
Don't tell anyone at all
All we need is
Just the two of us
and ooh...


Ada apa dengan marriage ya ? ;-p

Over N Over

1) I made a choice this morning. And it's over. I am not a victim and will move on. It was sweet when it lasted. :-)

A new day begins ..

2) I had a great dinner with a couple of friends. Ate, drank and talked n laughed abis ... not to mention some triple X in the end .. hehehe ... seronok bila you are with your good buddies. Your troubles seem to be a zillion miles away.

Later peeps...

Lost, Yeehaa + Back2Work

1) I saw the much acclaimed Lost In Translation DVD a few days ago. My verdict : A must watch though it might not be everyone's cup of tea. It is a mood film, in such that you have to get the melancholic mood of the film in order to enjoy it. The theme of loneliness and connected souls in Tokyo, between 2 Americans.

One thing that I agree with the flick and in general, it is that there is always someone that we connect with, in our life .. but sometimes, he or she might be the one that we expected to connect with.

An excellent review of the movie here.

The song below was featured in the movie .. a lovely track

Just Like Honey -The Jesus & Mary Chain -

Listen to the girl
As she takes on half the world
Moving up and so alive
In her honey dripping beehive
Beehive
It's good, so good, it's so good
So good

Walking back to you
Is the hardest thing that
I can do
That I can do for you
For you

I'll be your plastic toy
I'll be your plastic toy
For you

Eating up the scum
Is the hardest thing for
Me to do

Just like honey (x 17)


2) Yeehaaa .... I am done with my coursework semester ! ;-) .. no more classes on weekends !! ;-)

3) Today was my first day at work. Yeah, I joined back the rat race ;-p .. I am in Jalan Tun Razak, KL area .. kalau jumpa, say hi yeah ;-) ...

Encik Halimunan

Inspired by this post, I would like to tell her that she is not alone. I know how it feels as I have been in similar situations. Cinta itu manis and mengasyikkan tetapi, bila ia menyakitkan, it really hurts ... no physical scars, but mental n emotional scars ...


Invisible Man -98 Degrees-

Oh, oh, oh, yeah

You can hardly wait to tell all your friends
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes your heart skip a beat
Everytime he walks by

And if you're feeling down
He'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when you're making love
He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby

You probably spend hours on the phone
Talking 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter what the conversation
Just as long as he calls

Lost in a love so real, and so sincere
And you'll wipe away other's tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby

I see you all the time baby
Huh, the way you look at him
I wish it was me, sweetheart
Boy, I wish it was me
But I guess...

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby

Oh, oh, oh, oh baby
The invisible man
You don't see me girl
But I love you
Yes, I love you
The invisible man
Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah
The invisible man
Baby, baby, baby, yeah
The invisible man

...

How it feels like ?
* playing the sad song in the rain, with the guitar
* keeping the candle flickering alive in the storm

..more to come on this line ..

Salon + Mohabbatein

Hello amigos ..

In the midst of menyiapkan my assignments yg due this Sabtu ..( I feel a bit of a panic..here n there ..uwaaa ) .. I watched two movies .. cinema n vcd

Salon

I watched this flick at GSC 1 Utama. Conclusion : Hmmm..... underwhelmed. Susah la nak review this flick .. I guess I was expecting something like Gol N Gincu. There is something about this movie I cannot put a finger on. It had its moments..no doubt .. but at times, I felt like it was kind of fake acting, but I let you judge it for yourself.

Story-wise, what the main character, Luna, asks is something I can faham, as I am / have been in similar predicaments. There is a message on commitment here, but like I said, judge it for yourself. The other character, Ezra, also has his own problems in his pursue of the big L.

Other than that, watching Jojo Struys speak BM is a hoot, some of the dialogue were quite good ... ;-) The music is good though .. I'd probably reach for the soundtrack ..

I'd probably watch it again ..just to get it again.

Mohabbatein

People.. I give this Hindi movie two thumbs way up ;-) I have the vcd n the soundtrack .. definitely recommended :-)

I was watching in between doing the assignments .. and as usual, I was hooked again, especially in the song sequences ;-)

The story of Raj Aryan vs Narayan Shankar. The love stories of Samir-Sanjana, Kiran-Karan, Vicky-Ishka .. this film is about Love. :-) After watching this flick, if you don't feel the love ... aiyaa, you got heart of stone la .. ;-)

Below is the most popular song from the movie with translations

HUMKO HAMISE CHURA LO

Lyrics: --FEMALE--
Aaaa aaa aaa....
Humko humise chura lo,
dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo - 2
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart
Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go
Come close and put your arms around my neck

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo,
dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart
Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go
Come close and put your arms around my neck

--FEMALE--
Humko humise chura lo
Steal me from myself

--MALE--
Dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
Hide me somewhere in your heart

--FEMALE--
Aaa aaa aa....la la la la la

--MALE--
Yeh dil dhadka do, zulfen bikhraa do
Sharmaake apna, aanchal lehraa do

Let the heart beat (faster) , spread your hair
Blush and let your shawl fly

--FEMALE--
Hum zulfen to bikhraa de, din mein raat na ho jaaye
Hum aanchal to lehraa de, par barsaat na ho jaaye

I would let my hair down , but it might make the day into night
I would spread my shawl but it might start raining

--MALE--
Hone do barsaatein, karni hain kuch baatein
Let it rain , we have to talk
Come near and embrace me

--FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Come close and put your arms around my neck

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart

--FEMALE--
Hum akele kho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye

Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go

--MALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo
Come close and put your arms around my neck

--FEMALE--
Humko humise chura lo
Steal me from myself

--MALE--
Dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo
Hide me somewhere in your heart

-FEMALE--
Aa aa aaa aaa aa.....la la la la laa

--MALE--
Tumpe marte hain, hum mar jaayenge
Yeh sab kehte hain, hum kar jaayenge

I die for you , I might die in reality I say all this , I will do it

--FEMALE--
Chupki bhar sindoor se tum ab yeh maang zara bhar do
Kal kya ho kisne dekha, sab kuch aaj abhi kar do

Put this red dye of marriage in my hair parting
What will happen tomorrow who knows , do everything today

--MALE--
Hona ho sab raazi, dil raazi, rab raazi

Others may not be ready , but the heart is ready and God is willing.

--FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo

Come close and put your arms around my neck

--MALE--
Humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart

--FEMALE--
Oooo, humko humise chura lo, dil mein kahin tum chhupa lo

Steal me from myself
Hide me somewhere in your heart

--MALE--
Hum akele ho naa jaaye, door tumse ho naa jaaye
Alone , fear I might get lost
Far from you , I might go

-FEMALE--
Paas aao gale se lagaa lo - 2
Come close and put your arms around my neck

La la la...hmm hmm....

.. ada apa dengan cinta ya ? ;-p

Lagu Utk Org Bercinta :P

Whenever I heard this song masa Raya kan .. teringat la couple tu .. I dedicate to both of them .. acat n senorita ;-p

You Got It All - The Jets -

I, I was a game he would play
He brought the clouds to my day
Then like a ray of light
You came my way one night
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
Don't you know, don't you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it's true
There's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
Over him

No, don't let him worry you so
Once I met you I let go
Oh you can surely see
You're so much more to me
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
You're better than all the rest
Who do I love the best
Don't you know, don't you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it's true
There's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
All over him
(You got it all over him, You got me over him)
Honey it's true there's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
All over him

ps / ada apa dengan cinta ya ? ;-p

Post Raya I

How was your Raya ? .. hehe.. the next few days inilah what ppl will tanya u bila jumpa ... my Raya was in overall okla .. I tak balik Utara this time .. but traveled around n beraya with ppl around ..

Some changes occurred .. my best friend celebrated his first married Raya .. so moir got no kaki to ajak along .. it was strange to receive the raya sms from him .. in the end it had E n Z. hehe ...

The theme of this Raya was for me .. its Choice. As I biked from Sban to KL on Sunday, it dawned on me that whatever that ppl do to you .. it is their choice ... it is also yr choice on how to respond to them ... after making yr choice, accept n be responsible for its consequences. A rainy afternoon under the Nilai interchange helps ...

What is Raya without makan2 eh ? The food during my visits .. were yummy .. I ate a few varieties of the rendang esp .. thank goodness, I did not makan over2. It was more the gathering thing that interested me. The vibes ranged from condescending to fatherly advice.

There was also a friend I missed due to miscommunication .. A friend who became a real aunt for the first time .. a friend whose mum is suffering from cancer n may not live long. N a friend who is in a relationship dilemma. Choices...choices ...

I had this song on my mp3 player n it sums what I feel abt my friends during this Raya ..

Kisah Klasik Masa Depan - SO7 -

Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tidak bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan di hari tua

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian


.... well, real world awaits ..

The Syawal Post

Ahh,, Raya is just around the corner ... a major celebration for most Muslims ... when I was a kid, it was a major, major thing ..but , bila dah jadi dewasa ni ...hmm, I guess the spark is not as much as I used to feel. Not to mean, I don't enjoy it , but tak segila2 dulu ;-P ..

Raya is a significant milestone .. it is one of the milestones, where I compare where I am now to where I was a year ago .. so at this moment, hmm.. there are some things that have remained the same .. there are things which have changed.. InsyaAllah, by Raya next year .. there will be some real changes .. " ..bergerak ke hadapan, bukan ke belakang .. "

To my readers,

S E L A M A T H A R I R A Y A A I D I L F I T R I

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Have Fun, Be Safe :-)

Or Am I + A Test

Or am I Daniel Cleaver ? As I thought to myself, while eating my sahur earlier ?.... I read a recent post of this blog , whose author is currently in La La Land with the author of this blog. I followed and am following their exploits from his perspective and now, only recently, following hers too. I am not sure which type of man that I fall in, but I am pretty sure, it could be one of the latter categories …
Often, in the matters of the heart, it is not the actions of the person that you are attracted that make you go crazy, it is your own response to the their actions that do.

Consider this

11.00 pm – Boy calls girl for the first time, after weeks of messaging. Girl takes call, asking boy to call back after 20 mins. Girl says, she needs to shower.

11.20 pm – 1.30 am : Boy keeps calling girl, but only getting voicemail.

So what is the boy’s response ?

A – Aarghh …. Mcm2 la .. starts thinking bad thoughts .. she doesn’t want to talk to me ..bla bla ..

B – Hmm, so near so far … okay la .. what to do kan …

I am sure most people have gone through this, one way or another … I have … option A seems to be my favorite thing … and option A causes the most heartbreak …

So, I chose option B.. and … importantly, redha about it. What I did was I watched my music therapy ( LP + GNR November Rain ) as usual, when this occurrences happen, but this time I decided, it wasn’t worth it anymore. It wasn’t satisfying. A breakthrough …  … I am not saying that the problem is resolved yet, but the end is in the sight. A suggestion from Andrew Matthews , “ When you are attached to things, you tend to screw it up .. “ … you know what, it finally makes sense ;-) …

And all of this because of a flicker …

Update : 30th October 2005

.. but thanks to the flicker, my faith is restored ;-)

Mr Jones

The past few days, in between of studying and doing assignments …I had the pleasure of watching this movie and its sequel. With the trials and tribulations of the heart that I have been through for the past year, I nominate myself as the male equivalent of the lead character ;-)

Ever wish that once you can be a android, devoid of human emotions ? I remembered that I once wished I was Data ( from Star Trek : The Next Generation ) … due to the sole fact that emotions can either push you or pull you, depending on how it is handled. But, on the other hand, emotions is what makes us human eh …. The cruelest pain that one can inflict on another is not the pain of the physical kind, for the wounds may heal, but the pain of the emotional kind. Pain, that takes quite a while to heal and perhaps never heal at all.

It is this pain which I have carried so long .. and twisted as it may sound, at times, it is more comforting than the fear of unknown. When one lets go of the pain in the past, that is a whole new territory to explore, where fear of the unknown takes into effect. I have been jorneying to the unknown for the past year, inch by inch, step by step. And at times, there is a tendency for me to crawl into the comfortable shell, eyeing the world through wary and weary eyes.

It is through the assistance and guidance of people whom you know, love and trust, that you are able to make it through. It is aptly described below ….

“ A true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possibilities. - William Arthur Ward – “

It is my hope and wish, to you dear reader, that this post, out of the ordinary as it is, would spark you a little bit in living this life …. Most of the time, we go through the motions in living … but, if we stop once a while, and look around where we are .. we can change the motion..

I leave you with this excerpt from The Prophet – Khalil Gibran –


Reason & Passion

And the priestess spoke again and said:

"Speak to us of Reason and Passion."

And he answered saying:

Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.

Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.

But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?

Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul.

If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas.

For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.

Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing;

And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes.

I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house.

Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both.

Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason."

And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion."

And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion.

Rest In Reason & Move In Passion , my dear readers ;-)