Notebook 231224

1) reflection with Americano. Mmg best. Get a clear idea on nak buat apa.

2) jalan teruih ... bak kata Steven Sim

Video 

need a miracle ....

Notebook 221224

1) dah dekat2 2025 ni, den realize that we need to evolve, change for the better. No wonder, kaizen or it's English counterpart, CANI, is popular.

2) CANI is constant and never ending improvement. Mcm Atomic Habits James Clear .. 1% daily change will go a long way.

3) oh wisdom, u r really pouring it on, nowadays ...

Video

time for change

Notebook 211224

1) 2024 dah nak habis. Tahun yg menarik in terms of ups and downs. RM shows u you up, actually, is the main lesson for this year, for me.

2) Enjoy and use what you have, instead of wishing apa yang kau tidak ada.

Video

Don't stay!

Notebook 201224

1) Sometimes, you know when you are not up for it.

2)

Video

comel lagu ini ... ada melodi keroncong :)

Notebook 191224

1) wisdom comes a lot again today. Is it an age thing, or just bila nak jadi, jadilah ... oh well

2) a little light at the end of the tunnel, InsyaAllah

Video 

my first BTS song :P

Notebook 181224

1) bersyukur with what you have. Gunakan apa yg ada di tangan.

2) ingat saat- saat hang di bawah. Be humble and grateful.

Video

life is about letting it out

Notebook 171224

 1) Dah naik 50s ni pun, am still learning new things about myself. Kena ada nombor rupanya, what I do must be measured.

2) i need sleep

Video

Notebook 161224

 1) It has always been you. Apa dalam kita membuatkan kita itu adalah kita.

2) just do it, maksudnya buat je.. dont think too much ...

Video

It is 'something' beneath your skin

Notebook 151223

1) I wanna live like beautiful people. How beautiful? Choose.

2) I like Burkeman's book on time management. The moment, feel the flow and planning your time, all in one?

Video 

refer to no 1)

Notebook 141224

1) bila u commit to something,  follow thru it la. See what happens n learn the lesson.

2) today, I learnt a lot and I need to learn more. Jangan BS 

Video

an underrated pm dawn song

Notebook 131224

 1) faith is rekindled :)

2) keep on doing da work

Video

kawan ko macam mana?

Notebook 121224

1) keep on grinding. And watch for feedback.

2) 

Video 

den sometimes lost

Notebook 111224

 1) Paradigma baru, cara baru ... jom berevolve...

2)

Video

den nak cara tu

Notebook 101224

 1) Keep da faith la. 

2)

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Den dah tahu den cinta ekau ...

Notebook 091224

1) at the lowest, you know who you are.

Video

Notebook 081224

1) happy birthday Pa 75 tu.

2) make your parents happy...

Video

apa mimpi awak?

Notebook 071224

1) malam tadi reinforces the role of friends in your life. Especially, for laughter 

video

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enuff said

Notebook 051224

1) deal with your own thing, first. Always.

2) when angau meets reality, reality always nearly wins.

Video

Set it free

Notebook 041224

1) hindsight always, always makes it unreal or worse than it is. Keep it grounded.

2) insaf. To progress, u need to be insaf.

Video 

The great Stone Roses

Notebook 031224

 1) Selepas menonton dokumentari Milli Vanilli, bila melihat pelbagai pandangan, secara kesimpulan, semua pihak ada salah dalam perkara ini. Nafsu is a very powerful drug and can make you or break you. Yang kesian, pada saya, ialah Rob and Fab. Rob paid with his life, Fab boleh tahan, belajar dan move on dengan hidup beliau, the music execs, exploited them and hang them in the end. Dokumentari ni mengajar penontonnya tentang dunia bisnes muzik, the light and dark side. Pada yang minat depa masa dulu, recommended watch if you can find it

2) The clip below always fills me with hope. U gotta hope for the best.

Video

jgn lupa nombor aku weiii

Notebook 021224

1) Sentiasa bersyukur yang kamu masih bernafas. Selagi itu, sentiasa berusaha dan jangan berputus asa.

2) Keep on living ... Mr Joel Boyd, your words make sense at last ..

Video

loved the song ... saw the documentary ... in the end, Rob n Fab were hung to dry 

Notebook 011224

1) lunaskan hutang. Kalau tak it will haunt you. Jgn kedekut, you will lose it anyway.

2)

Video

Best oo lagu ni 

Notebook 301124

 1) being unwell helps you to relax and step back, surprisingly ...

2) 

Video

one of my PPP songs

Notebook 291124

1) resume anda di kiv. Iyolah, what to do ... Keep on applying..

2) 

Video

Notebook 281124

1) People just show you who their characters are, end of story.

2)

Video

A very underrated Prince song, for me la...

Notebook 271124

 1) yep, moir bodoh sombong selama ini.

2) self awareness is blergh .... but you gotta do it

Video

lets do it, lets break the law 

Notebook 261124

 1) Character is fate. 

2) Once you ada wawasan, baru ada idea nak pergi ke mana. Lepas itu ...?

Video

a genius and still human

Notebook 251124

 1) Remember 0.91 ... you reap now what you had sown then.

2) 

Video

Notebook 241124

 1) what did you learn from Taipan?

2) answer no 1) the process matters ... repeat rinse repeat

Video

an underrated Poison classic

Notebook 231124

1) clear. Is it clear?

2)

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benar?

Notebook 221124

1) wisdom, when it comes, it comes. Kalau kejar, mmg tak dapat.

2) wawasan itu benar. 

3) Today is the first day of the rest of your life.

4) Demi masa. Time is bukan emas, invaluable.

Video

lagu Masa

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1) aku penat. Dan pasrah. It is what it is.

2) I am not falling to pieces ... But sure feels like it ...

Video

Bicara cinta the overtunes

 Fallin to pieces velvet revolver

Notebook 201124

1) be you. That is your brand.

2) bila clear, senang fokus ... InsyaAllah.

Video 

Mmg den sabor

Notebook 191124

1) baru noticed yg firstborns rakan2 yg lahir sekitar 95 to 00, dah grad. Yep, masa is always a timeless marker and reminder.

2) Demi Masa. Time is our only non-renewable resource.

Video

Dah lama Hootie kobar tentang masa

Notebook 181124

1) In moment of stress, saat2 stress ... Fokus apa yang anda boleh buat SEKARANG. It really helps to breathe as well. Amin.

2) Suara dalam itu, akan sentiasa ada, sentiasa bermain. How you handle it, that is the way.

Video

 

Lagu ni sebenarnya mengisahkan hidup kita

 

Notebook 171123

1) learn your lesson. Write it down. Execute 

2) move forward. Backwards tidak ada.

Video

underrated Malaysian pop crunchy song

Notebook 161124

 1) Take care of what cares for you.

2) Gembirakan ibu bapa kamu.

Video

Berapa harus lama ku menunggu mu 

Notebook 151124

1) when it matters, u know what to do.

2) ringkaskan, simpelkan hidup anda. 

Video

it is so natural 

Notebook 141124

1) angau2 melanda dehh ....

2) people got their own stuff to deal with la ... deal with yours.

Video

this song been buzzing in ma head

Notebook 131124

1) U gotta do what u must do. It is all about doing and executing. 

2) I am a romantic. Was, Is and Always Will Be. Dah. Settle.

3) Omg, my indo romantic movies fever is on ... :D di bawah is my current in thing ...

Video

aku mmg always suka banget lagu ini

Notebook 121124

1) Whatever happens, let it happen la. Control what you can.

2) Ipar adalah Maut n the Buckingham Murders adalah kejutan yang menyenangkan. Ipar untuk jalan ceritanya yang menarik, dan Buckingham menunjukkan Kareena Kapoor baru :) 

Ipar Adalah Maut trailer

Buckingham Murders

Video

One of the best Chicago songs ever

Notebook 111124

1) yeah, I screwed up my blings2 planning since June 23. Tak plan properly. It is what it is.

2) Selesa dengan diri sendiri, adalah faktor hidup yang dipandang rendah, tetapi penting. 

Video

one of my fav videos of her

Notebook 101124

1) kita Jalan terus.

2) Less stewing, more doing.

Video 

Den nak fastlove

Notebook 091124

1) Character is fate.

Video

you become a part of me

Notebook 081224

1) still post election withdrawal, tp getting better, with some new insights, especially from Stephen A Smith. Paham why he talks the way he talks. It's all about them numbers.

2) tentang perjalanan kembali career den, den mesti ikut mana arah puck pergi 

Video

the music video

the live version

Notebook 071124

 1) Wisdom - I am mostly comfortable when I know the why. Period.

2) Referring to 1) ... it made me understand the USA 2024 election result

3) Referring to no 2), the crazy times are here again, for the world.

Video

Post USA 2024 election humor  

Notebook 061124

1) Fear and ego sells. Pakcik Trump has proven it.

2) It will eventually move on ...

3) Black men and Latino men ... in other words, men ...

Video

Yoda dah lama cakap

Notebook 051124

1) today was a possible gateway to my career.

2) I miss the trip and wished it was still ongoing :D

Video

den nyanyi Tevin Campbell

Notebook 041124

1) today was a recovery day from the Thai trip. Ada part of me misses it :)

2) Once am back in academia, it's gonna be different. You can bet on that.

Video

one of the best 80 songs. RIP Quincy

Notebook 031124

1) actually I arrived awal pagi. 4 am. Yep, back to life.

2) today was hair rehat dan massage :P

Video

Kembali ke realiti

Notebook 021124

1) last full day di sini. 

2) Still ada a lot things to do :D i will be back.

Video

sekali je seumur hidup

Notebook 011124

1) jalan2 cari makan

2)

Video

Lagu femes Thai

Notebook 311024

1)

2)

Video 

 

 Sangat2lah appropriate :D

Notebook 301024

 1) tonight, I learned about myself

2) it is what it is. Move on je.

Video

Malam pertama in Land Of Smiles :D

Notebook 291024

1) sometimes u need to get away

2) jauh berjalan, luas pemandangan

Video

Selama - lamanya ...

Notebook 281024

1) Just do what needs to be done.

2) Buat budget. Ikut budget. Jangan agak2.

Video

Made of Batu ko ni

Notebook 271024

1) Bersyukur is very2 underrated.

2) It is what it is, and you are in control, at all times.

Video

 

 Ini adalah classic.

Notebook 261024

1) Gotta keep da faith. Follow you. Not others.

2) Less social media, more book reading.

Video

gotta blame it on something

Notebook 251024

1) being rejected is cruel tapi necessary. It humbles you and makes you more determined.

2) In the end, most of the time, it is up to me.

Video 

 

 lagu ttg email

Notebook 241024

 1) Tough times make you face reality. Word.

2) I really teaching, especially when am prepared for it :)

Video

a great live lip sync performance :D PSB with the late Dusty

Notebook 231024

 1) It is what it is. But, damn, that regret shit is hard to get rid of. Plays at the back of da mind.

2) Do what you gotta do. The doing is better than thinking.

video

engkau dan aku

Notebook 221024

 1) It's a new world. What the hell ... jalan je ... :P

2) Am having second thoughts about da trip ... hmm ....

video

Tiba2 suka lak dengan lagu ini

Notebook 211024

1) repeating the same mistake while expecting a different outcome is insanity.

2) better late than never, when it comes to a mistake

Video

Aku hanya serangga - bpr - 

satira - kau masih ku cinta

2 lagu rock kapak den suka blah2 di bathroom

Notebook 201024

 1) Sometimes, you just have to let them be ... 

2) What is beyond your control, is not your problem ..

 

video

 

A nice rock song

Notebook 191024

 

 1) it is what it is. 

  

Video

 

what the kids suka

Notebook 181024

 1) listen to your body more.

2) listen to your kids. Apa mereka kata? then, figure out what they said.

 

  video

 

malam berubah ...

 

 

Notebook 171024

 1) Mamat 1D Liam Payne, mati akibat insiden jatuh di Argentina. It happens. Tapi, yg selalu menyedarkan, ialah cerita backstory mendiang. Fame and money are tools. Used unwisely, it will eventually bring you down.

Video

hit mega 1D - lagu signature depa

Notebook 161024

1) every single day, the regrets stings. It is what it is. *Sigh* 

Video

Filem ni sampai sekrg klasik .... filem kampus terbaik ...

Notebook 151024

 1) aku tukar arah. One thing at a time. Udah2 multi-tasking.

2) I move on. 

Video

BTS 

The video -- best oo --

Notebook 141024

 1) bersyukur. Work with what you have , instead of what you wish you had.

2) all that amount of regret ain't gonna bring stuff back. Learn and move on.

Video

This performance is superb. Depa can sing.

Nmixx tiny desk showcase

Notebook 131024

 1) family is everything. 

2) pi rumah abg Jamil td, kt Taman Rashidah Utama.

Video

Lagu abang Jamil

kt taman ini

Notebook 121024

 1) One of the rare moments of life where I did really some deep reflection.

2) Bersyukurlah. Pain is love.

 3) Related to no 1), it was the ShopeeExpress experience.

Video

When it was all over, this was the first song.

Notebook 111024

 

Video

 One of the songs that remind me of Fall 93 .. masa sampai DC dulu ..

Notebook 101024

 1) what a tiring day ... By ptg, I was watching weekend update, mj, Prince Madonna videos ... otak rasa tepu ..

2) The ISM kids make me realize I still like teaching. The energy still ada, especially when the prep is done. Cewah ...

Video

Itulah hidup, sometimes happy, sometimes sad

Notebook 091024

 

 

 

video

 Lagu ini emas

 

Notebook 081024

1) kecoh beberapa hari ni ttg Fattah Fazura. So far, den tengok Fattah has been smart playing it..Fazz is over enthusiastic. Oh well, it is what it is. Done.

2) Little changes do make a difference, especially for the better 

Video

satu lagu klasik r n b

Notebook 071024

 1) Plan and follow your plan ... most things settle :D

2) Roll with it ... one thing that keeps playing in my mind lately ...

 

Video

 

 Nasihat Stallone ttg hidup

Notebook 061024

 Video

 

Coz am happy :D

Notebook 051024

 Video

 How a classic was created ... when there is a will, there is a way

Notebook 041024

 1) mindfulness.. 5 times a day ... Dah lama dicadangkan. Again, wisdom comes ...


Video

kembali ke jati diri

Notebook 031024

 Bersyukur dengan keadaan kita sekarang. It is what it is.

 

Video

 

Lagu ni best oo ... berhantu ... siapa la tuan punya nombor tu eh ...

Notebook 021024

 1) Wisdom comes back right at cha, when it is time.

2) It all happens for you. When you learn or not, itu satu hal lain.

Video 

Sedap lagu orang Brunei ni

Notebook 300924

 

 

cermin diri sendiri ...

Notebook 260924

0154 I took this foto

Notebook 250924

 1) Rezeki itu ada di mana2. Kita berusaha sahaja ... dan berserah kepadaNya.

Video

Notebook 220924

 1) 20 June 2023 - 22 Sept 2024 ... lessons of life .... failure to plan is planning to fail ...

Video

 Just One Day with you ....

 

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Notebook 200924

Empty : p

Notebook 190924

 1) Hari ni start mengajar satu kelas balik ... part time ... I still enjoy it ... provided I know what I am doing n well prepared for it .. cewah. Older n wiser, a new beginning ....

 2) Baru habis dengar album debut Dua Lipa, tahun 2017. Not bad la. Support dia sebab dia support mangsa2 kekejaman Israel di Palestine. One of the few artis yang berani.

Video

 lagu yang intro den pada Dua Lipa

Notebook 180924

 1) Bersedia untuk kerja esok :P

2) You are only as good as your systems.

 

Video

 

 

nostalgia lagu ni ;)

Notebook 160924 Hari Malaysia edition

 1) Bawak family ke Melaka, specifically, Banda Hilir Melaka. Pi ke sana sekitar tengahari, traffic heavy, tapi ok ... about 2 jam. Balik tu .. aduhai ... gatal2 bawak jalan jauh yg kurang jam ... Melaka-Sg Udang-Masjid Tanah - Linggi - Rantau - Mambau -- highway ke BBB .. 4 jam!

2) Yang kami lawat .. Rumah Upside Down, Menara Taming Sari, Muzeum Samudera dan naik Melaka River Boat Cruise

   Antara gambar2 jalan.

 

3) Ongkosnya ok2 la ... tapi, keseronokan tu priceless :D

 

Video

 

Melaka River Boat Cruise

 

Notebook 150924

 1) what did I do today? kind of a blur ... but, life is like that sometimes .... a blur ...

2) Failure to plan is planning to fail ... and it keeps repeating over and over again ...

Video

Planning Nugget from this guy

Notebook 140924

 1) Take care of your parents, if depa still around. Berbaloi.

2) Tsutaya ni aura kedai dia mmg menarik.

Video

Fanatik luuuuuu

Notebook 130924

 1) Tentang GISB, I have heard of dem stories ... so am gonna wait for further developments. Tapi, have never been their customer anyway.

2) Spending time dengan family ni mmg berharga. Enjoying da moments.

3) Stop blaming everyone for your fucking problems.

Video

tengok 3) sebab video di bawah

Notebook 120924 KRU

 1) Kegagalan mengajar kita untuk rendah diri, tawakkal, dan terus berusaha. Jangan jadi bodoh sombong dan menidakkan realiti. It is what it is.

2) Rindu CH aka Tanah Rata ;) 

Video

Bercakap dengan item 1), terus teringat lagu di bawah.

Notebook 110924

 1) Tony Robbins pernah berkata, salah satu perkara yang paling senang untuk mengubah hidup ialah untuk menaikkan tahap piawaian anda ... raise your standards.

2) The obstacle becomes the way. I faced an obstacle with my son, H and I learnt that it was an obstacle which lead to me some new insights in raising H. 

Video

u gotta live your life

Notebook 100924 edisi James Earl Jones

 1) The voice of Vader and Mufasa passed away siang tadi (waktu Malaysia). Senang cerita, oranag seangkatan dengan den pasti ada kenangan tengok cerita dia atau dengar suara dia.

a simple bio of him

Antaranya ...

The Jack Ryan movies - Admiral James Greer 

Big Bang Theory guest starring

Mamat ni lejen!

 

"I find your lack of faith disturbing"

- one of my favorite Star Wars scenes ever

2) Fokus dengan apa yang ko boleh buat sekarang, bukan apa yang ko wish ko boleh buat.

Notebook 090924

 1)  Redha. And am really seeing Meditations by Marcus Aurelius in a new light.

2) Taking care of self is also important. Especially sleep.

3) Uncomfortable things ...u gotta face em.

Video

lagu wedding me n Linda

kenal sapa kt tengah tu? tgk video atas ... jumpa dia semalam ... the lady is his mrs

Notebook 080924

 While driving to wedding Nadiah anak Ace, these thoughts came to me

1) Be strict with yourself,  but tolerant with others.

While thinking about the people who  did not come, I realized that I set my standards to them, and it was not their problem. This phrase was mooted by Ryan Holiday, and I really did not understand until today.

2) Keep your standards, let others choose theirs

Related to number 1), you do your standards. Because your standards affects you.

3) Who are my circle of friends?

I read a friends's FB post and made me think hard about my circle. Penny for future thoughts.

4) Never knew there was a jamming session with gendang and kompang is possible

The story I heard from Mr Azran, about that jamming session, during the merisik sessions for his kids, was hilarious and mind blowing.

Video

aku kangen sama kamu