Friday, January 06, 2006

O.N.E

" .. so I call u girl la .. "
" ..jd I call u boy ? "
" err.. yeah .. "
" ok "
" ...I jadi yr boy, u jadi my girl .. "
*smiles*

* boy n girl
-------

girl : " ...enam bulan.."
boy : " yeah "
*silence*
boy : " u okay ke ? "
girl : *geleng2 kepala * " tak okay "
boy : " .. itu dulu la .. "
*silence*
boy : " dengan u it's different "
*girl looks at boy*
*boy takes girl right hand, genggam-s and kisses it*
boy : " dont worry, it's good "
girl smiles

lesson : boy, don't talk too much abt the past. Let it go. Nasib baik girl faham ..lucky boy.

-------

The scenes were recorded at Chilis KLCC on boy n girl's one month anniversary :D

++ boy need to go for a "forget the past, look for the future" therapy ..

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Post Holiday Belus

U know u had a good vacation, when u wished it didn't end, and was too short :D

Today, tak minat nak kerja n malas ...bad boy ! :D On the other end, breakfast was good, even though it was short. And yes, it was with her.

My bike is on the mend, temporarily riding a motorised 'Penny Farthing'.. what a bone shaker it is ...

I am humming this song and looking for the mp3

Baby I'm Yours - Cher -

baby i'm yours
and i'll be yours
until the stars fall from the sky
yours until the rivers all run dry
your the one until i die

baby i'm yours
and i'll be yours
until the sun no longer shines
yours until the poets run out of rhyme
your the one until the end of time

i'm gonna stay right here
by your side
do my best to keep you satisfied
nothing in the world can drive me away
cuz everyday you'll hear me say
baby i'm yours

i'm gonna stay right here
by your side
do my best to keep you satisfied
nothing in the world can drive me away
cuz everyday you'll hear me say
baby i'm yours

and i'll be yours
until two and two is three
yours until the mountain crumbles to the sea
your the one until eternity

baby i'm yours
until the stars fall from the sky
baby i'm yours
til the rivers all run dry
baby i'm yours


--- later ;-)

Friday, December 30, 2005

2005 + 2006 Post

Hmm, for the past day, I have been thinking what to write for my 2005 review post. Cewah, kata nak buat mega review konon :D

Work / Career

This year has been the year where my career got a few shocks n adjustments but became clearer. I went from one big firm to another ..doing the same thing, realizing in the end, that I hated it. When that came out, there was relief and when I left, I knew that I made the right decision.

Now, I am doing something that I like doing it. More challenging, more tai-chi, but at least, it is something that I enjoy doing .. so far :-p .. I think I'm going to pursue this line la ... even though, the RM is less, but it is enjoyable. It is true folks .. when u love what you are doing, it does not become a chore ..it becomes a pleasure..

for 2006, I hope to continue and explore this arena, plus another endeavor which is still in 'pusing2 dalam kepala' stage

Personal

This one got so many subplots :D hehehe ..

Family - what can I say, is I appreciate my family more, esp. my parents .. I guess I am now mellowing and letting go of the past ..

Self - I have finally accepted that whatever it is, I can choose and responsibe for my choice and its consequences. Better peace of mind. ;-)

Love - I realized I kept repeating the same mistakes. And when I just opened my mind and just chilled, she came. Tq to my sister for the advice that she gave me, before I met her. It is a new experience and I am enjoying it :D

Financial - an improvement but will do better ;-)

Friends - I have made many new friends, through blogging especially, and offline.

Studies

Thank God for the assistance and strength He gave me to do it this year. The two semesters were very challenging, and syukur I did quite ok. I have one semester left and then graduation around July 2006. All the sweat and pain was worth it. Lesson learnt : The fruits of hard earned labor and commitment is very2 sweet indeed.

Overall


It might be strange to say this, but 2005 has been the year that I kind of like woke up and start focusing on what I want in life. Yeah, baru sedar ye ... I am still evolving, yet I can see and feel confident about the future ... I think that it really began, when I told myself to be responsible for myself .. in the end, it's all about your choice kan :-)

A special shout out to some of my online blog friends ;-) cookie,acat
Inn, Rafthah. Thank you for letting me be a part of your online lives, and vice versa.

Inn - for her inspiring words :-)
Acat n Cookie - for keeping my faith in love :D
Rafthah - the alter ego I can only wish to be ;-)


My song for this post .. one of my favorite inspiring songs ..

Lift Me Up - Geri Halliwell -

Watch the first light, kiss the new world
It's a wonder, baby like you and I.
All the colours of the rainbow.
Going somewhere, baby like you and I.
It's going to be allright.
But when my sky clouds over...

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

Like the seasons ever changing.
Everlasting, baby like you and I.
It's going to be allright.
But when my sky clouds over...

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

No matter where we run.
Who knows what we will become.
Is there a world we know.
Where life will naturally.

(Lift me up) When the day is over.
(Take me up) When the sun is going down.
(Show me love) I will be your angel now.
(Lift me up) When the lights are fading.
(Talk me down) When I'm flying way up high.
(Show me love) And I'll be your angel for life.
Your angel for life.

----

See ya in 2006 :D

PS / I will be in Kuantan this weekend. Nampak gue di sana, jgn malu2 tegur ya :P

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Stuff + Suddenly

Well, 2005 is about to end eh .. what a year it has been :D .. takpe2, the 2005 Review post will come up later ...

Work is good so far ... normal la stuff here n there ... but, I am enjoying it :D

I know, I know I have been cheesy lately ... ;-p .. I am not like spreading the love.. but, well .. yeah, I am :D .. I am learning new stuff almost everyday. Sometimes, u have read and know about about it, but when u have gone through it, baru la u understand it

Last Tuesday at Chilli's MV

Her : Awak perasan tak yang saya ada XXX ( very2 minor physical quirk )
Me : Yeah
Her : Awak tak kata apa2 pun. My mom suruh tanya pada you, kalau u notice tak
Me : Oh, I noticed it since we first met, but I didn't want to say anything sebab I accept you as what you are. Itu je ..
Her : *smiles*
Me : *in my head : Ambooiii Ome, bijaknya kau berkata .... :p "

Acceptance, now gue faham ....

Suddenly - Olivia Newton John n Cliff Richard -

She walks in and I'm suddenly a hero
I'm taken in my hopes begin to rise
Look at me can't you tell I'd be so
Thrilled to see the message in your eyes
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you

How can I feel you're all that matters
I'd rely on anything you say
I'll take care that no illusions shatter
If you dare to say what you should say
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you

Why do I feel so alive when you're near
There's no way any hurt can get thru
Longing to spend every moment of the day with you

Suddenly the wheels are in motion
And I, I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly I don't need the answers
Cos I, I'm ready to take all my chances with you


.... ada ada dengan cinta ? ;-) ...

Friday, December 23, 2005

SRK

She likes his movies.

Me : " Kalau saya jadi Shah Rukh Khan, awak jadi Preity Zinta. Amacam ? "
She " Ok jugak :) "

Hmm, visions of dancing around trees and rolling in the fields at the Alps :D

aiyaaa .... tujhe dekha toyee janassalam .... pyar hota hai deewana salaam ... lalalala

Thursday, December 22, 2005

What Ome Is ...


One Made for Embraces


;-) Ok tak ?...

Listen Lah

Layan je la ye ... ;-)


Dengarkanlah - Amy Mastura n Glenn -

L : Kasih ku
Hanya kau sahaja di hati ku
Hanya kau satu yang ku rindu
Setiap waktu tak pernah rasa jemu

P : Saat kau tiba
Terasa sungguh bahagia
Jalinan indah mesra bersama mu
Seindah cinta yang pertama

* :
P/L : Dengarkanlah bicara cinta ku
Aku ingin selalu di sisi mu
Dengarkanlah bicara rindu ku
Pinta hati ini yang ingin bersama mu selamanya

L: Senyum tawa mu
Terbawa selalu dalam mimpi
P: Hingga tak mampu untuk ku lupakan
Kau sering di dalam ingatan

( Ulang Rangkap * )

L : Biar di mana berada
Simpankan saja di dalam hati kita
P : Rasa percaya
Detik indah akan tiba menyatu akhirnya

( Ulang Rangkap * )

... hmm .... hmmm ... I owe a few people some apologies la :D ...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Secret Recipe Witness

Secret Recipe Mid Valley was a witness to a some sort of pengakuan masa dinner :D

*She says that I make her laugh.. must have been a clown in my previous life.
* She said , ".. 'kawan' with a twinkle in the eye ;-).." if ppl ask her from now on .. ada ke like that ?
* Met a friend who asked who she was .. I said "..in the middle between friend n girl-friend .. " ;-)
* Her parents ( esp. mom ) is old - skool. .. I also kena go like that la ...aiyoo

To quote Hitch, " ..in case, you don't go to high school, hitting is a good thing .. " ... hehehe :D

Like I told her, I don't know what's going on, but I am enjoying :D ...


"Sunshine"
- Gabrielle -

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came I saw

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try
I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were my

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I said a truth
You wink at me
You're there for me

Sunshine (oh yeah)
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star

(Sunshine) Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..



Hmmm ... follow the flow la .. :-)

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Baby, Saya Awak Punya

A friend messaged me this earlier this morning ...

" Have faith on the one you love and take it as slow or as fast. There are no rules "

Following the flow, .. hmm.. everything is so new ;-)

Baby I'm Yours - Shai -

Understand girl that my heart is in your hands.
And I'm cautious. Of falling in love again.
So please don't hurt me, I'm scared.
Don't desert me, I'm afraid.
Of being a fool. Again.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Realize girl that my faith is kind of torn.
Watch you step girl, Because my heart is weak and worn.
So won't you please be careful, I'm fragile.
I can't imagine the damage,
I have to handle. If you hurt me one more time,
Please by mine.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

Baby, I've been through a whole lot of relationships,
Whole lot of broken promises,
but now I'm ready for a real one sweet heart.
Yes I am.
You don't have to worry baby.
Don't you every go away.

Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.
Baby I'm, Baby Baby I'm yours.

So Baby I'm yours, if you want me. And if you want my sweet love.
And Baby I'm yours, if you need me. La la la.
Loving you forever, if you want me. Give me your love.
Baby I'm yours, if you need me. Ohh...

..

I am walking ever so gingerly as my heart is tender .... too many past disappointments .. *sigh*

Angel of Gue

Sometimes, when you least expect it, it appears ... and you're wondering like how it ever happened ...

Inspired by this post, whose author is a good friend and an inspiration of positivity :-)

"Angel Of Mine" - Monica -

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow

I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine


ps/ not a boy but a leng loi, for me :D

update 11.00 am - Breakfast was very good :D

Monday, December 19, 2005

Rock Witcha

Playing in my head right now ... ;-)

Rock Witcha - Bobby Brown -

Now that you are here with me
Baby, let's do it right
Lady, you know just what I need
I want to hold you oh so tight
Baby, just touch me anywhere
Cutie, you turn me on
I like to run my fingers through your hair
So come on and stay with me all night

c/o

I wanna rock witcha baby
All night long
I wanna roll witcha lady
Feelin' so strong
I wanna rock witcha baby
All night long
Rockin, rollin, rollin, rock
Makin' sweet lovin
Don't ever stop

How bout a little music now
Let's hear some marvin gaye
Let me rub your shoulders down
Let's dance the night away

Feel your heart beating next to mine
Baby, I'l make you feel nice
I think I can tell what's on your mind
I know I can make it right ...


aiyaa ... what's happening ???

So Much 2 Say Yet ...

The past few days have been intense .. and I am feeling a variety of new emotions :D ..some which is kind of new to me. I have been advised by my close friends, to follow the " flow ".

Dulu kutuk orang, sendiri kena, baru tahu ;-)

Hari ni, byk kali senyum sorang2 ;-) ..this is dangerous .. very dangerous kan :D

"Impulsive" - Wilson Phillips -

The secret of love
I thought I understood
The way it's supposed to be
I never imagined you could
Blow my theory apart
But now you're running away with my heart

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna think clear
Don't analyze
What I'm doing here
Wanna be impulsive
Reckless
And lose myself in your kiss

Arrows through hearts
Drawn on a misty window
You're taking me home in the rain
My heart, it's beating 'Don't say no'
My head keeps saying 'Take it slow'

[Chorus]

You're giving me a feeling
It's a sudden rush
Acting on the moment
Spontaneous, woh
Ooh this is not like me
To follow my heart so easily

I am reckless... Impulsive

I never imagined you could
Blow my theory apart
But now you're running away... with my heart... my heart

[Chorus]

You're giving me a feeling
It's a sudden rush
Acting on the moment
Spontaneous
Wanna be impulsive... reckless
And lose myself in your kiss... woh

Impulsive
I wanna be... impulsive
I'm gonna be impulsive... reckless
And lose myself, lose myself


Ada apa dengan cinta ? ;-p .. well, maybe I am figuring it out :D

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Found it !!

I have been looking for this mp3 high and low and I have found it :-)

That's What Love Can Do - BoyKrazy-

chorus:
That's what love can do
I don't wanna
Break your heart in two
And leave you cryin'
That's what love can do
Oh, no, I want you to know
I'm letting you go

You're just a fool
You say that I'm number one
And you'll always be true
How can this be
You say you've fallen in love
You don't know what it means
But look around and you will see
Broken promises and jealousy
Is that what you should want for us to be
One-time lovers turned enemies, but

chorus

All I can say
Is that I'm looking no further ahead than today
I'm too young for this game
On the road to forever
We don't know the way
So just forget about eternity
All the promises you just won't keep
Look down any street and you will see
I don't wanna bring you to your knees, but

chorus

So just forget about eternity
And all the promises you just won't keep
Look down any street, that's what you'll see
I don't wanna bring you to your knees, but

chorus

chorus to fade


Yes ;-) ada apa dengan cinta ya ? ;-)

pps / dia tanya .. " Awak merokok ke ? ", saya kata " Tak, tapi saya hisap ganja ".. dia terus gelak ... and I like that.

Monday, December 12, 2005

My Dil Goes Mmm

The last few days .. this song has been in my head :D

From Salaam Namaste reviewed here


My Dil Goes Mmmmm

Aati hain woh aaise chal ke jaise jannat mein rehti hain
dekhti hain sabko aaise jaise sabko woh sehti hain
par gusse mein jo aaye aur ankhein woh dikhlaye
ladte ladte galti se muskaaye
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

karti hu jab usse baatein lagta hain sone wala hain
soke jab jabbhi woh jaage lagta hain rone wala hain
par chupke se woh meri neend se mujhe jagaye
le baahon mein aur khud hi woh gir jaaye
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha woh na na karti hain
ha bada akadti hain
ha thodisi ziddi hain
ha akal se piddi hain
jaate hain sab daaye, baaye woh jaati hain
tedhi in baaton se mujhko satati hain
har waqt se pehle aanaa sunn na na koi bahana
par dekhna mera rasta rojana
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha picture mein rota hain
ha khulle muh sota hain
ha jara nalayak hain
ha pitne ke layak hain
jaane kya kehta hain jaane kya karta hain
sofe pe chadhta hain pardo se ladta hain
jab karne lage safaai samjho ke shaamat aayi
fir thak ke jab leta hain angdaai
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

ha thodi alag si hain
ha thodi galat si hain
ha thoda alag sa hain
ha thoda galat sa hain
aaisi bhi hogi woh aaisa na socha tha
aaisa hi hoga woh aaisa hi socha tha
kyo lagta hain yeh apna
yeh sach hain ya hain sapna
dar lagta hain kahi ho na jaaye jhuth
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....
my dil goes mmmmmm....

my dil goes mmmmmm....


:-)

Oh ye, coming up, a mega movies review :D ...

Thursday, December 08, 2005

The Three Quizzes + Su ....

I took these three online quizzes quite recently .. heheh .. what do ya think ?

1) Color Power

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest:

You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:

You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:

You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:

You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Having Fun?"



comment : Hmmm .... so true ;-p

2) Usia

You Are 26 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


comment : I say, it figues, and I do so agree .... jiwa muda kan kan .. :-)

3) Luck ,... ?

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.
You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.
Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.
Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.



comment : Yeah, it is true to a certain extent ...

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To my dear friend, Su : In the end, it is our choice. But, baggage will always be there in form of the past, but life has to go on ;-) Keep ya head up, my friend Su, for you are too beautiful to be dragged down.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

A post from the past

A blast from the past

When I read this post, I immediately thought of this paragraph that I read from a short romance story I found on a Net, during my college years. I cried bucketloads after the first read of the story, as I was at a low point at that time.

" That's when I began to understand what role I was going to play in the lives of all my female friends. I was always going to be the best friend, the surrogate big brother. They would take the flattery I offered in the spirit in which they thought it was intended, that of a friend who was 'required' to say such things. "

After reading the post, I was happy for the blogger, yet shed a tear of sadness for me.

..life goes on ..

Thursday, December 01, 2005

It's Getting Clearer

Something got cleared late last night. Something that was samar2 for me, became crystal clear semalam. I think it's true la .. when you made things clear for yourself, other things become clearer for you. :-)

Initially, I was a bit disappointed, but I am glad now... interesting what you can see at an art gallery helps you in making the choice.

Monday, November 28, 2005

Me, Melepas + Have U Ever,

1) Me

From this movie

Charles: Why am I always at, uh, weddings, and never actually getting married, Matt?
Matthew: It's probably 'cause you're a bit scruffy. Or it could also be 'cause you haven't met the right girl.
Charles: Ah, but you see, is that it? Maybe I have met the right girls. Maybe I meet the right girls all the time. Maybe it's me.


I was a pengapit this past weekend on the 1st wedding.. and this scene played a lot on that day, on my mind n the rest of the day ..

2) Melepas

Girl A : Hang ni choosy sangat la...
Me : Eh ye ke ... takde la
Girl B : Tu la .. yang jauh dikejar tak dapat, yg depan mata tak kejar pun .. bila sedar di depan mata tu ok, dia dah ada org punya .. melepas lagi kau ..
Me : *laugh out loud* ( ..dlm hati rasa adoiii pedasnya cili .. )


* at the 2nd wedding, talking to 2 lady friends ...

3) Have U Ever

I saw this show on MTV on Saturday night and when it featured Brandy, I remembered this song and how it hurts when I listen to it masa tengah jiwang ...

"Have You Ever?" - Brandy -

[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]

.. haiya ..jiwang eh ....

Saturday, November 26, 2005

From Yourself 2 Heaven

1) Open Yourself
The past week, something has been brewing up in my mind. It all began since the Afdlin Shauki show. My good friend who went along with me, commented something about me that got me my mind working on the matter for the past few days.

According to her, I am a great conversationalist ( yes ;-) I know I am charming ... hehehe ) ..but, what I talk about actually doesnt reveal much about what I am. ( ? ) ..." dah camtu, how la they want to get to know you and be interested in you .. " ... referring to my eternal 'woman problems.

Talking to my best friend yesterday, I actually asked him about his thoughts on what she said .. what he said in summary, after a long explanation is simply this .. you have to share yourself if you want to share your life with others... "

Hmm ... interesting point to think about ...

2 ) The Love Thang

I took the quiz below

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.


heheh ... all I can say is *wink*

3) Stress Ball

A few nights ago I went to a Promuda Toastmasters event. It was my second time, first being last year. A fellow blogger is the current President and one of the members is a blogger whom I think is a cool person. Essentially, it is an avenue for public speaking for those who want to improve. For me, that's cool plus the networking opportunities yg ada ...

One of the events is what they call Table Topics, where anyone present can speak off the cuff, with an idea given by the moderator. For that night, the speakers were given an item and was asked to tell why they bought the item for a loved one. So, I participated and picked out a yellow stress ball. Okay .. so I made up a story of buying for a loved one, as the person was stressed and I hoped that by giving him that, when the person squeezes it, the person remembers me .. sounds a bit sexual eh , even they were laughing, making sexual innuendos .. hehe .. borderline .. it was spontaneous ..in the end, my last line was this .. " life is a like a ball, you get rolled around, but in the end, you keep your shape " ... from the top of my head.. fikir2 balik .. I think it's true in a way .. the president kata it was my forrest gump quote :-)

4) Heaven

I saw this movie earlier tonight, with my best friend. It was okay la and kind of a sweet romantic comedy. At times, the David character wallows around .. n I knew how it felt, because I used to do that. In the past, when a lady rejects me, I would wallow ..asking myself ..why not me ? When my lady friends would ask me , where have all the good guys gone .. I would ponder why they never saw me more than a friend ..

Now, I have the choice to choose my response. Nowadays, I just let go if it does not work out or I feel like it's not going anywhere .. and if any lady asks me that question again .. I'll answer .. " You have not chosen a good one yet "

The power of choice :D

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

HP4, Sharp Nose n Karaoke

1) Harry Potter 4

Ok ok .. this is like the umpteenth review of Harry Potter that you have read ;-p but bear me la ye .. hehe .. I saw on Thursday at TGV 1 Utama ..:-) .. my rating - hmmm.. two thumbs up ..but a bit unsatisfied ... ;-p .. from what I know the Goblet of Fire was a thick one .. so making it into one movie was a daunting task. That's why I felt a bit unsatisfied I guess.. the important elements were in, but somehow ..some stuff were missing... anyway, .. please don't let that distract you from enjoying the movie. The movie itself shows Harry's 4th year .. yeah, the hormones have kicked in.. the teen scenes were brief but sweet ;-p .. I still think Harry n Hermione should do the jiggy but .. hey, I'm not JK :D .. the tone is darker following the last movie and there is death n violence .. so if u r bringing kids, beware ya .. they might be shocked especially, the last 30 minutes or so. I enjoyed Voldemort's intro or how he came in.. eww, the way Wormtail did it ... and Malfoy is a bad nigga anyway.

2) Sharp Nose

The last weekend was filled with open houses .. makan2 sampai semalam MC. heheh ... I met old friends, made new friends ... main2 dgn my anak buah ( yes, I hope to have my own kids one day mcm this post ;-p ) .. must be the clock ticking thing ....

Also, I learnt n finally understood this lesson, " Kalau hidung tak mancung, pipi jangan la tersorong - sorong " .. I think dulu I applied the lesson in the wrong situation n circumstances .. but now, I know. Have to let go ....

3) Karaoke

I like karaokeing .. melalak free .. heheh .. last few days, I had two chances to sing .. one with family n one with friends ... both opportunities, I found a new favorite song to sing .. my rule in karaokeing is simple .. to sing the song, you gotta have the feel for it ..

This is the song I sang with most feel ;-p

I Love The Way You Love Me -Boyzone-

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not here


And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane


But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me


And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times


Chorus

(Listen to me now)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

..later..

ps/ I saw Afdlin Shauki on Saturday with a good friend. Verdict : Hilarious !! :-)