Ada Sinar di Penghujung ...

 When you do the work and grind, and do a lot of reflection ... light will appear .. syukur2 ... now keep working on it I must ....

Yeah, 2022 will be different ... I gotta work till I get there ....

celebrate Messi goes to PSG :)

PS/- am not lompat ke PSG just because Messi joined PSG ... been a fan since the Rai  - Opel days ... Ronaldinho and Pauleta used to play for PSG ok ...

Have you ever ....

Gotta get more sleep ... Am not that young any more ... Adoii .. wisdom, this is all wisdom.

My book reading plan ....

Gila Adalah ...

 Gila adalah melakukan perkara yang sama berulang kali dan berharap hasil lain. Learnt that today. Final semester bermula minggu depan ... whopee :P

Oh really .... 

Apa Nak Jadi ...

 Apa nak jadi ... jadilah ... sometimes, u gotta do it and let the chips fall ... u control what u can control.

mood malam 

Selamat Tahun Baru Maal Hijrah 1443

 Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1443 

InsyaAllah, tahun yang betul2 hijrah ...

Mental Picture

 When doing something without a clear and focused mental picture, it will not occur or it does not get accomplished much. That is what happened these past 2 days - Sabtu dan Ahad.

I am gaining wisdom.

ya loh

ps/ one of my last memories while on US soil (1995) was watching GMA with him performing this song accompanied by a piano. This song was Jon's last Top 40 hit single 

How To Chart A New Path

 How do you chart a new path? This question has been playing in the background for a while. Am not BSing, I am plotting a new path .. but, there is a lot of possibilities ... I think am feeling a bit of analysis paralysis. Nak tak nak ... mesti lakukan juga, sebab tak mahu fikir apa yang tidak dibuat lima tahun lepas....

among my considerations for future

Nobody's Diary

 So much to do ... so many things I want to do ... so many things I need to do ... aiyo, mcm2 dalam ini kepala :P ... gotta do the work!

mcm2 ...

Just Do It

 I just have to do it. It is scary, but you just gotta do it. :P We lie to ourselves, most of the time. Kita nak buat sesuatu yang hasilnya ada 100% pasti positif untuk kita. Tapi, kalau kita tidak tahu akhirnya, atau ia samar2 bagaimana? .. hmm... always a dilemma ... tp mahu berubah/beralih arah ... mesti ubah arah dulu kan?

kan ku serahkan segala kepada mu ...

Trust Broken Can Never Be ....

 Ingatkan DITN preboard dah settle .. life goes on ... nope, that ICT stuff still happens ... Angry and mad? of course ... but, it sends me another signal ... just reinforce what I should do for the future. Pissed off yeah, but I dealt with it. Face it and move on ...

and now, you've become a part of me ...

One Down, One To Go

 Selesai satu sesi pre-board hari ni ... esok satu lagi. When it's over I can dance :P What I am sure is I gotta keep the faith in the future, by doing the work in the NOW. Focus on that.

random song for tonight

Brain Decompress Session

 Man ... I had one of those brain decompress episodes ... settled all the marking work and finally felt ... relieved and dumb ... hahaha ... bila dah penat bekerja dan settle semua .. u feel like what a semester it was .. it is my 2nd last sem or final :P at KL ... learnt a lot, stress a lot :P ... and the signals were all over this sem ... am going to do a specific reflection this week, after the whole Pre-Board thing ... generally, I did an okay job ... 7 subjects this sem .. so it wasn't all daisy and sunshine ..

2 of my old belts .. goodbye.

Ada cara ada jalan ...

Wajib ingat benda ni ...

Tanda - tanda Kecil

 Pernah baca buku Andrew Matthews dulu. Dia kata, "Life sends us small signals to remind us if we are doing wrong ... if you keep ignoring it, in the end  a big signal will be sent, when it will be too late to change " So far, I can say that this year, banyak signal2 kecil mcm ni telah muncul dan so far den dah ikut la .. bila ingat nak tukar fikiran tentang certain things, signal kecil muncul ... a reminder not to deviate ...

tu dia !!

Ini Hidup Aku

 Masa borak dengan my bro Ajie tadi, ... dia kata dia ada plan utk 2022, and wa tanya, tak takut dengan mak lampir ke ... dia kata, "It's my life" ... cewah, terus wa teringat Dr Alban n Bon Jovi lagu dengan tajuk sama. Then I chose Dr Alban. :)

Ya betul .. it's my life ... so why I need to live other people's life?

it is now and never ...

I Miss The 90s

 The 20s are the foundation to your future ... if you are reading this, if you are in your 20s ... plan your future now! ... it will make sense in your later years ...

lagu one hit wonder yg best

Input Process Output

 Hukum alam .... input + proces menghasilkan output ... jadi output adalah hasil input dan process. Kalau input dan proses sama, tapi mengharapkan hasil yang berlainan ... sorry la .. not gonna work ...

Ego, Pride and Humility mengikut kata Giannis Antetokoumpo, NBA Finals 2021 winner and MVP is so true ... tengok kat bawah ni ..

When You Finally Do ...

 In the end, it had to be done ... kalau tak, lagi susah nak buang ... there is a lesson here somewhere ..

finally shave it all off :P

You Gotta Do ....

 Azmir ... you have to do the work to get the results. It is not just planning, but also executing, and follow through. Insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results ...

3 poses of self introspection

Think Like A ...

 I think therefore I am. Keep it simple and it will all makes sense.

Oh ya, wisdom is here ... dengan uban2 nya sekali ...