Temani Aku ++

1) DPX II

There was once a DPX, soon there will be a DPX II ;-)

2) For Her

TEMANI AKU - Cokelat

Malam ini kuingin kau ada
Tanpa hadirmu ku tak biasa
Selalu kudambakan bayangmu
Bawa diriku bersamamu

Reff :

Oh .. bintangku .. indahmu
Datanglah padaku
Dan temani jiwaku
Yang sepi saat kau berlalu

Saat kutatap engkau disana
Hanya sesal bila kau tiada
Slalu kudambakan bayangmu
Bawa diriku bersamamu

3) Cookie

Cookie, my inspiration for item no 1), is currently feeling very down. Keep ya head up girl !

Langkah Pertama

1) Langkah Pertama

It is always the first step, that the journey begins ... hopefully, at the end of the journey, it will all work out. Last weekend, it began ... InsyaAllah, in the end, it will work out .. :-)

2)My Blog

To be honest, I always wanted to talk more than the regular jiwang stuff in my blog. When I read other people's writings, .. they seem to write more interesting stuff than mine. It occurred to me then, that in the end, your blog is what you want to write about. Write what you want to talk and be responsible for its content. Terima and appreciate the feedback, comments that you receive. Maybe good or bad, but at least ada feedback.

Whatever people call your blog, --- syok sendiri ke, main2 ke .. in the end, it is your blog. Please treat my blog with respect, as well as people treat yours. Kalau tak suka / minat, don't come again la .. ;-)

3) Blog Lagi

I like reading blogs. That I admit. I have blogs which I visit daily. Why ? .. interests and inspiration :D ... I credit a few blogs for maintaining my faith in the love ( u know who u r :P ) ..and now, I have found her. It is refreshing to read people writings ... especially those who share the same personal stuff that u r going through. U realize in the big picture, you are not alone.

:-) .. me gotta go..

Been Busy Lately

Hey there peeps .. yeah, have not been posting for the past week. Busy with work and personal stuff ;-p

Actually, the past week, I have been evaluating some decisions I made recently. And, true enough, I changed about leaving my current gig .. why ? Well, hmmmm... the future is different now and .. I have to be responsible. Dang ! I am growing up !! Uwaaa .... :)

Anyway, from today till end of April, things will get a bit hectic n busy. There is a little thing called my final paper ! yg tak buat2 lagi ...my fault, I own up to it.

Time to be responsible for choices and life :D time to grow up ..

Me and her are getting along real fine ;-) Syukurlah...

Oh yeah, please visit this blog. The posts make for fine reading. I think I know who the author is , but ... takpe la, his words are good enough.

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ETERNAL FLAME (Bangles)

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
But is this burning an eternal flame

- eternal flame indeed, InsyaAllah :-)

My Birthdate

Your Birthdate: June 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

--- Dang ! so dekat2 true ... ;-p

Past To The Present Then The Future

15 years go .... ( waa that long ... )

In class, in a place at Shah Alam...

Lecturer : So how do you guys define love and marriage ?
Boy A : Love Then Marriage
Boy B : Marriage Then Love
Boy C : Love first a bit, get married and then develop the love la ..

Whole class : HHuuuuuuuuu ... jiwang karat mamat ni

What if Boy C's words actually came true ? Kata orang Melayu, mulut masin ... :-) ...jeng .. jeng

This Gift - 98 Degrees

The snow is falling, the city is white
Your eyes are shining like diamonds tonight
And we're all alone
There's no one home
You're finally in my arms again
The night is silent
and Christmas is here
I couldn't ask for more than having you near
Cuz I love you girl,
I always will
And now I know the moment is right

*Cuz I've been waiting to give this gift tonight
Im' down on my knees, there's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm going to give you (oh girl!) all my heart can give!!*

I thought I'd give you something shiny and new
I tried to find something worthy of you
But I realized, when I looked inside
There's some things that money can't buy!
Oh no!
I feel the magic, whenever you're near
I feel it even more this time of the year
Cuz I love you girl
I always will
And now I know the moment is right

*Cuz I've been waiting to give this gift tonight!
I'm down on my knees, there's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm going to give you all my heart can give!*

You know I'll always be true to you
And you know I'm the one you can turn to
Oh oh yeah
Any time, any place, or anywhere
you know that I'll always be there!

*Cuz I've been waiting to give this gift tonight
I'm down on my knees, there's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm going to give you all my heart can give*
*Repeat*

Euphoria, Sadness + Despair, Joy --> New Hope

Yesterday, at 7.30 pm, I received a great piece of news, abt me and her. So, was joy n euphoric for a while .. by 9 pm, it turned into despair. By end of the night, I was in tears. The tears, made me realize one thing, that I want her and nobody else.

So today was basically going through the motions...felt kinda empty u know .. luckily she and my best friend were around to lend me support.

The tables were turned later tonight .. thanks to my sister and dad. ;-) And it became joy .. syukur :D ..

So ladies and gents ... the lesson learnt is this ... kalau jodoh tu tak ke mana ... ;p

A new hope is reborn .... and my heart is healed :)


Mulanya Di Sini -Freedom-

( P: )
Tibanya di sini
Bagai terulang lagi
Kisah yang indah
Di antara kita berdua

( L: )
Sehingga di sini
Tiada berpaling lagi
Kita berteman
Seiring jalan dan sehaluan

( L: & P: )
( korus )
Sama sama menjejak mimpi
Sama sama mencari dan menanti
Segalanya direstui cinta sejati
Sama sama gunung didaki
Sama sama turun ke lembah sepi
Suka duka bersama dirasai

( P: )
Mulanya di sini
Ku kenali dirimu
Sehingga kini
Sehingga ke akhir waktu

( L: )
Akhirnya di sini
Ku kenali hatimu
Sehingga kini
Kita akan terus berlalu

( L: & P: )
( korus )
Sama sama menjejak mimpi
Sama sama mencari dan menanti
Segalanya direstui cinta sejati
Sama sama gunung didaki
Sama sama turun ke lembah sepi
Suka duka bersama dirasai

( L: )
Di hadapan kita ada jalan
Menuju di kejauhan ada sinar menanti
Di penghujung perjalanan ini

( P: )
Oh... sambil bernyanyi
Mendendang senandung yang syahdu
Riangnya hati dan indah duniaku

( L: & P: )
( korus )
Sama sama menjejak mimpi
Sama sama mencari dan menanti
Segalanya direstui cinta sejati
Sama sama gunung didaki
Sama sama turun ke lembah sepi
Suka duka bersama dirasai


.....

a new journey begins ....

T.H.R.E.E

It has been three wonderful and interesting months ..

Three words were spoken tonight for the first time.

And officially, I am off from the singles market. :-)

Ta ;-) ...

The end of 2006 cannot come soon enough :D

Love Is + 30 sen + Grillz

1) Love Is ..

SMS
Me : " For me, it should be about joy, laughter and fun. As long as kita ingat n tunaikan peranan n tanggungjawab kita dlm hubungan ini. Kan ? "
Her : Rite! :).. "

2) 30 Sen

Fuel naik 30 sen per litre ... I am affected just a bit, as I naik a kapcai. The after effects see la lepas ni. The usual explanations came out, no need to elaborate here ... but, I really liked what the TPM said here..

My short, simple and sweet answer : Cakap Serupa Bikin. People Ain't Fools, Anymore ...

3) Grillz

Right now, I like to boogie to this song. Cool video too ;-)

Aftermath :--> Stickwitu

The last few days, I have been spending time a bit with her .. usually after work la.. after the hiatus episode, I am now seeing her in a different light ... u know what peeps, .. I appreciate her more .. seeing her smile, laugh at my jokes, her tender touch .. makes me feel good and warm inside. Dang, is my heart melting or what ..

She likes this song below ...

Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu


Provided by VideoCodes4U.com

.. I hope to stick with her ...

A related post to this post ...

Colors Of Love

Color Of Love Boyz II Men

I was lonely
I needed someone to see me through
I was at the end of my rope
I needed someone to cut me loose

And then an angel out of the blue
Gave me the sense that i might make it through
And somehow I survived with no rhyme or reason
And now I know I'll make it through the miracle of you

I know the color of love
And it lives inside of you
I know the color of truth
It's in the image of you
If it comes from the heart
Then you know that it's true
It will color your soul like a rainbow (Like a
rainbow)
And the color of love is in you

Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Love, love, love

Like a bridge
Over troubled, troubled water
You stood beside me, stood beside me
And your love did not falter

And then the angel, the angel in you
Gave me the strength to know that I will get through
And that's how I survived, ain't no other reason
And now I know I'll make it through the miracle of you

I know the color of love
And it lives inside of you
I know the color of truth
It's in the image of you
If it comes from the heart
Then you know that it's true
It will color your soul like a rainbow (Like a
rainbow)
And the color of love is in you (Is in you)

Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of (It's
the colors)
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
(Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...)
Love, love, love

So girl, I wanna thank you
I can't thank you enough
For showing me the meaning
The meaning of true love

When i was lost and so in need
You opened up your heart
When I needed you to comfort me
You opened up your arms

I couldn't face another day
You said, "Don't be afraid"
You showed my heart the,
Showed me the way

I know the color of love (Hey, hey, hey, hey, ho ho,
ho)
And it lives inside of you (It lives in you)
I know the color of truth (Oh...whoa...ho...)
It's in the image of you
If it comes from the heart (Comes from the heart)
Then you know that it's true
It will color your soul like a rainbow
And the color is in you

Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of (Oh)
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of (It's
the colors)
Colors, the colors, the colors, the colors of
Love, love, love

Oh...the color of you

....

Last night, she said " You nearly lost me ... " My heart dropped ...

On the matters of the heart, she is like silk .. strong yet soft n sensitive ..

.. the miseducation of Ome continues ...

Me N My Big Mouth

The hiatus is over. It was all my fault rupanya. Lain kali cakap, jgn jadi mcm kura2. Now have to win her back again.

Update: I love the advice given in this post, abt the matter. Really covers it. ;-)

Hiatus

Me and her are on hiatus *sigh* .... it may have been a shooting star after all ...

True ?

" When you know what you want, you know what you want "

from ...The Wedding Crashers

Hmmm ......

ps / I am leaving my current gig ..

Top 10 Reasons !!!

What do ya think ? ;-p

Never Forget

10 years ago, I was fresh out of uni , with hope n vigor :) The song below was like an anthem ..

NEVER FORGET - Take That -

Been on this path of life for so long, Feel I've walked a thousand miles
Sometimes strolled hand in hand with love, Everybody's been there
With danger on my mind I would stand on the line of hope, I knew I could make it
Once I knew the boundaries I looked into the clouds and saw,
My face in the moonlight
Just then I realised what a fool I could be
Just cause I look so high I don't have to see me
Finding a paradise wasn't easy but still
There's a road going down the other side of this hill

Never forget where you've come here from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this will be someone else's dream

Been safe from the arms of disappointment for so long,
Feel each day we've come too far
Yet each day seems to make much more, Sure is good to be here
I understand the meaning of "I can't explain this feeling", Now it feels so unreal
At night I see the hand that reminds me of the stand I make
The fact of reality

REPEAT CHORUS

We've come so far and we've reached so high
And we've looked each day and night in the eye
And we're still so young and we hope for more, But remember this
We're not invincible, we're not invincible, no
We're only people, we're only people
Hey we're not invincible, we're not invincible

So again I'll tell you
REPEAT CHORUS

...

and now, I feel it again :) ....

:D ...

Sebenarnya, this past week, hati gue gundah gelana sikit ttg dia. Well, both of us are currently busy with stuff, so tak dpt jumpa.

It all began masa trip ke KB.. actually, I was happy to be going to KB, partly nak get off my mind n think abt stuff. Dia faham and told me to be careful aje. Di KB, ada masanya I wish she was there ... ;-) .. di KB also, I started to think whether me and her were going too fast .. and this feeling was ding-dong ...

Why ? I think it's because I am worried. Worried abt me n her ...

Later in the week, she told me about something that was related to the KB. I was stunned and a bit teed off. I apologized abt it later that night, in the sms. In reply, she said she didn't want to tell me, as she knew my reaction would be that way.

So, today, we had a dinner date...beli makan at a nearby pasar malam. After makan, had a long chat .. it was warm, friendly n lovely. And, she, as usual calmed my fears, and finally made me realize the issue, was that I didn't want to disappoint her, with all my failings ... she didn't say it, but she warmly assured me that it was all okay.

Awak, terima kasih kerana menerima insan ini.


BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES (Joshua Kadison)

You’re my piece of mind, in this crazy world
You’re every thing I've tried to find
Your love is a pearl
You’re my Mona Lisa
You’re my rainbow skies
And my only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...

The world will turn
And the seasons will change
And all the lessons we will learn
Will be beautiful and strange
We'll have our fell of tears
Our share of sight
My only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...

You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes

And there are lines upon my face
From a life time of smiles
When the time comes to embrace
For one long last wine
We can laugh about how time really flies
We won’t say goodbye
‘Cause true love never dies
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...

You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes

The passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes...

...

Destino

1) Last nite at Starbucks, I had a date with destiny. Destiny did not show up. Life goes on :D

2) I am going to be gila2 sibuk till end of April, sbb my final paper is due by end of April n I haven't started anything yet ! ..uwaa....

Told her abt no 2, and dia faham ;-)

3) I met an old schoolmate and a favorite blogger of mine ( blog la balik, girl ! :D ..u know who u are .. ). In KLCC, the past tends to catch up with you while destiny awaits ..;-)

One thing is for sure .. I still view the world through my idealistic eyes ! ;-) ... time to do some new mental models la ...


Try To Find Me - Gorky Park -


When the rain is pouring down
And no one is around
All the doors are closed
You're a stranger in this town
Wandering around and you feel lost

CHORUS:
Please try to find me and I'll try to find you
You know I need you just like you need me
Please don't give up cause we're almost together
We've almost made it, hold on and you'll see

When nobody wants to hear
What you want to say
And you feel down when your hope has disappeared
Like a morning train
You can't slow down

CHORUS

I'm just like you,
Oh you know it's true
Don't give up my friend
This is not the end

CHORUS

Changes

The three days : Thursday - Saturday .. brought a few changes ..

was it too fast too soon ...

was hope given too soon ...

saw this movie on DVD a few times this past few days ...

*sigh* I am a bit screwed up ..

What's Up ?

1) Her
The past few days, I thought of doing some work n personal stuff, but as most things, it mainly focused on her :P ...

It's been nearly two months and jeez, some times it's like a dream. :D It has it's up and downs ... to be honest, it's more to do with me .. once a while, I think a bit too much, and the demons knock in to say hello. To her credit, she has been patient and understanding about the whole thing ... she always say that I think too much though :P ..

There are some stuff abt her that I am discovering,... but underneath all of it, there lies a warm loving person who simply accepts me as I am , and in turn, makes me want to be a better man. :-)

Last Saturday was cool, .. I introduced her to my family, and syukur, depa bagi thumbs up :D ... mama kata "Sejoli" ... hehe.. my papa was like , " oh well, u slipped on a banana peel at last, u were this close to safety .. " .. my anak buahs know that she is my awek ( Apik cakap "awek", Coci cakap "kakak Uncle Ome" ) ...

Thing is .. this is real right ? ... if it ain't, well I don't want to wake up from this dream ...

* Work n study rants later ...:P

Gong Xi Fa Cai n Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharran n KL Day :D

-- kawe ke KB dari esok ke Sabtu .. ada member kahwin ! .. ada can kecek mek kelate .. adoii, jgn la cubit awak ! :D

A Promise I Make - Dakota Moon -

Girl, you're every breath I take
Oh baby,
Your love rules every move I make
Oh baby,
And I know that you can't read my mind
And baby, maybe I

CHORUS
Don't say it as often as I should But I really want it to be heard
When I say I love you that's for good
You have my word
That day after day after all
I will always be true
That's a promise I make to you

You, you take this heart of mine
And make it better
I need you to
Come and walk with me through this life
Forever
And I know these words are long over due
And baby, maybe I

CHORUS

I may hold you
I may need you
I may want to

CHORUS

....

I am French :D

Your Inner European is French!

Smart and sophisticated. You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so.

Who's Your Inner European?