Today Was A Holiday

 Today was a holiday ..nuff said ...

If Wishes Came True

 Hmm.. if wishes came true ... Nah, kita tak tahu apa kesudahannya to be honest, tapi buat kerja tu, jangan berharap sahaja ok ... :D 

Trust the process :)

inspirasi post ... lagu hit zaman 90an

Buat Kerja Jang

 Gotta Do The Work ...

Change Is ...

 Bila ada potensi road block di perjalanan kita, apa yang perlu kita buat? Kita cari solusi, bukan pikir mengapa ia berlaku. I control what I can control.

Too Much Looking Back

 Aiyo, too much looking back la these last few days :P

Nostalgia ... nostalgia ... a very powerful drug ..

gotta focus now and do the work ...

best nostalgia song of all time 

When You Want It And Do The Work

 When You Want it, Gotta Do The Work ...

Kalau tidak pecah ruyung, mana kan dapat sagunya ... but, you gotta know what you need to do ...

In Starbucks Ecohill

Jomz Sacrifice

 I still need to work on the fine details of the changes, but at least I have feedback to work on :P am getting there and focused on the process.

The song below is really addictive

A sad tune becomes a dance tune ... quirky video though

Do the Work

 No excuse, I Will Move and Do The Work!

pi starbucks eco majestic

Just Not For You Only

 You are doing this for you and la familia ... do the work!

Farah latest school art work ...

Jalan - Jalan Malaysia

 I have a new baby. :)

Projek baru blog bisnes Bahasa Malaysia. Baru lahir, jadi kosong dahulu.

Gotta do the work!

Mulakan Perjalanan ke 2022

 Perjalanan den ke 2022 dah bermula. Banyak kerja ni. It is okay. Gotta do the work!

gambar lamo kek JB .. u know where la

Negeri 9 Juara

Negeri menang Liga Super dan naik ke Liga Premier musim depan. They did the work and won. Tahniah boys.

It Begins ....

 Gotta do the work ... so it begins ...!! 2022 is coming soon ....

Nasihat Pendek

 Nasihat pendek oleh tuan Bukhari Ramli BRC

"Takut beranakkan takut.

Kejayaan beranakkan kejayaan"

Yep, mula dengan langkah kecik dulu ... lepas tu ia akan membesar bila kita kerap buat ...

Let's Go!

 Onwards to 2022 ....

Committed

Commitment ... susah nak committed when u want the result to be confirmed! ... trust the process...

2 tahun lepas ... 16/9/2019

U Need To Go ..

 Today, I went to Templer to get the mail ... got it .. yeah, but the changes brought by Setia Eco Templer ... all I can say is  .. wow ... completely new changes ... it reminded me how long I have not been there ... 

Time evolves, change will always be there ... will you change? or stay behind?

the new view depan Kenari ... so different ...

So Where?

 Got so many options .... all look appetizing ... am I falling for the BSO syndrome?? *gulp*

before the haircut

Keep Rolling Rolling ....

 Gotta do the work ... :) believe that the outcome will be alright, focus on the process ... you are getting there ... 

Know you want ... and work to it :)

never tire of this place and view .. I lap CH

Wind of Change

 When the winds of change came over Soviet Union, the song 'Wind Of Change' was the anthem during that time ...

As for me, yes ... the winds of change are coming ...

take me to the magic of the moment ....

Gotta Roll With It ...

 With all what is happening, u gotta roll and persevere with what is you have to do ... which is currently what is needed to do ..

new headphones .. ok

Rolling It

 Roll it ... focus on what you can do ... external reactions you cannot control ... let it be ...

Lebih Fokus, Lebih Jelas

 As I work towards my exit, it is becoming clearer to apa yg perlu buat for my future ... beberapa haluan dan potensi ... still gonna do the work ... :)

InsyaAllah, Amin.

kenangan minum di Jinan kembali :D

So What?

 So what? You do you ... execute and take action. Learn from the feedback and execute again. No time to be scared ... dah lambek :P

I wrote this on May 2021

Love Your Present For Your Future

 I gotta do the work in the present so that my future will be better.

alamak :)

What is process?

 Another small enlightenment, ... in the end, what is the process? I think so much of the output/destination that I forget about the process ...

So question is ... what is the process? figure that out ... the process to the output

INPUT + PROCESS = OUTPUT

tu dia ....

sawadeekap :D

Take Care Of Self

 I am 48 ... and finally! need to take care of self better ... with the things I need and want to do ... have to take care of the engine :)

Keep It Simple ... Back to Basics 

• Sleep
• Eat n Drink
• Exercise

itu saja

yes, I love The Pet Shop Boys

It is all up to you

 In the end, in clarity, it is all up to you .... you might not get the end result, but you control the input and the process ... but sometimes the output might differ ... but do the work, neverless. Control what you can control.

Kinabalu ... I will be there 

Jalan Boleh Ubah Tetapi Destinasi Tetap Same

 In the end, ko nak pergi ke mana kan ... itu yg selama ni yg aku jarang fikir ... aku belajar macam2 cara .. tapi bila tanya penghujungnya ... hmm, tidak pasti, samar2, berubah2...

so aku ubah ... aku rangka apa yang aku nak ... apa framework yg diperlukan? keep it simple, back 2 basics .. yes?

oklah kan ...

The Now and The Future

 Apa yang saya buat sekarang akan memberi kesan kepada masa  hadapan. So gotta do the now work. Question remains ... where are you going kan?

part of my wall 030921

I Want 2 Join The Typhoon Generation

 2022 ... the work changes but the effort will not stop ....

new mantra

It's Wet ...

 When the water overflows and the floor gets wet, tak perlu merungut ... tutup paip, guna kain2 buruk untuk lap sehingga kering, dan basuh kain2 buruk tersebut ....

Action, Not Words, Resolve the Matter ....

u dig?

Selamat Hari Kebangsaan ke 65

 

SAYA CINTA NEGARA SAYA.

One Day At A Time

 Let's do the change one at a time ... too much thinking will end up where I started ... back to basics ..

Yep, back to basics ....

Just Another Day ...

 Did a few things here and there ... but, the thought of how Ajie is doing does float in my mind here n there ...  as always, my mind is reflecting on my future ... and today's FX issue, does make reflect back on my biz .... future is my future ...

sedap teh ni

Nothing Else Matters

 Today, my bro Ajie who had been admitted a few days for being Covid + at Hospital Tengku Bainun Ipoh , has been transferred to ICU for full oxygen blast.

I am hopeful that he will recover, though it will take some time, anyway, that is all we have.. hope and prayers. 

I thought about a lot things to do ... did not do much work, though I did do some chores here and there. All the thoughts zipping up in my head, was around this big idea "Where do you want to end up?", and the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results ... and no Einstein did not say it (proof here)

Well ....

 Well ... what is the pain? Reflect on it, Decide What To Do It, Execute It, see the result, analyze it and make adjustments ... repeat ...

Wisdom ... all about wisdom ...

 

from Ray Dalio Principles

r.e.f.l.e.c.t.i.o.n part 3

 Am questioning a lot of the business stuff I am doing right now ...  where am I going? Gotta do a lot of soul searching ... especially with fx ... maybe am banging my head against the wall ... since 2007 tu ...

Sept October November December -- 2021 --- these are the crucial months for the new direction ...

Keep on Grinding 

No 4 and final INTI working t-shirt

r.e.f.l.e.c.t.i.o.n part 2

 Business-wise ..maybe am have been wrong ... all this while since 2007 ... 

again the question in the back of my mind, where do I want to go? and what I am doing is getting me there ...

"Without developing a clear vision of the future we desire, of the values we want to adopt, of the identities we want to shed or step into—we are forever doomed to repeat the failures of our past. "

-Mark Manson- via Twitter

hari ke 3 with Inti shirt

r.e.f.l.e.c.t.i.o.n

Today has been a reflecting day for me. Hmm, now and future ... work, biz trade, ... in the end, where do I want to end up ... haven't done a real look at this for a while ...   

Today's BSG Mental Model session woke me up a bit ... a business rethink is in order as well ...

other than that .... gotta roll with it ...

 

 

day 2 pakai baju INTI .. 2 more to go ...

 

It has been a good day

 Today, I did ok .. practising focus on the work that needs to be done. Gotta admit the monkey in the mind was there at all times ... but so far so good, in taming the monkey, and doing what I need to do.

Gotta keep grinding.

wearing my blue INTI shirt 

Tulislah ... Where Do U Want To Be ....

 Hari ni sambil going along ... doing a reflection of the past ...  and yg bagus is bila I feel envy.. I ask myself ... reflect ... and it is obvious ... what they are doing now is what I could have been ... *sigh* .. yep that is it ... itulah barah yg selama ini dalam diri ...

I spent the present looking back and sacrificed the future most of the time ... I can do better ... I must do better .. I will do better...

Where Do U Want To Be ... and more importantly, bagaimana nak sampai ke sana?

Tu yg what was missing ... 

me with pussycat headphones :D

A New Reflection

As am reflecting on stuff these past few days, I see a couple of things in a new light. One for certain is am not sure what is the path that am really going. Ask me about five years from now and I am like... Giving you vague answers. I don't know the answer, and now it's clear. I have been on autopilot for a long while coz I keep looking at the past, and thinking about every obstacle ten miles down the road. Copied that from Good Will Hunting :p 

It is ok. When you know that you don't know, then it's possible to search for the answers.

Ogos 20 2021 Book

 I feel for the guy. His time will time, as karma has it.

Keep it simple ....

 Keep it simple, you will have good days and bad days ... keep the faith, trust the system.

 

drawn by Farah today 19/8/21

 

The Fifth Horsemen Is ...

Syukur2, it is getting better n clearer my next path. Consistent and persistent and reflection and focus, plus help from the Almighty. 

A nice joke which is too true nowadays 

Aku Tahu Mengapa Aku BS

 BS - Bodoh Sombong

Sebab aku tak reflect the pain that I went through. In denial. So no progress. Terkejut oleh realisasi ini bila join hari pertama BSG oleh Bukhari Ramli.

Pain + Reflection = Progress

Principles

I Screwed Up N It Was A Sign ...

 I screwed up big time today at work. An error from last sem came to roost. *sigh* it is really time to go.. it was another sign that the end of my academia career at INTI should be now, not later.

The sooner I leave, the sooner I can start my new beginning? Hmm.. see la how next few days is ... but whatever it is, I am at peace with what's coming ...

a  taste of things to come? gambar hiasan sahaja

Here We Go

 The beginning of the end for my work life with INTI. Let's do the best and go out with a bang ;)

Funny, I always said that INTI would be my last academia job. Looks like it is coming true ;) 

I miss this place ... Tanah Rata, Cameron Highlands ... InsyaAllah, Jan 2022!

The Countdown Begins

Oh well... my last sem is up. Just get it over and be done with it. You can do it.

up the Reds :D #YNWA

Ada Sinar di Penghujung ...

 When you do the work and grind, and do a lot of reflection ... light will appear .. syukur2 ... now keep working on it I must ....

Yeah, 2022 will be different ... I gotta work till I get there ....

celebrate Messi goes to PSG :)

PS/- am not lompat ke PSG just because Messi joined PSG ... been a fan since the Rai  - Opel days ... Ronaldinho and Pauleta used to play for PSG ok ...

Have you ever ....

Gotta get more sleep ... Am not that young any more ... Adoii .. wisdom, this is all wisdom.

My book reading plan ....

Gila Adalah ...

 Gila adalah melakukan perkara yang sama berulang kali dan berharap hasil lain. Learnt that today. Final semester bermula minggu depan ... whopee :P

Oh really .... 

Apa Nak Jadi ...

 Apa nak jadi ... jadilah ... sometimes, u gotta do it and let the chips fall ... u control what u can control.

mood malam 

Selamat Tahun Baru Maal Hijrah 1443

 Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1443 

InsyaAllah, tahun yang betul2 hijrah ...

Mental Picture

 When doing something without a clear and focused mental picture, it will not occur or it does not get accomplished much. That is what happened these past 2 days - Sabtu dan Ahad.

I am gaining wisdom.

ya loh

ps/ one of my last memories while on US soil (1995) was watching GMA with him performing this song accompanied by a piano. This song was Jon's last Top 40 hit single 

How To Chart A New Path

 How do you chart a new path? This question has been playing in the background for a while. Am not BSing, I am plotting a new path .. but, there is a lot of possibilities ... I think am feeling a bit of analysis paralysis. Nak tak nak ... mesti lakukan juga, sebab tak mahu fikir apa yang tidak dibuat lima tahun lepas....

among my considerations for future

Nobody's Diary

 So much to do ... so many things I want to do ... so many things I need to do ... aiyo, mcm2 dalam ini kepala :P ... gotta do the work!

mcm2 ...

Just Do It

 I just have to do it. It is scary, but you just gotta do it. :P We lie to ourselves, most of the time. Kita nak buat sesuatu yang hasilnya ada 100% pasti positif untuk kita. Tapi, kalau kita tidak tahu akhirnya, atau ia samar2 bagaimana? .. hmm... always a dilemma ... tp mahu berubah/beralih arah ... mesti ubah arah dulu kan?

kan ku serahkan segala kepada mu ...

Trust Broken Can Never Be ....

 Ingatkan DITN preboard dah settle .. life goes on ... nope, that ICT stuff still happens ... Angry and mad? of course ... but, it sends me another signal ... just reinforce what I should do for the future. Pissed off yeah, but I dealt with it. Face it and move on ...

and now, you've become a part of me ...

One Down, One To Go

 Selesai satu sesi pre-board hari ni ... esok satu lagi. When it's over I can dance :P What I am sure is I gotta keep the faith in the future, by doing the work in the NOW. Focus on that.

random song for tonight

Brain Decompress Session

 Man ... I had one of those brain decompress episodes ... settled all the marking work and finally felt ... relieved and dumb ... hahaha ... bila dah penat bekerja dan settle semua .. u feel like what a semester it was .. it is my 2nd last sem or final :P at KL ... learnt a lot, stress a lot :P ... and the signals were all over this sem ... am going to do a specific reflection this week, after the whole Pre-Board thing ... generally, I did an okay job ... 7 subjects this sem .. so it wasn't all daisy and sunshine ..

2 of my old belts .. goodbye.

Ada cara ada jalan ...

Wajib ingat benda ni ...

Tanda - tanda Kecil

 Pernah baca buku Andrew Matthews dulu. Dia kata, "Life sends us small signals to remind us if we are doing wrong ... if you keep ignoring it, in the end  a big signal will be sent, when it will be too late to change " So far, I can say that this year, banyak signal2 kecil mcm ni telah muncul dan so far den dah ikut la .. bila ingat nak tukar fikiran tentang certain things, signal kecil muncul ... a reminder not to deviate ...

tu dia !!