Goodbye Nuri

Today began as a regular day .. woke up late at 11.00 am ... then proceeded to do housework ... a friend called around noon .. saying Nuri passed away. Ran to IJN KL,and yes, there she was lying there. I managed to console her husband and talked to him a bit. Said hi to a few ex-colleagues.. dpt sembahyang her mayat .. and helped to put her jenazah into the van. After that, went to the old office, just to look at her spot and remember the good times we had.

Who was she ?

She was a Muar girl who joined the same date I did. 18/3/2002. She was a programmer / analyst. I became quite fond of her.. sebab of who she was. We talked a lot when I was in Dataran. Talking with her was cool .. she always had time to talk stuff, esp my girl problems. She got married last year and was expecting. The baby died with her.

Truth to be told .. she had a medical condition that needed medication. When she got married, she knew that the condition made it risky for her to have children. When she was pregnant, I asked her about this and she told me she knew. But, she was willing to risk it. She was determined.

Why I will miss her ? She never judged me and accepted me for what I am. A cheerful lady.... One of the few ladies that I was genuinely fond of. When we talked, it was always fun and cool , even though the subject can be serious at times. The next few days, I guess, the memories video, will be playing in my head. And I will cherish it this time.

At this moment, the phrase " Dont Know What You Got Till It's Gone ", means a lot.

I will miss you, Nuri. Al-Fatihah. Semoga Allah mencucuri roh mu, Nuriyati Rohani.

One Sweet Day B2M with Mariac Carey

B II M:
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Ayyy

Mariah:
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

all:
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
Mariah: Together
One sweet day
Mariah: Eventually I'll see you in heaven…

B II M:
Darling, I never showed you (I never showed you)
Assumed you'd always be there (I thought you'd always be there)
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
(Mariah: But I always cared)
And I miss the love we shared

all:
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
(Mariah: Together)
One sweet day
Mariah: Eventually I'll see you in heaven

B II M:
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Mariah:
Yeah
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

all:
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
(Mariah: Together)
One sweet day

all:
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
(Mariah: Together)
One sweet day

Mariah: Sorry I never told you (oooh)
all: All I wanted to say


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